New Love
Pairing: Erik Killmonger x POC Reader
Warnings: Lots of fluff, cursing
Synopsis: Erik has a hard time dealing with his emotions after falling in love.
Erik groaned for the millionth time that day. The man had been restless, drinking endlessly and getting irritated by every little sound. His heightened senses werenāt helping either. Everything was loud, his heartbeat, his frustration, his angerā¦
Erik would pace around his California apartment and go to his balcony, overlooking the busy streets below, he even played music so loud his speaker broke. All over a little, tiny, insignificant event that happened almost 3 months ago.
His first kiss.
Not the usual, meaningless, cold kisses. Those heās had plenty of before. It was a tender, loving, warm and incredible kiss, it was the type to make your body and soul go numb with pleasure and warmth. It was driving him crazy. He longed to feel that high again. It was like a drug he would never tire of.
The way those softer, smaller hands rubbed his back, soft voice letting him know how loved and safe he wasā¦ and he felt it. He actually felt warm, safe and loved. The sweet scent of vanilla wafting from those soft curls he came to love so much. Erik spent nights losing sleep over it.
āI love you, Erikā¦ I mean itā¦ā
He felt his heart about to burst! This was the first time he had ever felt genuine attraction to a person. A person who loved him back. Picking up his phone and ignoring his baking hands, he dialed the number he feared so much.
āEmber, could you come over to my place? Thereās something I gotta talk to you about.ā
Calming down, he took deep breaths and started to throw out his empty bottles of alcohol. Suddenly, his phone buzzed. Quickly, he checked it. It was her.
āIām close by. Iāll see you in 5.ā
He began to feel dizzy, overwhelmed with emotion. Erik placed a hand over his chest and closed his eyes, gaining back control over his limbs. The man was trained to be a cold blooded killer, he embraced his name and he even almost succeeded in waging warā¦ but no, that person, he didnāt really show or give him the love he felt with her. He was never one to show mercy or gentlenessā¦ but he was softening up.
Erik was terrified. He was taught many things, but dealing with overwhelming emotions was never one. He had to do this on his own.
A knock made him jump. Taking a deep breath, he walked over to the door and opened. There she was all doe eyed and worried. The culprit. The cause of his incredible misery.
āHi. Are you okay?ā Ember asked. She was holding two large brown bags, one on each hand.
āUhh, y-yeah, yeah, Iām straight. Come in!ā Erik replied, mentally scolding himself. He was screwing this up. Watching as Ember smiled again and walked in, he blinked before closing the door and going next to her.
āLet me help you with-ā
āNo needā¦ these are actually for you. Iāve been saving them for you sinceā¦ no oneās seen you in a while.ā Ember quickly spoke, offering the bags to the nervous man.
Erik grabbed them and placed them on the kitchen's table.
āListen, Ember, there's something we gotta talk about. Well, itās more like me telling you somethingā¦ā Erik began as said woman looked at him with worried eyes. She followed Erik to his couch and sat with him.
āYou gotta be thinkinā Iām crazy butā¦ Emberā¦ā he struggled. The woman patiently waited and at one point she reached to hold his hand.
āErik, itās okay. If youāre scared of me making fun of you, donāt worry. It wonāt happen. Iām here for you.ā She cooed, making his heart leap. Erik felt his heart about to burst.
He was getting desperate. He wanted to just say itā¦ so he did.
āIām in love with you, Ember. Ever since that kiss. It felt like heaven and Iā¦ I started appreciating you more. Youāre so amazing and beautiful, I admire you so muchā¦ But Iām scaredā¦ā he admitted as Emberās brown eyes widened.
āIām scared ācause everyone I love or care about dies or I fuck shit up and I donāt want anything happening to you or to us. You make me feel likeā¦ like a normal person, like someone whoās been loved all his life. When you said you loved me, it scared the fuck outta me and it still does. You make me feel good as fuck. I love you, Ember, I-ā
His speech was cut short by a hug. A hug he welcomed and reciprocated by wrapping his arms around her and burying his face into the crook of her neck.
āI love you too, baby.ā he heard. He began to cry uncontrollably and held her tighter and for longer. Erik felt Emberās hands rub his back in soothing circles.
Once he was able to calm down, he loosened his grip and faced her. She cried as well.
āYouāre so brave and amazing, Erik. You made me feel like a whole-ass queen that day,ā Ember spoke as they both laughed.
āI know youāre scared, but thatās okayā¦ Iāll help you through everything and anything that happens.ā
Ember proceeded to place her hands on Erikās face, gently cupping it and wiping away any stray tears. Golden brown eyes faced warm brown ones. Even more tears began to pour out of Erikās eyes as Ember softly pulled him in and recreated their last kiss.
Both shivered and felt their skin warm up.
Ember proceeded to make him lay on his back while she topped and kissed his lips again. She felt his hands travel to her waist and back, going back and forth in a soft manner.
Ember took her time and kissed down his neck, where she placed soft kisses on his pulse, making his eyes roll to the back of his head. Erik would lowly moan and gasp, feeling his senses overwhelm him.
āEmber,ā Erik moaned as she went up to his lips again. Only this time, the kiss was no longer tender and sweet. It intensified, becoming a bit harder and deeper, more passionate.
The younger woman parted and allowed Erik to properly sit. His face was red and his lips were swollen. Teary eyes dry and low.
āThat wasā¦ fuckā¦ amazingā¦ā Erik panted as he held Emberās hand. Ember, with a bit of embarrassment, blushed and nodded in agreement.
āDoes this make usā¦ā
āA couple? Fuck yeah. And you fucked up ācause Iām clingy as shit.ā Erik replied, pulling her to him and hearing her laughter. He fought the urge to cry again, wanting to see her without any blur.
āBy the way, whatās in the bags?ā Erik asked, āoh, medicines, soups, some new hoodies and clothesā¦ everybody thought you were sick or something so I just assumed thatās what happened. I was on my way here too.ā She replied.
Erik only smiled, dimples on full display and gold canines shining. He cupped her face and pressed a kiss on her forehead.
āI love youā¦ā
āI love you too, Erik. Youāre amazing.ā
The man blushed furiously and bashfully smiled.
āNot as amazing as youā¦ or that kiss.ā He began.
āDo it again.ā He purred.
Ember giggled and pulled him even closer, smashing her lips against his once more. Erik smiled the whole time, not letting go of her. He regretted the years he spent cursing love.
Hours went by and both remained on the couch, watching any random show. Ember on his lap and occasionally pressing kisses to his cheek and playing with his locs.
āThank you, babygirlā¦ for everything.ā
āThank you too, E.ā
Erik knit his brows. āFor what?ā
āFor opening up and trusting me. I know how hard that is for you.ā
Erik, overcome yet again by his emotions, teared up and grabbed her hand, kissing her knuckles in a silent declaration of love.
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A/N: Should I keep writing fluff like this?
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Dance with me (Bucky Barnes/black!Reader)
Word Count: 285
Warnings: Sexual situations, Spoilers for The Falcon & Winter Soldier, read if you dare
A/N: THERE ARE SPOILERS FOR EPISODE 3 OF THE FALCON & WINTER SOLDIER IN THIS DRABBLE! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. Special thanks to sweetkingdomstarlight for beta-reading this!
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āDance with me,ā You command, pulling Bucky along by his vibranium hand.
Bucky bit back the urge to protest as he allows you to lead him through the throngs of people on the dance floor. If he hadnāt been incognito and going along with Zemoās plan to be in Winter Soldier mode, he wouldāve said no. Although Bucky loved the idea of taking you out dancing, he wouldāve preferred if he had been the one taking the lead on the dance floor instead of it being the other way around. Call him old-fashioned. Since you were assigned the role of a woman whose job was to keep the Winter Soldier in check with a list of commands, you figured you might as well have a little bit of fun playing the role. If Zemo could enjoy himself for a few minutes on the dance floor, why couldnāt you?
āI havenāt danced since the forties,ā Bucky admits.
āI got you, baby. Donāt worry.ā You whisper in his ear, gently stroking his cheek.
Bucky shudders when he feels your lips against his ear, but maintains his signature poker face as you circle him like a hawk. Within seconds, your body is pressed firmly against his as you allow yourself to move in sync with the rhythm of the music blaring above your head. His breath hitches as your ass presses against his pelvis before you look over your shoulder to shoot him a teasing smile.
You could tell by the fire in Buckyās eyes that there would be hell to pay for the things you were doing to him right now after the mission was over. And you would enjoy every minute of that ride to hell.
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