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hvadeina · 2 years
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❥   glass animals ,   an aesthetic meme .
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eyes killer cold and black and bare. i wanna go back, i wanna go back. i wanna take to my guns and break you. i’m so so cold in the marrow of my bones. i was in full bloom until i met you. dance with me and shake your bones. paperback dreams in my deep doze. take your throne, pump your veins with gushing gold. shake my little soul for you now. i’m a fool of many tricks and tools and joy, with a battery of guilt on which to poise. mind my wicked words and tipsy topsy slurs. i can’t take this place, i just wanna go where i can get some space. i take your gloom, i curl it up and puff it into plumes. how can i believe you, how can i be nice, tripping around the tree stumps in your summer smile? face so lost, petrified, timid twitch in your wide eyes. you’re so juiced, you said you’d kick the booze. don’t you cry, don’t you drain those big blue eyes. i fake my breaking smile. i’m a twisted fool, my hands are twisted too. don’t spin me a lie, i’m crooked but upright. all i ever want, is just a little love. all i ever want, is breaking me apart. makes my nerves clench close and my bones go cold when i see that room. your smile so super quiet. you won’t make it back this time. you know, you know the way that i hide. why don’t you dance like you’re sick in your mind? you know the way that i hide for you. can’t you feel your dirty face? don’t it leave that filthy taste? you can’t breathe without me.
daddy was dumb, said that i’d be something special. brought up tough but i was a gentle human. said that he loved each of my two million freckles. i sit in the car and i listen to static. you were clearly meant for more than a life lost in the war. i know you’ll feel the ghost of the memory so warm. my body’s in tatters, in an ordinary fashion. maybe, i wish i could remold you to vertical and golden. it hurts to say it’s hopeless and we ain’t gonna make it. sometimes it makes me laugh, sometimes it makes me sad. why can’t we laugh now like we did then? how come i see you and ache instead? how come you only look pleased in bed? i want you for the world, i want you all the time. i won’t forget how you looked at me then. why don’t i say it then? i want you all the time. my heart strings broke and it was me, i pull they stretch infinitely. in the summer silence i was getting violent. i’ll be dreaming in my paper pale skin. burn through my love just like your drugs. everything you didn’t know you were looking for. i wish you could see the wicked truth, caught up in a rush it’s killing you. i settle for a ghost i never knew. i miss him, don’t you blame me. i feel so fucking numb. gonna fuck my way through college. i’m gonna sleep ‘cos you live in my daydreams. i am a true romantic, free falling love addict. pulled me through the door and stuck her teeth in deep. all your days are gone, sitting on the floor in your underwear, begging me for more. why don’t you light that cigarette and calm down, now stop and breathe a second. go back to the very beginning. can’t you see what was different then? your head is so numb. that nervous breath you try to hide, between the motions that trembling tender little sigh. i want to hold you like you’re mine. you’re gone but you’re on my mind. i’m lost but i don’t know why.
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hvadeina · 2 years
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IT’S  ALL  ABOUT  THE  YEARNING 
❝  you need someone.  let me be that person.  let me be what you need.  ❞
❝  look,  i dunno if i’m the kind of person you need or even want right now.  but i’m looking around and i’m the only one who’s here.  ❞
❝  i never realized how much i needed you until you were the one person who wasn’t there.  ❞
❝  you asked me once,  if i would ever take a chance on us…maybe that ship sailed.  but.  ask me again?  sometime— doesn’t have to be today.  maybe tomorrow just.  ask me again.  ❞
❝  i know i can’t protect you from everything,  but i wish you’d let me protect you from the things i can control.  ❞
❝  i used to have so much faith.  maybe not in deities or something but,  in the world.  the universe.  i believed their was a purpose to it all.  i’m not sure when i lost that.  ❞
❝  have you ever had something…missing?  like something just doesn’t feel right inside you but you don’t know what it is.  ❞
❝  sometimes,  i just need the world to be beautiful.  i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes.  ❞
❝  i was sort’ve hoping you needed me.  is that selfish?  ❞
❝  people need someone to see them for what they are and not just see it but accept it.  i want to be that person for anyone i can…but it can be so suffocating to be that person and also remain unseen.  ❞
❝  sometimes i feel i’m being crushed under the weight of everything i’ll never be.  ❞
❝  you’re looking at me but you’re not seeing me.  do you know how that feels?  just see me.  please.  ❞
❝  i want to deserve you.  i’m trying to deserve you.  ❞
❝  i know i fucked up.  i know i did but don’t shut me out anymore.  let me in.  please let in.  ❞
❝  every time you smile at me,  i memorize it.  i remember each moment that i get to be the one to bring out that light inside you.  no matter what happens between us,  that’s what i’ll remember.   ❞
❝  i can’t help but think there’s got to be something out there for me,  somewhere.  just some place where i actually feel like i belong.  ❞ 
❝  the world is so big.  why do i never feel like i fit into it?  ❞
❝  when i’m with you i feel like myself.  i feel like every side of me is present and accepted.  and i feel good about it—  i feel good about who i am when i’m with you.  ❞
❝  do you like me?  i know you love me.  i know you care about me but.  do you like who i am?  ❞
❝  i want to look in the mirror one day and not feel uncomfortable with my own reflection.  ❞
❝  just take my hand and close your eyes.  pretend we’re anywhere else but here.  ❞
❝  so,  what would you be?  if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy,  what would your life look like?  ❞
❝  do you even know what it does to me?  every time i see you cry,  any time you’re hurt even the smallest bit it just— do you realize how deeply you’ve imbedded yourself into my heart?  ❞
❝  i don’t feel like a whole person without you anymore.  i don’t fucking care if anyone else would say about that.  you’re part of who i am now.  the most important piece of me.  ❞
❝  every time you walk away you take another piece of me with you.  ❞
❝  i’m only really living in the moments when we’re together.  the rest is just existing until you look at me again.  ❞
❝  it feels like there’s a string around my heart and it’s connected to you.  everywhere you go you’re just tugging me behind,  pulling me towards you.  ❞
❝  you’ve got me in the palm of your hands.  you could crush me and i would still thank you for touching me at all.  ❞
❝  i no longer know where i end and you begin.  you’ve wound yourself around my soul so tightly,  you’re all i feel anymore.  ❞
❝  you’ve stolen my heart,  the least you could do is tell me what you intend to do with it.  ❞
❝  i don’t have perfect words.  i’m not the kind of person who knows how to sound poetic and shit.  so all i know what to tell you is that i belong to you.  i don’t know if you want me.  but i’m yours.  and at this point however it is you need me,  i’m here.  ❞
❝  you’re the only thing that matters anymore.  i can’t eat,  i can’t sleep—  all the goddamn cliches from every stupid movie and song.  you’re all i think about.  i’m useless except when i’m yours.  ❞
❝  i haven’t stopped thinking about the way you laugh.  i’m hoping i’ll get to hear it again.  ❞
❝  when your eyes are on me,  i feel like something worth seeing.  ❞
❝  just let me look at you for a little bit.  ❞
❝  i would do anything for you.  all my lines and rules.  they mean nothing when it comes to you.  it’d cross and break them all just to make you happy.  ❞
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𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐌𝐄 𝐆𝐎 👀.
okay so i got like, three books delivered this week, and in anticipation i reread another book that i had, and lads, let me tell ye, it was like quicksand. so now i have a list, some from my head, many from my wonderful friends’ heads, of prompts that basically made us all very soft or very “pleasantly scandalized rich lady from the sixties who just found out a juicy bit of goss about the new neighbor”. i hope ye like them! (DO NOT ADD TO THE LIST. I WILL MAKE A PART TWO. AND THREE. AND FOUR. MANY MANY PARTS. EVENTUALLY. )
[ HAIR ]:          sender slowly reaches out to catch a loose strand of the receiver’s hair and tuck it gently and securely back behind their ear, letting their touch linger afterwards. (if the receiver has short hair, then the sender reaches out and gently runs their fingers through their hair to smooth it back.)
[ CLOSE ]:          while standing remarkably close to one another, the sender is unable to stop themselves from running their gaze across the receiver’s body, lingering for a moment on their lips, before returning to initiate prolonged, intense eye contact.
[ CHIN ]:          as they stand close to one another, the sender hooks a finger and tenderly lifts the receiver’s chin, tilting it up so that they can look at one another, and running a thumb across their skin lightly.
[ THUMB ]:          while cupping the receiver’s cheek in their hand, the sender slowly glides their thumb across their cheekbone in a tender, sweeping caress.
[ WOUND ]:          upon noticing a recent injury on the receiver’s person, the sender carefully moves closer, running a thumb (or hand) across the wound in a gentle, troubled manner.
[ INHALE ]:          while standing in very close quarters to the receiver, the sender shakily inhales with desire/anticipation as they realize how intimately close they are to one another.
[ DANCE ]:          when alone together (e.g. the bedroom, the kitchen, literally anywhere once they’re alone) the sender takes the receiver’s hand, and pulls them into a graceful yet intimate dance as a spontaneous act.
[ BARE ]:          as they get undressed, the sender gently places a soft, tender kiss against the receiver’s bare shoulder.
[ SCAR ]:          noticing a scar on the receiver’s skin, the sender tentatively stops them from covering it up, and rests a gentle, soft kiss over it.
[ FOREHEAD ]:          placing a hand on the back of the receiver’s neck, the sender guides them close and rests their foreheads together.
[ PALM ]:          taking the receiver’s hand, the sender brings it to their mouth, and places a tender kiss against the receiver’s palm.
[ LINGER ]:          taking the receiver’s hand, the sender lifts it to their lips, and gently kisses their knuckles, lingering for a moment before withdrawing.
[ BEHIND ]:         upon entering the same room as the receiver, the sender steps behind them, and winds their arms around the receiver’s waist, drawing them close against them.
[ WAIT ]:          realizing the receiver is about to leave the room, the sender hastily reaches out and catches their wrist, preventing them from continuing their departure.
[ ARM ]:          after holding their hand, the sender releases the receiver, but slowly glides their hand up the full length of their arm, lingering on the upper arm, then the shoulder, then resting their touch against the side of their neck.
[ HOLD ]:          while close to the receiver, the sender wordlessly takes a hold of their hand, for no other purpose than to be holding it.
[ PLAY ]:          while sitting together, the sender absently lifts the receiver’s hand, idly running their fingertips across the lines of their palms, mapping out every inch of their hand with slow, lazy touches.
[ GUIDE ]:          in the process of guiding the receiver through a crowded place, the sender’s hand protectively grazes against the small of their back
[ TOUCH ]:          while touching the receiver’s waist, the sender’s hand briefly dips beneath the hem of their shirt, skimming briefly across the bare skin of their waist.
[ CUP ]:           bringing both hands up to cup the receiver’s face, the sender draws them in closer to them in order to get a better look at their face.
[ TUG ]:          the sender tugs the receiver close against them by resting a hand against the small of their back, pulling them flush against their body.
[ HUSH ]:          while standing close to one another and hiding from pursuers, the sender reaches up and places a finger against the receiver’s lips to prevent them from speaking and revealing their location.
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🐝  *  ―  𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐒  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.   (  all  of  these  are  taken  from  the  movie  ‘heathers’  released  in  1989.  feel  free  to  adjust  to  better  fit  your  muses.  )
❛  i’m really sorry i couldn’t make it to your birthday party last month.  ❜ ❛  heck , i’d probably skip my own birthday party for a date.  ❜ ❛  fuck me gently with a chainsaw.  ❜ ❛  doesn’t it bother you that everyone in the school thinks you’re a piranha ?  ❜ ❛  they all want me , as a friend or a fuck.  ❜ ❛  come on you jerk. you know you used to have a sense of humor.  ❜ ❛  that’s the stupidest question i’ve ever heard.  ❜ ❛  did you have a brain tumor for breakfast ?  ❜ ❛  so tonight’s the night. are you excited ?  ❜ ❛  everybody’s life’s got static. is your life perfect ?  ❜ ❛  you’re just so hot tonight. i can’t control myself.  ❜ ❛  i just wanna get laid.  ❜ ❛  what’s your damage ?  ❜ ❛  you were nothing before you met me !  ❜ ❛  monday morning , you’re history. i’ll tell everyone about tonight.  ❜ ❛  just saying , it’s not hard to end a life.  ❜ ❛  i guess i don’t know what the hell i’m talking about.  ❜ ❛  i know exactly what the hell you’re talking about and you’re right , you don’t know what the hell you’re talking about.  ❜ ❛  let’s just grow up , be adults , and die.  ❜ ❛  is that a ‘no’ in your lingo ?  ❜ ❛  we both said a lot of things we didn’t mean last night.  ❜ ❛  how the hell’d you get in here ?  ❜ ❛  i can’t believe it. i just killed my best friend.  ❜ ❛  i’m just a little freaked , all right ?  ❜ ❛  you got what you wanted , you know.  ❜ ❛  it’s one thing to want somebody out of your life. it’s another thing to serve them a wake-up cup of drano.  ❜ ❛  that’s good. have you done this before ?  ❜ ❛  what are you smiling at ?  ❜ ❛  did that sound bitchy ?  ❜ ❛  i’m sure your friends are happy to hear that.  ❜ ❛  i’d like to know just what i did.  ❜ ❛  hey listen , my bonnie-and-clyde days are over.  ❜ ❛  does this answer your question ?  ❜ ❛  you believed it because you wanted to believe it.  ❜ ❛  can’t you see this is a special moment ?  ❜ ❛  don’t even talk about that stuff !  ❜ ❛  i don’t know how to talk to you.  ❜ ❛  our relationship’s moving fast , i know , but i have real , real respect for you.  ❜ ❛  what do you want from me ?  ❜ ❛  some people just don’t matter. why should those who do carry their weight ?  ❜ ❛  i’m sorry you felt you had to put yourself through all that shit.  ❜ ❛  i guess i picked the wrong time to be a human being.  ❜ ❛  what are you trying to do ? kill me ?  ❜ ❛  hey now , if you were happy every day of your life , you wouldn’t be a human being , you’d be a game show host.  ❜ ❛  don’t talk to me like that.  ❜ ❛  [name] , why can’t you just be a friend ? why are you such a megabitch ?  ❜ ❛  i don’t get it ! you were wrong ! i was right !  ❜ ❛  wait a … you’re not listening ! i’m not on your side …  ❜ ❛  what in the hell do you think i’m doing ? taking out her tonsils ?  ❜ ❛  i loved you. sure , climbed up here to kill you , but first i was going to try and get you back.  ❜ ❛  you think just because you started this thing , you can end it ?  ❜ ❛  you really fucked me up , [name].  ❜
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𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐄  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 .
from  the  2016  film .  gun  /  shooting  references  present .
“ i’m  reading  the  news  ,  thank  you  very  much  . ” “ you’re  such  a  good  liar . ” “ i  haven’t  found  the  right  time  to  tell  her . ” “ are  you  a  watcher  or  a  player ? ” “ this  looks  very  sketchy . ” “ is  this  legal ? ” “ i  could  give  you  some  space . ” “ i  don’t  want  space . ” “ hand  me  the  zoom  lens . ” “ i’m  counting  on  you  to  get  me  to  the  final  round . ” “ don’t  let  me  down  and  i  won’t  let  you  down  ,  i  promise . ” “ this  is  so  gross . ” “ that’s  so  creepy . ” “ you  just  got  suspended . ” “ i  thought  you  were  done  playing  nerve . ” “ you  need  to  learn  to  take  a  few  risks  every  once  in  a  while . ” “ i  do  take  risks . ” “ you’re  not  nearly  as  hot  as  you  think  you  are . ” “ what  do  you  mean ,  you  signed  up  as  a  player ? ” “ they  can’t  shut  it  down .  there’s  not  a  single  server . ” “ is  that  right ,  hacker  boy ? ” “ you’re  just  gonna  kiss  some  random  person ? ” “ oh  my  god .  i  can’t  believe  i  just  did  that ! ” “ you  won  your  dare .  congratulations . ” “ he  always  tell  you  what  to  do ? ” “ i’m  just  warning  you  :  i  don’t  think  i’d  make  a  very  good  partner . ” “ am  i  supposed  to  come  in  with  you ? ” “ you  look  very  pretty . ” “ do  you  know  what  we’re  supposed  to  do  now ? ” “ did  you  take  my  stuff ?  i  mean  my  wallet ,  my  clothes …   everything’s  gone . ” “ come  on .  we  have  to  make  a  run  for  it . ” “ please  tell  me  these  are  our  clothes ! ” “ are  these  stolen ? ” “ be  quiet .  i  gotta  concentrate . ” “ can  you  do  something  like  this  but  less  shitty ? ” “ you  have  to  trust  it . ” “ i  really  don’t  like  that  noise  at  all . ” “ blindfolded ?  on  the  motorcycle ? ” “ there’s  no  way  in  hell  i’m  doing  that . ” “ you’re  not  gonna  believe  this . ” “ i  know  you’re  scared ,  but  you  gotta  talk  to  me . ” “ this  is  good .  you’re  doing  great . ” “ are  we  clear  now ? ” “ we  did  it ! ” “ that  was  the  craziest  thing  i’ve  ever  done . ” “ just  give  me  a  real  dare . ” “ how  would  i  know  if  i’m  being  hacked ? ” “ should  we  maybe  go  check  it  out ? ” “ stop  yelling  at  me ! ” “ i  almost  died  tonight  and  you  were  nowhere  to  be  found . ” “ when  you  said  i  should  live  my  life ,  did  you  mean  i  should  live  my  life  in  your  shadow ? ” “ you’re  the  most  repressed  person  that  i  know . ” “ go  right  ahead  and  show  us  all  what  a  fiery  little  spark  plug  you’ve  become  since  lunch . ” “ don’t  walk  away  from  me . ” “ wake  up ,  this  is  a  game . ” “ do  you  really  think  that  someone  like  him  is  actually  gonna  be  with  you  when  this  is  all  done ? ” “ why  do  you  have  to  be  such  a  bitch ? ” “ if  you  want  to  know  where  i  am  from  now  on ,  sign  up  and  watch  me . ” “ i  wasn’t  trying  to  hurt  you .  it  just  got  out  of  control . ” “ move .  just  get  out  of  my  way . ” “ i  wanna  take  you  someplace  safe . ” “ just  tell  me  we’re  gonna  do  this . ” “ i  have  to  finish  this . ” “ i  know  it  sounds  crazy ,  but  i  can  do  it . ” “ do  you  think  you  can  change  the  code ? ” “ just  raise  your  gun  slowly  then  shoot  me  in  the  shoulder .  i’ll  be  fine . ” ” what  if  i  miss ? ” ” come  on ,  just  shut  up  and  play  the  game ! ” “ i’m  not  doing  this . ” “ is this  what  you  really  want ?  for  us  to  kill  each  other ? ” “ why  don’t  you  take  off  your  masks  and  show  yourselves ,  huh ? ” “ it’s  easy  for  you  to  be  brave  in  a  crowd . ” “ don’t  you guys  see  that  you’re  all  still  responsible  for  what  happens  tonight  even  if  you  are  just  watching ? ”   “ are  you  really  believing  this  bullshit ? ” “ then  shoot  me .  i  dare  you . ” “ you  were  in  on  this ? ” “ she’s  a  badass .  watch  out  for  her . ” “ you  guys  are  the  dumbest  smart  kids  i’ve  ever  met . ” “ i  just  wish  that  we  could’ve  met  some  other  way . ” “ crazy  first  date ,  huh ? ”
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LITERARY  QUOTES  FROM  PINTEREST ;
change pronouns or sentence structure / content to your liking !
❛  i  love  you  because  the  entire  universe  conspired  to  help  me  find  you.  ❜
❛  it’s  not  what  we  think  or  feel  that  makes  us  who  we  are.  it’s  what  we  do.  or  fail  to  do.  ❜
❛  everyone  has  a  darker  nature.  good  men  fear  it,  and  evil  men  embrace  it.  ❜
❛  he’s  more  myself  than  i  am.  whatever  our  souls  are  made  of,  his  and  mine  are  the  same.  ❜
❛  there  is  some  good  in  this  world,  and  it’s  worth  fighting  for.  ❜
❛  perhaps  we  do  not  want  to  be  loved  so  much  as  to  be  understood.  ❜
❛  it’s  no  use  going  back  to  yesterday,  because  i  was  a  different  person  then.  ❜
❛  the  world  breaks  everyone,  and  afterward,  many  are  strong  at  the  broken  places.  ❜
❛  crying  does  not  indicate  that  you  are  weak.  since  birth,  it  has  always  been  a  sign  that  you  are  alive.  ❜
❛  society  exists  only  as  a  mental  concept;  in  the  real  world  there  are  only  individuals.  ❜
❛  the  world  only  exists  in  your  eyes.  you  can  make  it  as  big  or  as  small  as  you  want.  ❜
❛  happiness  in  intelligent  people  is  the  rarest  thing  i  know.  ❜
❛  when  you’re  born  in  a  burning  house,  you  think  the  whole  world  is  on  fire.  but  it’s  not.  ❜
❛  neither  of  us  is  happy.  neither  of  us  wants  to  leave.  so  we  keep  breaking  one  another  and  calling  it  love.  ❜
❛  you  have  to  be  a  bit  of  a  liar  to  tell  a  story  the  right  way.  ❜
❛  isn’t  it  funny  how  day  by  day  nothing  changes,  but  when  you  look  back  everything  is  different.  ❜
❛  expectation  is  the  root  of  all  heartache.  ❜
❛  you  will  never  be  lovelier  than  you  are  now.  ❜
❛  it’s  the  questions  we  can’t  answer  that  teach  us  the  most.  ❜
❛  i  want  to  be  with  you.  it  is  as  simple,  and  as  complicated  as  that.  ❜
❛  nothing  is  so  painful  to  the  human  mind  as  a  great  and  sudden  change.  ❜
❛  the  smarter  you  are,  the  more  things  can  scare  you.  ❜
❛  there’s  no  freedom  quite  like  the  freedom  of  being  constantly  underestimated.  ❜
❛  the  best  lies  about  me  are  the  ones  i  told.  ❜
❛  i  hope  to  arrive  to  my  death  late,  in  love,  and  a  little  drunk.  ❜
❛  you’ll  understand  why  storms  are  named  after  people.  ❜
❛  it’s  easy  to  believe  in  something  when  you  win  all  the  time.  the  losses  are  what  define  a  man’s  faith.  ❜
❛  people  generally  see  what  they  look  for,  and  hear  what  they  listen  for.  ❜
❛  all  are  equal  in  the  grave.  ❜
❛  talk  sense  to  a  fool  and  he  calls  you  foolish.  ❜
❛  half  of  seeming  clever  is  keeping  your  mouth  shut  at  the  right  times.  ❜
❛  what  if  i  told  you  i’m  incapable  of  tolerating  my  own  heart?  ❜
❛  the  universe  is  exactly  the  size  that  your  soul  can  encompass.  some  people  live  in  extremely  small  worlds,  and  some  live  in  a  world  of  infinite  possibility.  ❜
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“BRONCO" STARTERS
taken from orville peck’s new 2022 songs. feel free to change pronouns, etc. THIS POST WILL BE UPDATED AS NEW SONGS ARE RELEASED.
DAYTONA SAND
’ we’ve got major blues. ’ ’ i hope you brought your walking shoes, ‘cause it’s quite a ways, from what i understand. ’ ’ rack 'em up. ’ ’ i think i could’ve been your man. ’ ’ long hairs, slow eyes… i like your style. ’ ’ we both ain’t got a job. ’ ’ nothing seems to last that long. ’ ’ take me home to mississippi. ’ ’ it’s not tat i don’t care, it’s just hard to make a plan. ’ ’ i’m not mad, for what it’s worth. ’ ’ you always take the dare. that’s what i learned. ’ ’ i’m getting tired of this earth. ’ ’ they say some stones are better left unturned. ’ ’ is that another whispered plan? ’ ’ i’ve been around long enough to know you can’t trust a man. ’
THE CURSE OF THE BLACKENED EYE
‘ i’ve been hiding out. ’ ‘ darling, i can feel it coming every time. ’ ‘ i sat around last year wishing so many times that i would die. ’ ‘ it follows me around. ’ ‘ nothing to lose. ’ ‘ wouldn’t miss it, anyhow. ’ ‘ it ain’t the letting go. it’s more about the things you take with. ’ ‘ i can feel it getting closer with every kiss. ’ ‘ you gotta beat or join ‘em. ’ ‘ try to act surprised. ’ ‘ just flip a coin, because i’m too bored to lie. ’ ‘ you always said i should work on my escape. ’ ‘ have a heart too long, it’s bound to break. ’ ‘ you’re acting out the opus of your last eternal ache. ’ ‘ just sing the song, for heaven’s sake. ’
OUTTA TIME
’ i’m outta time. ’ ’ he tells me we’ve got something special. ’ ’ some things ain’t what they seem. ’ ’ reno never felt so slow. ’ ’ i’m a wednesday child with a rented ride and a head that’s full of woe. ’ ’ drag me into the party. i guess i’ve got nowhere else to go. ’ ’ i guess i’ve got nowhere to go. ’ ’ i’ve got a man to my left and one on my right, and they tell me 'bout what they know. ’ ’ i want a little less conversation, please. ’ ’ let’s go, baby. i’m outta time. ’
C'MON BABY, CRY
’ i can see the sadness in your eyes. ’ ’ you’ve been trying to hide what you left behind. ’ ’ they say it’s darkest before the dawn, but you’ve been smiling for so long. ’ ’ a thousand teardrops can’t be wrong. ’ ’ i don’t want you to be afraid. ’ ’ let me see you cry. ’ ’ i got an hour or so. ’ ’ take my hand and let it go. c'mon, baby, cry. ’ ’ i can tell you’re a sad boy just like me. ’ ’ don’t deny what your poor heart needs. ’ ’ it’s been so long since he called your name. ’ ’ you’re on the run from a losing game. ’ ’ just bat your eyes, baby. ’ ’ let me feel the pain. ’ ’ three words everybody knows. ’ ’ must be nice where lovers go. ’ ’ take my hand, don’t let it go. just cry. ’ ’ take my hand, darling. ’ ’ call me up anytime. ’
KALAHARI DOWN
‘ i was born in the badlands. ’ ‘ it was a strange place for a boy to drown. ’ ‘ you’ve been gone away, and i’ve been riding around. ’ ‘ i’m writing out a song on my daddy’s guitar. ’ ‘ did you find your way? skip another town? ’ ‘ i said i couldn’t stay, but it’s different now. ’ ‘ i’m always down for hanging around. ’ ‘ baby, there ain’t a trail to follow. ’ ‘ better off alone, if you ask me. ’ ‘ maybe next time i’ll take you with me. ’ ‘ tell me not to frown. ’ ‘ what do i know? a bunch of sorrow. ’ ‘ maybe someday i’ll get to see it all. ’ ‘ i still hear the sound. ’ ‘ i left to roam on a reckless wander, raising sand on the setting sun. ’ ‘ keep an eye on that dusty highway. ’ ‘ tell my mother i’m nearly done. ’
TRAMPLE OUT THE DAYS
‘ you’re awake. ’ ‘ the season’s gray. ’ ‘ you drive real fast. ’ ‘ i can tell that it’s just not your lucky day. ’ ‘ give me nothing. you’re the one i chose. ’ ‘ baby, the light stays longer when it rains. ain’t that a shame? ’ ‘ toast our mistakes. ’ ‘ i hate to say i spent it all on masquerades. ’ ‘ i’d forgotten how it goes. ’ ‘ take a seat while i trample out the days. ’ ‘ your eyes grow cold into the night, babe. you start to fade. ’ ‘ you had your reasons, but i’m telling you that seasons always change. ’ ‘ watch me waving as i go. ’ ‘ bury my heart at the rodeo. ’
HEXIE MOUNTAINS
‘ young man, fill yourself with dread. ’ ‘ come home. ’ ‘ come home to begin another end. ’ ‘ it doesn’t feel right to see you, friend. ’ ‘ wouldn’t it be nice if i could sleep in my own bed? ’ ‘ what happens when the well has dried? ’ ‘ i can’t find the words. ’ ‘ i guess it’s time to move on once again down the path less tread. ’ ‘ wouldn’t it be nice if i could let the dead stay dead? ’ ‘ take me far enough to say we’re gone. ’ ‘ i haven’t been out in so long. ’ ‘ i’m not saying i’m not scared. ’ ‘ wouldn’t it be nice if i could hold it off again? ’ ‘ wouldn’t it be swell if i could get things off my chest? ’ ‘ maybe you’d learn to live with what’s inside your head. ’
ANY TURN
’ pack it in, pick it up. ’ ’ i’m crying all night. ’ ’ dreaming about the time—but you can’t now, never mind. ’ ’ i’m gonna find any turn. ’ ’ something about a horse, and a man, and a cadillac. ’ ’ set them up in the motel room. ’ ’ baby, it’s all come and go. ’ ’ i feel down tonight. ’ ’ yeah? where’s home tonight? ’ ’ set it all on someone else’s bill. ’ ’ boredom’s gonna get you. ’
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𝑻𝑨𝑮𝑮𝑬𝑫 𝑨𝑷𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑷𝑹𝑰𝑨𝑻𝑬𝑳𝒀 .    (   a  collection  of  prompts  taken  from  some  common  &  uncommon  tags  used  on  ao3 .  mature  themes  are  present ,  add  “ + reverse ”  to  reverse  roles .  )
﹟  pining﹕ receiver  is  pining  over  sender . ﹟  love confessions﹕ receiver  confesses  their  love  for  sender . ﹟  threats of violence﹕ receiver  threatens  sender  with  violence . ﹟  first kiss﹕ sender  &  receiver  have  their  first  kiss . ﹟  kissing it better﹕ sender  kisses  receiver  after  bandaging  them  up . ﹟  sexual tension﹕  sender  &  receiver  endure  sexual  tension . ﹟  character death﹕ receiver  faces  the  aftermath  of  sender’s  death . ﹟  domestic fluff﹕ receiver  &  sender  share  a  moment  of  domesticity . ﹟  recovering together﹕ sender  &  receiver  recover  from  a  bad  experience  together . ﹟  first meetings﹕ receiver  meets  sender  for  the  first  time . ﹟  love confessions﹕ sender  confesses  their  love  to  receiver . ﹟  crack treated seriously﹕ a  crack  interaction  written  seriously . ﹟  amnesia﹕ sender  is  suffering  from  amnesia  &  doesn’t  recognize  receiver . ﹟  fix-it﹕ a  moment  in  sender  &  receiver’s  relationship  rewritten  to  have  a  positive  outcome ,  from  the  receiver’s  pov . ﹟  getting together﹕ sender  &  receiver  give  into  their  feelings  for  each  other . ﹟  canon rewrite﹕ rewrite  a  canon  scene  from  receiver’s  point  of  view . ﹟  betrayal﹕ receiver  is  betrayed  by  sender . ﹟  nicknames﹕ receiver  uses  a  nickname  when  addressing  sender . ﹟  nightmares﹕ sender  wakes  receiver  from  a  nightmare . ﹟  panic attacks﹕ sender  finds  receiver  having  a  panic  attack . ﹟  severe injury﹕ sender  comes  to  receiver  after  being  severely  injured . ﹟  flashbacks﹕ receiver  has  flashbacks  involving  sender . ﹟  fakeout makeout﹕ sender  &  receiver  use  PDA  to  provide  a  cover  for  their  fake  relationship . ﹟  possessive behavior﹕ receiver  shows  possessiveness  over  sender . ﹟  introspection﹕ a  study  on  a  thought  receiver  has  had  about  sender . ﹟  missing scene﹕ a  ‘missing  scene’  between  sender  &  receiver . ﹟  feelings realization﹕ receiver  realizes  they  have  feelings  for  sender . ﹟  unsent texts﹕ a  text  from  receiver  to  sender  that  was  never  sent   . ﹟  secret relationship﹕ sender  &  receiver  have  a  secret  relationship . ﹟  sharing a bed﹕ sender  &  receiver  have  to  share  a  bed . ﹟  lost love﹕ sender  &  receiver  break  up . ﹟  wedding planning﹕ sender  &  receiver  are  planning  their  wedding . ﹟  morning after﹕ receiver  wakes  up  next  to  sender  after  sex . ﹟  unresolved tension﹕ sender  &  receiver  endure  unresolved  tension . ﹟  almost kiss﹕ one  time  sender  &  receiver  almost  kissed . ﹟  fake/pretend relationship﹕ sender  &  receiver  are  faking  a  relationship . ﹟  scars﹕ sender  broaches  the  topic  of  receiver’s  scar/s . ﹟  tooth-rotting fluff﹕ a  ridiculously  sweet  moment  between  sender  &  receiver . ﹟  friendzone﹕ receiver  is  friend - zoned  by  sender . ﹟  making up﹕ sender  &  receiver  make  up  after  a  fight . ﹟  reunions﹕ sender  &  receiver  reunite  after  some  time  apart . ﹟  manipulation﹕ sender  shows  manipulative  behavior  with  receiver . ﹟  eventual smut﹕ a  fade - to - black  of  sender  and  receiver . ﹟  self indulgent﹕ receiver  picks  any  prompt  from  this  meme  to  write .
…  𝑴𝑼𝑺𝑬 𝑺𝑷𝑬𝑪𝑰𝑭𝑰𝑪
﹟   protective [ … ]﹕ receiver  shows  protectiveness  over  sender . ﹟   [ … ] needs sleep﹕ sender  finds  receiver  sleep - deprived . ﹟   [ … ] needs a hug﹕ sender ,  sensing  they  need  one ,  gives  receiver  a  hug . ﹟   [ … ] is a little shit﹕ sender  does  their  best  to  get  on  receiver’s  nerves . ﹟  jealous [ … ]﹕ receiver  shows  jealousy  over  sender . ﹟  touch-starved [ … ]﹕ sender  is  touch - starved  &  receiver  notices . ﹟  worried [ … ]﹕ receiver  is  worried  about  sender  &  approaches  them  about  it . ﹟   [ … ] whump﹕ sender  has  been  severely  hurt ,  receiver  learns  about  it . ﹟  dark [ … ]﹕ receiver  is  in  a  dark / warped  state  of  mind . ﹟   [ … ] can’t keep secrets﹕ receiver  spills  a  secret  to  sender .
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𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐌𝐄 𝐆𝐎 👀.
okay so i got like, three books delivered this week, and in anticipation i reread another book that i had, and lads, let me tell ye, it was like quicksand. so now i have a list, some from my head, many from my wonderful friends’ heads, of prompts that basically made us all very soft or very “pleasantly scandalized rich lady from the sixties who just found out a juicy bit of goss about the new neighbor”. i hope ye like them! (DO NOT ADD TO THE LIST. I WILL MAKE A PART TWO. AND THREE. AND FOUR. MANY MANY PARTS. EVENTUALLY. )
[ HAIR ]:          sender slowly reaches out to catch a loose strand of the receiver’s hair and tuck it gently and securely back behind their ear, letting their touch linger afterwards. (if the receiver has short hair, then the sender reaches out and gently runs their fingers through their hair to smooth it back.)
[ CLOSE ]:          while standing remarkably close to one another, the sender is unable to stop themselves from running their gaze across the receiver’s body, lingering for a moment on their lips, before returning to initiate prolonged, intense eye contact.
[ CHIN ]:          as they stand close to one another, the sender hooks a finger and tenderly lifts the receiver’s chin, tilting it up so that they can look at one another, and running a thumb across their skin lightly.
[ THUMB ]:          while cupping the receiver’s cheek in their hand, the sender slowly glides their thumb across their cheekbone in a tender, sweeping caress.
[ WOUND ]:          upon noticing a recent injury on the receiver’s person, the sender carefully moves closer, running a thumb (or hand) across the wound in a gentle, troubled manner.
[ INHALE ]:          while standing in very close quarters to the receiver, the sender shakily inhales with desire/anticipation as they realize how intimately close they are to one another.
[ DANCE ]:          when alone together (e.g. the bedroom, the kitchen, literally anywhere once they’re alone) the sender takes the receiver’s hand, and pulls them into a graceful yet intimate dance as a spontaneous act.
[ BARE ]:          as they get undressed, the sender gently places a soft, tender kiss against the receiver’s bare shoulder.
[ SCAR ]:          noticing a scar on the receiver’s skin, the sender tentatively stops them from covering it up, and rests a gentle, soft kiss over it.
[ FOREHEAD ]:          placing a hand on the back of the receiver’s neck, the sender guides them close and rests their foreheads together.
[ PALM ]:          taking the receiver’s hand, the sender brings it to their mouth, and places a tender kiss against the receiver’s palm.
[ LINGER ]:          taking the receiver’s hand, the sender lifts it to their lips, and gently kisses their knuckles, lingering for a moment before withdrawing.
[ BEHIND ]:         upon entering the same room as the receiver, the sender steps behind them, and winds their arms around the receiver’s waist, drawing them close against them.
[ WAIT ]:          realizing the receiver is about to leave the room, the sender hastily reaches out and catches their wrist, preventing them from continuing their departure.
[ ARM ]:          after holding their hand, the sender releases the receiver, but slowly glides their hand up the full length of their arm, lingering on the upper arm, then the shoulder, then resting their touch against the side of their neck.
[ HOLD ]:          while close to the receiver, the sender wordlessly takes a hold of their hand, for no other purpose than to be holding it.
[ PLAY ]:          while sitting together, the sender absently lifts the receiver’s hand, idly running their fingertips across the lines of their palms, mapping out every inch of their hand with slow, lazy touches.
[ GUIDE ]:          in the process of guiding the receiver through a crowded place, the sender’s hand protectively grazes against the small of their back
[ TOUCH ]:          while touching the receiver’s waist, the sender’s hand briefly dips beneath the hem of their shirt, skimming briefly across the bare skin of their waist.
[ CUP ]:           bringing both hands up to cup the receiver’s face, the sender draws them in closer to them in order to get a better look at their face.
[ TUG ]:          the sender tugs the receiver close against them by resting a hand against the small of their back, pulling them flush against their body.
[ HUSH ]:          while standing close to one another and hiding from pursuers, the sender reaches up and places a finger against the receiver’s lips to prevent them from speaking and revealing their location.
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EMOTIONALLY CHARGED SENTENCES STARTERS
❝  i need you.  don’t you get that?  ❞
❝  i’m right here.  i’m always here right in front of you but you never see me!  ❞
❝  you’re my person.  ❞
❝  no,  i don’t wanna have to talk to anyone else right now.  i just want you.  ❞
❝  i know you’re busy and i don’t want to bother you i just—  can i just sit here with you while you work?  ❞
❝  are we okay?  ❞
❝  honestly,  i’m always there.  in my head.  the scars on my body might’ve healed but i never really walked away from it.  ❞
❝  do you want me to make the others leave?  or we could go,  get some fresh air.   ❞
❝  look i’m not coddling you,  i’m just trying to help.  i wanna take care of you cause i,  you know— care about you.  ❞
❝  alright,  here’s your coffee.  are you ready to talk or should i find something to ramble about for a few minutes?  ❞
❝  eventually,  you just gotta learn to let go of the past.  it’s always gonna hurt,  but you can choose when to start focusing on something other than the pain.  ❞
❝  hey,  just breathe.  look at me— look at me.  in and out.  breathe with me okay?  ❞
❝  keep your eyes on me—  just focus on me.  we’re gonna be okay.  ❞
❝  no,  i’m not okay.  nothing is okay.  it never is.  but that’s just how i function most days.  so i’ll be fine.  ❞
❝  i’m not gonna pretend anymore.  i’m still fucked up from it all and i don’t know when it gets better.  ❞
❝  if you keep waiting until you’re done ‘working on yourself’ before you let yourself be with the person you love,  you’re never gonna be with them.  and they’ll find someone else who is brave enough to give them a chance to love them exactly how they already are.  ❞
❝  why do you stick around?  what is it you think you see in me?  ❞
❝  not everything needs an explanation.  i care about you.  i don’t have to sit here and figure out why.  i just do.  so maybe you should try just accepting it too.  ❞
❝  i don’t need your permission to fall in love with you.  you don’t gotta love me back,  but it isn’t gonna stop me from being here when you need someone.  ❞
❝  you love me too much.  i know how that sounds but—  fucking hell.  you shouldn’t care that much about someone like me.  ❞
❝  i don’t care if loving you hurts me.  the world already has enough pain to dole out for no reason,  at least i’ll have gotten these scars from something beautiful.  ❞
❝  if people can hate for no reason,  than i can love for no reason too.  ❞
❝  one day you’re gonna need me and i’m not gonna be there to fix it.  ❞
❝  no,  i can’t fix everything for you this time.  it’s your mess.  clean it up.  ❞
❝  i dunno who taught you that love comes with conditions and limitations,  but mine doesn’t.  not when it’s you.  ❞
❝  i don’t know how to ask for help i just— i’ve never had anyone to ask for help from before.  so…this is me trying i guess.  i need it and i’m afraid to ask for it.  that’s the best i can do.  ❞
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lyrics from my ship playlists - soft edition
taken from various artists. feel free to change pronouns, etc.
‘ we can write letters to each other, invent secrets to confess to. i’ll learn foreign & exotic terms of endearment by which to address you. ’ ‘ we are strong and faithful; we are guardians of a rare thing. ’ ‘ we are filled with riches and wonders; our love keeps the things it finds. ’ ‘ you find shelter somewhere in me, and i find great comfort in you. ’ ‘ i’ve played the teacher, preacher, guru: maintaining postures to separate me and you. ’ ‘ we are one wind distracted by our different sails. ’ ‘ could i rest here for a while? ’ ‘ i can’t go face the world. my bones won’t hold me up. ’ ‘ tell the saint of lost souls where to find me: softly sleeping here in the deep end of someone who loves me. ’ ‘ i try to push it down, but it comes back faster and harder. ’ ‘ your gift to me is just to be bracing for the winds i always summon. ’ ‘ you’re my home. my heart. ’ ‘ i do the dumbest things for you. ’ ‘ you were the most exciting thing i’ve ever known. ’ ‘ we kissed without hesitation, without reservations. ’ ‘ in the crowd of the sad and the crowd of the mad, we are the only smiling faces. ’ ’ is this love? i don’t know, but tonight i’m going to find out. ’ ‘ even when you’re alright, i don’t want to let you go. ’ ‘ you have stolen my heart. ’ ‘ it’s too early to say goodnight. ’ ‘ you are the best one of the best ones. ’ ‘ i’m gonna look good for you, honey. ’ ‘ let’s get married. ’ ‘ change me at all costs, starlight and star-crossed. ’ ‘ we could be reckless. ’ ‘ my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me. so won’t you kill me, so i die happy? ’ ‘ my heart is yours: to fill or burst, to break or bury, to wear as jewelry, whichever you prefer. ’ ‘ you are enough. ’ ‘ i can’t find my breath. can we just say the rest with no sound? ’ ‘ i hold you up above everyone. ’ ‘ i think you’d be good to me, and i’d be so good to you. ’ ‘ i still have your letter. i just got caught between someone i just invented, who i really am, and who i’ve become. ’ ‘ what little i have to give, i will give it all to you. ’ ‘ oh, if you knew just what a fool you have made of me. ’ ‘ this feeling calls for everything that i am not. ’ ‘ what do i do with a love that won’t sit still? ’ ‘ it’s a long way out to reach the sea, but i’m sure i’ll find you waiting there for me. ’ ‘ hold me like you’ll never let me go. ’ ‘ i could hold you close, but you are far too beautiful to love me. ’
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“𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐘 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒” 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.
so i started listening to music, and reading poems, and my vibes were very shippy for a while, and then my sims got married so obviously that didn’t help??? anyway, none of these are written by me, aside from the third one. i saw them on insta or i read them in lyrics or smth, they’re incredibly romantic, very eloquent and passionate and sincere, so i hope you shippy angels like them!! as always, please DO NOT ADD ANY MORE PROMPTS TO THIS LIST!!! i will make more!! i am a simp!! 
“ you are half my soul. “
“ i wish i could tell you what you are to me. “
“ you say you’re dangerous. that you destroy everything you touch. so destroy me. ruin me. tear me apart, and let me love you all the same. “
“ our “almost” will always haunt me. “
“ only love can hurt like this. “
“ i just want you to be happy. if that’s with me or with someone else or with nobody… i just want you to be happy. “
“ i love you. i feel as though we were never strangers, you and i, not even for a moment. “
“ if anyone else were to kiss me, all they would taste is your name. “
“ the stars will go out before i forget you. “
“ i will love you if i never see you again, and i will love you if i see you every day. “
“ if i loved you less, i might be able to talk about it more. “
“ there’s nothing i wouldn’t do for you. “
“ i just realized i don’t care if they’re the most perfect person in the world. they’re not you. “
“ you know how i feel about you… you’ve always known. “
“ i forget every beauty in the universe, the moment you smile. “
“ i say it all the time, i just say it very very quietly. i tell you when you’re in another room, or right after we hang up the phone. i say it after you shut the door behind you. i say it in my head every time you look at me. i love you. of course i love you. i never stopped. “
“ i feel like a part of my soul has loved you since the beginning of everything. maybe we’re from the same star. “
“ my only hope is that one day i can love myself as much as i love you. “
“ in the space, the pause, between this breath and the one that follows, you have made a home in me. “ 
“ i loved the way you touched me with your eyes and felt me with mine. “
“ you’ve always seen me. and i think that’s all that anyone wants. seeing someone. really seeing someone. that’s love. “
“ you kissed my cheek. and then i knew, that you could be homesick for people, too. “
“ all i’ve known are temporary people, the leaving and the hoping, the begging someone to stay… so forgive me if i break apart when you say the word “forever”. “
“ sometimes i wonder if love is worth fighting for. and then i look at you and i’m ready for war. “
“ my darling, you will never be unloved by me. you are too well entangled in my soul. “
“ i climb into my bathtub the same way i’ll keep loving you; until my skin is wrinkled. “
“ and if i could ever ask for one more blessing in this life of mine, i’d pray for a thousand years to see you one more time. “
“ when i am near you, i finally know how it feels to breathe without worry, without caution. i just feel safe with you… “
“ you kissed me goodbye, but you never left. i’ve been seeing you every time i close my eyes. “
“ what cloud did you fall from? because you taste like stardust and eternity. “
“ all i know is, when i think of you, i feel like singing. and i feel like i could run miles to find you. all i’m sure of is, i love you, entirely as you are. “
“ i will never regret us, because you taught me i could love and be loved without the fear of loss. “
“ i wanna spend the rest of my sunsets with you. “
“ let’s do something crazy. like grow old together. let’s show everyone how to do forever. “
“ and i’m not afraid to love you. only afraid my love won’t be enough. “
“ the universe has existed for billions of years, and by chance, we ended up living at the same time. that counts for something. “
“ the sky exploded into a thousand moonbeams dazzling with stars, and as you stared quietly above, i couldn’t help but stare at you, falling in love. “
“ there is a little bit of you in all the words i write. maybe you’re the language of love my heart speaks. “
“ you deserve someone who isn’t okay with losing you. “
“ they named a black hole after you, and i’d be lying if i said you weren’t pulling me in. “
“ i thought i knew what love was, until i felt your arms around me, and realized what it truly was. “
“ i wish you were here. or… or i was there, or something… i don’t know. i just wish i was with you. “
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𝑺𝑼𝑮𝑨𝑹 𝑾𝑨𝑻𝑬𝑹 .    (  a  collection  of  lyric  starters  from  the  artist  flower  face .  feel  free  to  adjust  phrasing  /  gendered  terms  as  necessary .)
❛  i  wanna  lay  on  the  kitchen  floor  with  you .  ❜ ❛  i  thought  you  were  headed  somewhere  new .  ❜ ❛  you  love  me  ‘til  you  wear  me  out ,  then  you  love  me  more .  ❜ ❛  there’s  nowhere  left  to  go  but  down .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  think  i  can  protect  you .  ❜ ❛  who  will  i  say  goodnight  to  when  you’re  gone ?  ❜ ❛  well ,  this  is  who  we  are  now .  ❜ ❛  all  the  things  we  don’t  talk  about  are  waiting  at  the  door .  ❜ ❛  i  won’t  let  you  out  of  my  sight .  ❜ ❛  dig  your  grave  and  lie  down  quietly .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  build  a  wall  around  you  and  say  i’m  the  one  that  found  you .  ❜ ❛  the  only  sacred  part  of  me  is  everything  from  you .  ❜ ❛  it’s  always  back  to  you ,  again .  ❜ ❛  i  thought  i  heard  you  calling  to  me .  ❜ ❛  when  you’re  alone ,  it’s  all  you  think  about .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  a  thousand  stories  i  want  to  tell  you  before  the  sun  goes  down .  ❜ ❛  you  think  i’m  crazy ,  but  i’m  not .  ❜ ❛  i’m  sorry  that  i  couldn’t  say  goodbye .  ❜ ❛  your  cheap  drink  tricks  and  cigarettes  keep  you  locked  inside  a  cage .  ❜ ❛  if  i  can’t  hold  you  like  a  lover  i  won’t  hold  you  at  all .  ❜ ❛  if  we  could  stay  this  way  forever ,  would  it  ever  be  enough ?  ❜ ❛  you  know ,  you’ve  got  a  real  smart  mouth .  ❜ ❛  you  want  to  be  hunted  like  an  animal .  ❜ ❛  i  think  it’s  time  we  leave  this  town .  ❜ ❛  there  are  things  that  we’ll  never  say ,  but  we  know .  ❜ ❛  the  love  that  you  made  me  fight  for  was  never  love  at  all .  ❜ ❛  if  i  don’t  pull  myself  together ,  this  could  be  the  end  of  it  all .  ❜ ❛  you  know  girls  like  me ,  we’ve  got  a  slow  pulse .  ❜ ❛  i  kinda  like  it  when  you  talk  the  way  you  do .  ❜ ❛  it’s  kinda  tripping  me  up ,  i’ve  got  it  bad  for  you .  ❜ ❛  don’t  look  at  me  like  that .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  think  this  is  life  that  we’re  living .  ❜ ❛  don’t  forget ,  i’ll  never  quite  forgive  you .  ❜ ❛  don’t  you  dare  make  the  same  mistakes  your  father  did .  ❜ ❛  i  never  learned  to  lose  a  fight .  ❜ ❛  how  can  i  forgive  myself  when  i’m  still  in  love  with  you ?  ❜ ❛  quit  your  job ,  come  sleep  in  my  bed .  ❜ ❛  when  you’re  in  love ,  you  get  so  cruel .  ❜ ❛  the  lights  are  always  on  in  the  street ,  so  i  never  sleep .  ❜ ❛  i  think  i’ll  waste  away  here .  ❜ ❛  the  world  hasn’t  killed  me  yet  but  it’s  just  a  matter  of  days .  ❜ ❛  despite  all  of  my  virtue  i  know  i’m  the  one  who  hurts  you .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  look  the  same  to  me .  ❜ ❛  i  guess  i  should’ve  learned  this  long  ago .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  sleep  beside  you  at  the  end  of  the  world .  ❜ ❛  we’ve  got  friends ,  we’ve  got  places  to  go . ❜ ❛  i  can’t  take  my  eyes  off  of  you . ❜ ❛  i  love  the  way  you  keep  me  awake . ❜ ❛  the  kindness  of  strangers  and  the  strangeness  of  everyone  i  know  has  kinda  fucked  with  my  head .  ❜
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* creepy location meme
send a number for our muses to interact at the following! 
an uncomfortably quiet gas station 
a bustling diner that never closes
an old tree with trunks like knives 
a video store with a sign titled ‘ JOIN US ’
the back of a stolen car
a twisting forest that beckons you
an antique shop that smells of death and decay
the lot behind a somber hotel
a forgotten graveyard on the outskirts of town
an abandoned church where the choir continue their song 
a grocery store where no one smiles  
a bar where everyone hums the same song
end of the road
an undisclosed government facility
a howling bonfire where shadows betray you
a police station on edge during a blizzard 
an uncanny farmhouse with a ‘ ROOM FOR RENT ’ sign
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