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A 7th grader just walked passed me at the bus stop and I was really jealous of her
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I feel at peace right now.
I’m stoned, eating apple slices, and vibing.
It’s usually the smallest things that make you feel the best. I know life is hard, but sometimes it’s ok to honor the little things that bring you peace.
Make sure to enjoy the little little things, because they’re gone so quickly, and it’s those moments we have to hold onto.
I’m trying to focus on me. Right now I’m just really exhausted, and I don’t want to be anymore. I know it’s not going to be easy, and there are going to be days when I want to give up on my self, but I’m not going to let it get to me.
Maybe I’ll start to journal. Maybe writing down what I’m feeling will help me get better and be better.
It’s ok to want more for yourself. It’s ok to want to let go of who you are right now, and try and be better. I know it’s hard, and I know it’s scary, trust me, I get it, but it will get easier. It has to be easier. Change is scary. We don’t like change. But we have to challenge ourselves to be better. We have to allow ourselves the chances to grow.
Growth is important. It allows us to reflect on who we are or were and figure out who we want us to be.
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I’m on a waitlist for a recovery center finally, and I CAN’T FUCKING AFFORD TREATMENT
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I. LOST. MY. FUCKING. HEADPHONES.
FUUUUCKCKKKKKK
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The only way I can eat without feeling like shit, is when I’m high.
Trust me, sometimes I still feel like shit, but I won’t get you to do something about it.
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I’m going to my doctor next Thursday and I’m really scared.
What if she can’t help me? What if we do everything, and I do start to get better, but it doesn’t stick and all my problems come back worse? What if I can’t get better?
I’ve been fucked up for so fucking long. I’m terrified. I don’t know if I’m ready to get better. I don’t know what to do.
My best friend said she’d go with me to the doctor, and what if I’m not ready to tell my doctor? What’s going to happen? I don’t want to tell my doctor if I’m not ready.
What if I’m never ready? What’s going to happen if I’m not ready? Am I just going to be fucked up for the rest of my life?
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I haven’t used laxatives in a while. So. Naturally I took some today at work.
And I can feel them working. My stomach is in knots and I’m in like so much pain
😝✌️🤷‍♀️
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I didn’t track my calories yesterday and I feel like a failure
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When you binge on sunflower seeds and chicken nuggets and it puts you over your preferred calorie limit
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Me too
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When does it stop hurting?
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Does anyone else think of their bathroom as their safe place?
Like. Having the issues that I have, idk, the bathroom just makes me feel ok.
It’s kind of ironic 😂
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I just turned down McDonald’s. I’m so proud of myself
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I just binged on seafood and rice. Hell yeah brother.
I mean. Probably not binged, but ate a portion bigger than I would want to eat and now I feel like shit and I feel like I’m gonna throw up.
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Scars to Your Beautiful is playing at my work rn. This song makes me cry so hard. Oh my god.
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Scars to Your Beautiful is playing at my work rn. This song makes me cry so hard. Oh my god.
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Guess who’s back on her fuckin bullshit.
This biitttccchhhhhhhh
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