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i dont deserve to be felt invisible by people i dont deserve to be spoken over i dont deserve to be treated like my face not being “pretty enough” makes me less of a person i dont deserve to be insulted for having a dark skin tone

and i definitely dont deserve to be belittled or “she cant even talk to people like a normal person” when i say i dont want to interact with anyone who has ever made me feel so small and invisible for simply existing

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maybe if i was nicer

maybe if i was cooler

maybe if i was smarter

maybe if i was funnier

maybe if i was prettier

maybe if i was her

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I'm feel like I'm the easiest person for everyone to replace. Insignificant and unimportant

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i know you said you love me. but do you like me? could you like me on purpose?

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might fuck around and walk into a thick fog and never return idk

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pretending i’m the main character of a romance book just to feel something

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I feel horrible in case you were wondering

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i want to be a sweet and friendly girl but there’s all this anxiety. and the horrors

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Limmy deleted best tweet of all time I'm so mad

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Imagine coming home from work to me

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good morning miserable women with mental problems

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i feel so stupid whenever i cry for reasons i deem unworthy of tears

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suicide note: i wasnt alive anyway.

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fatima aamer bilal, on “all my love is just violence.”

[text from her garden yearns more for visitors than water / moony moonless sky / even flesh eaters don’t want me / all hunger is, is love / the heart beats for two]