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Reblog this post if you’re interested in writing with an AU version of Denki Kaminari from My Hero Academia. 

#haven't you noticed that i'm a star (self promo)

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what’s the name of that one app that people were using to create the semi-realistic character designs in their browsers. I used it like one time eons ago and now I can’t remember the name of the app. 

#listen to the songs i sing (lj speaks)

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I am here, with myself and fluctuating muse list. If you are unaware of what’s up, check my previous post. This list is subject to change at any given time. I’ve reached the point where I’m trying to find muses that bring joy to me, because I’ve lost a lot of the joy that i used to find in writing. 

#listen to the songs i sing (lj speaks)

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PSA: MY NEW MUSE LIST

Denki Kaminari (selective) Keigo Takami (hella selective) The Commission Kids (side characters for Keigo interactions, hella selective solo) Greed/Greedling (FMA:B) Liv Parker (TVD) Rapunzel Keegan St.James (Original Character w/ BNHA verse) Clary Fray/Fairchild (The Mortal Instruments) Feyre Archeron (ACOTAR) Nesta Archeron (ACOTAR) Amity Blight (The Owl House)

#active muse list #if you want to rp with a muse that is not listed here but you know I play #ask and we'll see what happens? #listen to the songs i sing (lj speaks)

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PSA: MY NEW MUSE LIST

Denki Kaminari (selective) Keigo Takami (hella selective) The Commission Kids (side characters for Keigo interactions, hella selective solo) Greed/Greedling (FMA:B) Liv Parker (TVD) Rapunzel Keegan St.James (Original Character w/ BNHA verse) Clary Fray/Fairchild (The Mortal Instruments) Feyre Archeron (ACOTAR) Nesta Archeron (ACOTAR) Amity Blight (The Owl House)

#listen to the songs i sing (lj speaks) #we interrupt this programming (psa) #new muse list

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*screeches into the sun* I wanna rp but my muse list has changed so drastically it’s depressing.

#listen to the songs i sing (lj speaks)

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I’ve been thinking a lot about archiving this blog and just not doing a multimuse anymore until I can come up with the muse to fully function again? I haven’t had the energy to set up my muse pages and fancy tags.  But I have an OC that is basically player ready, I just have to move her over to her own main blog. 

#*shrug* #listen to the songs i sing (lj speaks)

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Is there even any demand for the ACOTAR fandom on here anymore? Cause I think I’d give my soul for a Cassian to write Nesta with. Like. You don’t understand y’all.  This shit is my new hyperfocus. I’ve been stuck on it for weeks. It’s been so long since I’ve been so damn invested in a book series that I killed the whole thing in a week, but I literally couldn’t stop. So like. I’m tossing things into the void. If you don’t wanna write it on here, but you’d be willing to write it with me on discord that’d be chill too. Just tell me the RPC for this fuckin’ series isn’t dead. *screams*

(Hi everyone, my name is lj and i apologize for my absence.)

#listen to the songs i sing (lj speaks)

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Someone wanna maybe send me some angsty asks for any of my muses. Send them nightmares, tell them things to break their hearts. Please? I crave violence. Violence and chaos is always a mood. 

#listen to the songs i sing (lj speaks) #can this be considered a meme?

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Y’all. Send me an ask with a female character you think I could play from one of my fandoms, and I’ll write a sample for how I’d write them. 

#listen to the songs i sing (lj speaks) #y'all i want so badly to get back into my writing. #i want so badly to find my hobbies and enjoy them again #help me dig myself out of my fucking depression please?

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*screeches into the sun* whelp. who wants to dive knee deep into crippling pain on the dash today?

#listen to the songs i sing (lj speaks) #apparently my brain said we can't have nice things #and has duely chosen violence

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Me wanting to add Feyre and Mor from the ACOTAR series to my muse list:  Me knowing that no one is going to want to write with them thanks to the demographic I have following me: Suck to suck bro. xD

#listen to the songs i sing (lj speaks)

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ya’ll wanna talk about something exhausting?  Trying to figure out muse pages for a whole ass multi-muse.  Why is it easier for me to run solo blogs?

#listen to the songs i sing (lj speaks) #now i'm just talking shit #because my blog is so damn disorganized #and I have a remake in the works. #but like it takes effort to get it up and running #and who has that.

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Not me over here trying to find joy in my hobbies again.  Like for a starter? I’m capping at 4. I just wanna see if I can stir something up in the depths of my half dead soul.

#listen to the songs i sing (lj speaks)

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handofsmite​:

When the door opens, the man who comes inside probably isn’t the terror she had thought. They had met once, but it had been years ago, when she had first escaped Overhaul’s clutches, but he had been a much different man then. Not the man he was now. He probably looked different now as well, being far more pale and gaunt and monstrous than before. However, when he moved over to her, he smiled and dropped down to her level.

“Hello, Eri. How do you feel? Are you alright?”

“Do you remember me?” He hummed as he extended his palm towards her, hand exposed in a non-threatening manner. “So sorry you had to deal with that man. Are you hungry? Thirsty?”

Of course the man had been paid. Seemed there were those in the resistance who could be bought, still. No one was without their price and, well, he had found this one’s. Eri had been but an easy payment for Toshinori to help the man gain access to his own lost daughter. A fair trade, he supposed, though this poor girl was but a bargaining chip. Whatever measure of guilt Toshinori might have once felt had long since given way to All for One’s cold grip, though he would lie to himself that he would be clean hands involved.

The girl was for Overhaul. That was that. Didn’t mean Toshinori would have to treat her cruelly.

She thinks for a moment that she recognizes the man in front of her. Or well, part of him. But he’s different now, and she doesn’t feel as safe as she used to in his presence. She doesn’t like it. She feels more in harms way here, than she’s felt in a long time.  Someone would come for her right? Her dad would come, she’d be safe soon. She just had to be polite and keep herself out of trouble. That was the smart thing to do.  “I wanna go home. Please.” Her voice is small, soft as a whisper. But she knows in her heart that’s not going to happen. Not just through the power of her well mannered behavior alone. “I---I’m okay.” She answers after a moment.  She is thirsty though, her throat dry and her stomach turning with dread. She continues after another couple of moments of silence, in which she looks him over again. “You look like him kinda... but your not, are you?” 

#handofsmite #eri aizawa (replies) #//this poor baby

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nomu dad says no.  someone else says yes.  eri is now in danger. 

#dash comms #the fuck was that (dash comms) #//i am a fear for her #//but like chaos ya'll

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@handofsmite and I are here for chaos. <3

Red eyes blink as her captor leads her along, and there is an edge of fear spiking inside her and threatening her control. She’s scared, and she wants to go home. Home is where it’s safe.  But if she hadn’t come along, then innocent people would’ve gotten hurt, and then she’d be right back where she started. It would’ve been all her fault. They made that clear. So clear. She’s a child, but she’s not stupid.  Where were they taking her though? She’d never been here before. She’s left alone in the room behind, what she assumes is a locked door. An edge of fear keeps her locked in her spot, and she doesn’t dare move from the chair she’s put herself in.  She finds herself eyeing the room, her feet kicking as she tries to at least get a grasp on her surroundings. They’d come back eventually right? Or someone worse would come along.  Panic spiked as she realized that someone worse might actually be lingering. A ghost from her past, that still haunted her nightmares. The door opens. She stares at her shoes. She wants to go home. 

#handofsmite #//idk what this even is. but it's a thing and i hope it's okay. #eri aizawa (replies)