- and i'm sorry that God can be cruel but what if they were right? what if we were made for the grave, you and i? then i say so be it. let them come and let them know that while i am gone my heart still beats for you in the next life, in a thousand lives we have not lived yet. everything is alright.
it'll be alright.
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to wreak havoc on,
to lay waste to,
to reduce to ashes,
your name is synonymous with the phrase
"to ruin"
because sculptors have ruined pillars of marble carving
your features into them
and every way i think and every way i speak has become
my every thought of you
my love, you ruin me too ♡
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i thought i knew what love was
home is a concept, not a form but it's
taken the shape of the outline of your jaw, your
eyes, shut and your mouth, slowly whispering my name
it's the sound of you,
all for me
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And maybe I told a few lies
One or two or here or there
But I haven't quite felt like myself for some time and I'm
Not sure how I feel about the
Pill bottles stacking on top of my bedside manor
My chest has been empty for some time
So I ask myself: Who do I feel like?
And the answer is always
No one
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He loves me
He loves me not
I picked off the petals of tulips
And forget-me-nots
A little birdie once landed, and whispered in my ear
What will you do, if he cares for you not?
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I don't
Breathe and the birds
Don't chirp and I've
Started to fear the few things I love
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And how long will it be
Until someone realizes that I
No longer sing while making
My morning breakfast anymore?
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I haven't been sleeping, again
I'm afraid of overthinking, again
I'm afraid of laying awake unable to sleep because I'm overthinking
Again
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I live for the bitter cold
That creeps through my skin and
Stings my heart and these
Fake blowing fans that wrap my body tight,
A colder embrace, slow and smooth
Does not wrack my soul the way
I want them to
Bring me home, where the cold freezes fingertips
And takes away lives, where the cold hurts
And it hurts so nice
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And every night I stare at the void until
It comes to swallow me whole, and
One day I'll disappear into the blackness for a bit
And cease to be for one moment more
This place is nowhere, after all
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Don't call me in that way you
Know I don't like
Kill me by suffocation, your
Hands around my neck tight enough to
Leave bruises on my body
But never hurt my heart
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Lean in and take me, love, take me as you want
And as you may
Closed doors mean nothing to boys like us
With stars in our thoughts and each other
On the tongue
Don't worry about a thing, darling, we're
Safe here to do as we please and you are
Free to do as you please
To me
There's nobody watching us
No, no one can hear us in here
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“Aren’t you scared?
Doesn’t it terrify you to leave
Your home and everything you know?
What regrets do you hold? Is it worth it?
What secrets do you carry with you?”
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Tell it to me straight, darling
Do these blisters and bruises suit
These pretty fingers of mine?
Do you think I belong?
Will we ever find a place, truly, for us?
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The trees grow only, every year,
To die and wither away
Even in death, they always look so beautiful
Red leaves on the fingertips, I wonder
Will I ever be that beautiful?
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When I'm gone I'll be carried
Away with the wind, find me on the smell
Of campfire smoke and oncoming rain
Lost in the woods and never to return
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My heart beats in twos and it beats
In threes and I'm convinced, love
There's more than one heart beating in my chest
Because you throw me out of control in a way that's
Not entirely human
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