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hundredages · 2 years
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let's talk about who i want to be in the near future.
I want to be a relief, a break, a deep breath which calms you down for a second, a moment of safety. I want to be the first person that comes to your mind when you have an issue. An issue you truly believe you cannot solve anymore. You tried plan B, you thought about all the possibilities, you even considered to give up on it but then, my person comes to your mind and you relax.
I want to be the one who solves your problem no matter how hard it is.
At work, something went wrong and you're all anxious about it but you are not afraid to ask for help because you know it's me. You take a deep breath and you're relieved before you even asked me for help. You know I have a solution. It's gonna be okay.
People should feel safe and good asking questions. Don't be afraid to ever ask for help or advice. Others shall perceive me with a calm voice, relaxed mood and the bravery to stand up.
In order to be this person for others, I have to become better than everyone else. I need to learn a lot, listen carefully, figure out how to do things all by myself and find my own way of solving problems. I'm ready to do all of this step by step. The first lesson will start as soon as I wake up. I'll know it when it happened.
I don't want people to feel alone as I did. As I used to feel.
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hundredages · 3 years
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choking on my fears
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hundredages · 3 years
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sometimes we don't notice things until someone points it out.
tell them they are beautiful. they look good today. tell them to drink water.
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hundredages · 3 years
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existence is a prison and i desperately look for a way out.
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hundredages · 3 years
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i asked scary existential questions and the normal folks squirmed.
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hundredages · 3 years
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one thing i love about humans is the lively warm sparkle in their eyes when they talk about something they love.
waving around with their arms to represent that one specific thing and to express themselves furiously. they wouldn't stop talking for hours and that's okay because you know it gives them happiness, merriment, fulfillment and much more. talking about a topic you're so passionate about is so beneficial 'cause it creates a feeling you never found somewhere else before. you need it.
i'd never dare to interrupt them. in that moment their eyes could light up the whole world and i wouldn't trade it for anything else ever.
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hundredages · 3 years
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The kind of love I seek does not exist in this world.
00.11
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hundredages · 3 years
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“I have discovered that insanity and writing are not much different; Insanity is just more bearable past midnight.”
— a.y.
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hundredages · 3 years
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“She’s got a heavy heart, a messy soul, a reckless mind, and I think it’s beautiful the way she carries herself.”
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hundredages · 3 years
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“It was easier to make him as the villain in your love story than accepting that you two were just not meant to be.”
— Late night thoughts #87 // A. W.
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hundredages · 3 years
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“I feel invisible at the only place I shouldn’t.”
— 23.32
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hundredages · 3 years
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"And in that moment I swore that nothing in this universe could be so heavy as the absence of the person you love."
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hundredages · 3 years
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“There’s just something about you I’m scared to lose, because I know I won’t find it in anyone else.”
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hundredages · 3 years
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I know people are temporary, but please just this once, be permanent.
—no one’s going anywhere
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hundredages · 3 years
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Why does love seem so easy for others but has always been hard for me?
19.39
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hundredages · 3 years
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“I crave so much more than just a physical connection. I crave words and depth. I crave who you are and where you came from, your desires and fears. I yearn to know every inch of you beyond the surface.”
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hundredages · 3 years
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“Sunsets are proof that endings can be beautiful.”
— Buddha
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