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hopefulwhispersinthedark10 hours ago
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Lol
People with stable lives:
Me: weird flex but ok
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hopefulwhispersinthedark10 hours ago
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"Wow! You've lost so much weight, what's your secret??"
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I don鈥檛 know if you find it triggering, but someone might, I just wanted to preface it before you came on my blog.
You鈥檙e beautiful. I sorry that you are here and at this point in your life, but don鈥檛 forget that you are strong and beautiful, I don鈥檛 care if you鈥檙e male or female, but I love you and my messages are always open if you want to talk about anything.
Please be kind to yourself and others and stay strong 鉂わ笍鉂わ笍
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This user has a triggering blog
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I absolutely hate myself
I ate a normal fucking dinner. Pizza. A breadstick. And a couple boneless chicken wings. I didn鈥檛 purge and I鈥檓 fucking embarrassed.
Not me like two days ago talking to my loved ones a couple days ago going to treatment and now I鈥檓 already back in my bullshit.
Fuck. I was on my bullshit yesterday. I threw up in a health clinic cause my mom had to get her blood drawn.
I had acrylic nails. It hurt so bad.
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I鈥檓 so hungry
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I just took my appetite suppressants and I am currently eating cold 7-11 chicken cheese taquitos my dad brought me home.
They hit different
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Y鈥檃ll ever need a good cry. Like, sit in the corner of your room, rock back and forth and want help for your ED, meaning that that means recover centers and in patient and treatment, but can鈥檛 get the words out because you know that people are counting on you and you don鈥檛 want to let them down?
Sara Kays.
She鈥檚 where it鈥檚 at
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I had fried chicken last night and it was after my appetite suppressant taking period, it was also at like 1 am so I was hella tired so I didn鈥檛 do the do, ya know, and now I fucking hate myself and I wanna die
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Something I have learned is that it doesn鈥檛 matter if you ate something and you didn鈥檛 purge for one day. If you feel fine after eating for a day and don鈥檛 feel the need to purge, it doesn鈥檛 mean that you don鈥檛 have a problem. Every time I tell my self that I鈥檝e relapsed and that I hate myself because I hadn鈥檛 purged in like 5-7 day and then I do, I don鈥檛 have to hate myself even more. If you have a problem, you have a problem. If you want help, you want help. Don鈥檛 let other people tell you that you don鈥檛 need to get help or let other people tell you that you鈥檙e a 鈥減oser鈥 because you didn鈥檛 purge for a day. It鈥檚 progress because you鈥檙e finding foods that you feel ok with eating. It鈥檚 strong to figure out with what you feel fine with eating.
Don鈥檛 let anyone diminish how you feel and your problems because they don鈥檛 match exactly what they think someone with anorexia looks like, or you don鈥檛 look like how they think someone that鈥檚 bulimic looks like. You are valid and your problems are valid. You鈥檙e ok and you will get through this 鉂わ笍
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If I won the lottery, or just like, $100,000, I鈥檇 put like half of that towards a house for my parents, I鈥檓 not a fucking monster, obviously. I鈥檇 use the other half to get plastic surgery.
I鈥檓 talking lipo. I鈥檓 taking a stomach band, I鈥檓 taking a tummy tuck, I鈥檓 taking breast augmentation锟.
Dental work. Get my teeth fixed and whitened. They say that if you show 8-10 teeth when you smile, you鈥檙e attractive, so bitch you best believe.
New clothes. New lingerie. New fucking everything.
Basically a makeover to the gods. Make all the guys that I was involved with, and even the ones that rejected me, 锟紃egret every decision they ever made.
I want to be that bitch.
I know that I could do this with diet and exercise. If I saved my money. I鈥檝e tried it before, and I鈥檝e tried again, and again, and I just can鈥檛 get it to stick. So, I feel like this would inevitably be my last choice. I鈥檓 getting there folks. Honest to god, I鈥檓 getting there. 锟
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鉁 reblog if 鉁
You have an eating disorder but it doesn鈥檛 look like you do.
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hopefulwhispersinthedark10 days ago
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I don鈥檛 care what you say.
Listening to Ariana grande when you鈥檙e high just hits different.
Breathin.
Fucking Exquisite 鉂わ笍馃槝馃憣馃徎
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hopefulwhispersinthedark11 days ago
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I鈥檓 watching Billie Eilish鈥檚 carpool karaoke.
I wonder what it鈥檚 like to have your parents be proud of you
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hopefulwhispersinthedark12 days ago
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If you know
You know
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hopefulwhispersinthedark12 days ago
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I just realized that the reason why I don鈥檛 want to go to college is because I was such a failure in high school and I don鈥檛 want to go through that again
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hopefulwhispersinthedark12 days ago
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Do you ever feel like your mental disorders and eating disorders are invalid because you don鈥檛 鈥渓ook the part鈥?
Because it鈥檚 all I ever feel now.
I feel invalidated and like a joke constantly because I don鈥檛 don鈥檛 cut deep enough and I don鈥檛 purge as soon as I feel like I鈥檓 supposed to.
I hate feeling like I鈥檓 a fake and a liar.
I know I have issues. I know I have problems, but sometimes I feel like it鈥檚 not bad enough to be real.
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hopefulwhispersinthedark14 days ago
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He he.
I wanna die
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hopefulwhispersinthedark15 days ago
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鈥淩eblog if you are currently embarrassed about your weight.鈥
鈥 vivafuoripersadentro
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hopefulwhispersinthedark15 days ago
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hopefulwhispersinthedark15 days ago
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If someone could combine Emma chamberlain and Ariana grande. That would be my ultimate goal. Like. I just wouldn鈥檛 be able to control myself.
Goals. Goals. Goals.
All the way.
Just fucking goals.
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