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heulevescant · 23 hours
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Okay I'm gonna have a minor internal meltdown here bc my normal bus was cancelled and now I have to grab another bus so I'm not gonna make my normal transfer it's Fine it's Fine
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heulevescant · 1 day
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Like also when does it stop being a headache and start being a migraine bc like
I'm starting to wonder if I'm actually getting migraines
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heulevescant · 1 day
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Tbh a big part of me hopes that something besides restless leg syndrome comes from the sleep study like I literally wake up exhausted
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heulevescant · 2 days
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Important:
Yes, wear a mask! COVID is still around and long-COVID is real and a bitch.
But!
Also wash your hands still! Disinfect surfaces!
Research has shown that newer variants are lasting longer on surfaces than the original virus.
Surfaces are not as big of a risk for transmission as respiratory fluid contact, but I've just noticed people not sanitising their hands like they should be.
After you handle your mail, touch anything at the stores etc.
No need to get scared about handling anything. Just don't touch your eyes, mouth or nose until you've washed or disinfected your hands. Just like you would if you sneezed into your hands (I hope!)
Let's keep the vulnerable people in the community safe by keeping ourselves safe. ❤️
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heulevescant · 2 days
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They say you get to bring ur own pillow but my real question is can I bring my blanket that is the good texture that I stole from my dad when I was like 2
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heulevescant · 2 days
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My sleep study is next week and I'm a lil anxious about it
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heulevescant · 3 days
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The sale ends tomorrow btw
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heulevescant · 4 days
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Oh! And my stepdad started blaming me because apparently it was my responsibility to clean a 16 year olds room when I'm barely treading water not that anyone would notice to begin with haha.....
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heulevescant · 4 days
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My brain hurts and I had to have a 3 hour calm down session bc youngest sib managed to get accidentally stabbed by glass they didn't clean up properly then we had to go to urgent care for stitches and then other younger sister tends to project her worry with ear piercing yelling and just
Then when we got home it the stitches started bleeding again and I just
I'm fucking tired so yeah 3 hour calm down from being overstimulated + a really fucking bad headache
Took a bath. It's better now
Youngest sibling is laying down complaining bc they can't take their normal shower and their hair feels dirty
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heulevescant · 4 days
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I think it's cute tbh the pigment and glitter don't go together well unless I do a Bunch of glitter and a small amount of pigment
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heulevescant · 4 days
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It's a bit chaotic rn but I'm really proud of myself and the room is way more open feeling
Okay goal for today is to do laundry, get the rest of the yarn under the bed and put the nat geos in a bag to be tossed
Then I can play around w pigment and glitter and make potion bottles
Does anyone have any color combo requests for the prototypes?
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heulevescant · 4 days
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Okay garbage is downstairs ready to be taken out still need to start laundry but things are put away and room has been vacuumed
Okay goal for today is to do laundry, get the rest of the yarn under the bed and put the nat geos in a bag to be tossed
Then I can play around w pigment and glitter and make potion bottles
Does anyone have any color combo requests for the prototypes?
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heulevescant · 4 days
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Idk I just
I know I'm a hard person to know but I feel so forgotten sometimes
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heulevescant · 4 days
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Okay goal for today is to do laundry, get the rest of the yarn under the bed and put the nat geos in a bag to be tossed
Then I can play around w pigment and glitter and make potion bottles
Does anyone have any color combo requests for the prototypes?
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heulevescant · 5 days
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It's so weird talking to people who's view of "here's the way life is for everyone" is shattered as soon as they talk to someone with disabilities (physical, mental illness, any). Like you'll say you'll have a problem and instead of helping you they'll argue with you about how you're not actually facing that problem. Like,
Me: Hey, I'm really struggling to find a job and a part of it is my resume. I was depressed & psychotic during highschool so I didn't do anything to gain skills or achievements to put on my resume. I also don't have anyone to put as a reference. What can I do?
Them: You can add your skills, hobbies, clubs you're in, and different volunteer work you've done! You can also get your teacher as a reference.
Me: I already know what to put on a resume, my issue is that I don't have things that I can use. Also, I'm in my mid 20s so I don't know if I can put my highschool teacher as a reference.
Them: Well if you're a part of a church or an activity group, you could add that. Also, think of any projects you've worked on in the past.
Me: I already know you can put these things on a resume. I'm not looking for suggests of things I've already done, I'm looking for what I can do now if I haven't done anything.
Them: There's no way you didn't do anything during highschool?? What about some odd jobs you definitely did for extra money, like babysitting or mowing the lawn?
Me: I spent all of highschool either in modified classes or in bed doing nothing - not even hobbies, what about that do you not understand?
And then you talk to someone who's also disabled and they're like "Here's a bunch of jobs you can do from home that don't pay much but look good on a resume, here's some free online courses that also look good on a resume, here's how you can be making small amounts of money in the meantime, here's some things you can put besides a professional reference, and here are your rights if your future employer tries to take advantage of your disability - which you probably shouldn't tell them about unless you need accommodations."
And suddenly my will to continue trying returns!
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heulevescant · 5 days
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Tbh it frustrates me sometimes seeing the Discourse over the usage of queer like
The lgbtq community is full of people who generally have gone through some amount of struggle and trauma and I wish people would be more respectful of the trauma of others.
Personally? While I love the word in it's original setting I won't be able to reclaim it for myself and that's fine, there are people who recoil at the word, that's fine. There are people who've embraced and identify with the term, that's awesome!
I just wish there wasn't an automatic well that person is clearly a terf if they're thoughtful of others and tag something q slur because trauma takes different forms and frankly you gotta do what you gotta do to survive and love and learn to thrive. I'm not erasing someone's identity, I would never do that. But you can't necessarily control your triggers either.
I wouldn't use it as an umbrella term, I don't use it as an umbrella term. Tbh I literally just do lgbtq because that seems the most respectful. I just wish this wasn't a polarizing opinion.
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heulevescant · 5 days
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He's just hanging out w me and I love him
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