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HIIII! how are you!!

Hey love! Im good! You?!

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Gwyn - Chapter 67

“I kept to the trees the first two nights, watching the beasts, and I spotted that horrible male and his companions this morning. Saw they’d found my nightgown and displayed it, and I knew they were hunting for you. I thought I’d take them out before they could find you.”

“You led the beast right to them.” “I learned where the beasts sleep during the day,” Gwyn said. “And that they get very angry when awoken.”

Azriel - Chapter 68

“It seems you’ve forgotten how much of spying is waiting for the right moment.”

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Rhysand, talking to Az telepathically: Ask her something!

Azriel: How are you feeling?

Gwyn: Fine.

Rhysand, talking to Az telepathically: Something personal!

Azriel: At what age did you get your first period?

Rhysand, talking to Az telepathically: Too personal.

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That was so hot of him

Rhysie winking at Feyre while misting an army

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This is the people you're siding with, these are the Israeli settlers.

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Hi all!

For the past two years I have written countless stories and shared the love I have for books with all of you. Among our love for books, we share a love for humanity. Humanity, who’s light has been flickered out the last twenty days.

For twenty days, I have been disturbed by what I’ve seen. In the last twenty days, 7000 Palestinians were killed including 2500 children, 1 million were people displaced, hospitals, churches and mosques were bombed. I have seen pictures of dead children with the brains blown out. I have spoken to a few people in Gaza (until the communications were cut off), and in the face of the worlds silence, in the face of bombs dropping on their heads, I still heard their unwavering faith in God.

I speak up for the voices which have been silenced, I speak up for the people who have faced brutal occupation for the last few decades. I speak for those who have been illegally detained for years (including children), I speak for those who were kicked out of their homes forcefully, I speak for those who were raped, I speak for those who were killed (in Gaza and the West Bank). All these atrocities are well documented by the UN.

Is**el must be held accountable for committing war crimes for the last 75 years. The original sin is this occupation. Continual violence will lead to reactionary violence and all of it will lead to more innocent lives being lost.

Isr**l is not above international law. The US is not above international law.

Don’t support the genocide which is happening now. Speak up. Write to your MP’s, boycott those advocating for continual violence. ASK FOR A CEASEFIRE NOW. If you happen to be in Sydney, join me in the protest today at Hyde Park.

You were loud for Ukraine.

Be as loud for Gaza.

#gaza #palestine

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Gwyn : What do we get if we finish the course?

Azriel : “Since there’s no chance in hell any of you will finish the course, we didn’t bother to get a prize.”

Gwyn : “We look forward to proving you wrong”

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Head empty just Gwynriel 💙💙✨✨✨

“Are you kicking me out?” Will never not make me smile😂

Ugh the obsession I have with them having even the tiniest interaction like SJM set them up so good because the chemistry is CHEMISTRYING!!!!!

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Best friendship EVER

Have I mentioned how much I truly love Cassian and Feyre’s friendship 🥹 Here are some of my favorite moments….

This adorable scene from ACOFAS during solstice

And then both of them got into Rhys’s wine collection😂

When they went to the theatre…

When Feyre came to check up on him in ACOSF because he was thinking too loudly…

Here we see just how close they are🥹that’s her bestie fr

They’re adorable honestly

I love reading their friendship moments I hope we get more in the next ACOTAR🥹

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"I love you. Even when we are a whisper of existence among the stars."

Feyre and Rhysand's Secret Mating Ceremony commissioned by me with the amazingly talented Artcraawl (link to art post here).

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Uncles teaching - One Shot (Rhysand, Feyre, Nyx, Cassian, Azriel and Nesta)

Been a minute! Hope you guys enjoy this cute little one shot. Involves a mischievous Nyx that Uncle Cass and Az have to deal with. A snarky Nesta and as per usual a wholesome feysand+nyx dynamic.

I know I have been away, dealing with getting healthy again. This story bursted out of me during recovery. Hoping to get back into it just like before ❤️. Once again, thanks for being here. All the love as always xx

“Alright buddy, you’re all strapped in. You ready?”

Nyx looked up into Cassians eyes and blew bubbles at him.

He snorted, “I’ll take that as a yes”.

He patted Nyx on his tummy, “Remember, no telling mommy about this yeah? And don’t tell your da either because he can’t keep a thing from her to save his life.”

Nyx looked up at him and squealed in excitement, “da…da..daa!”

Cassian sighed, “No buddy, he’ll be back from Spring Court soon but not today.”

He shook his finger, “ what I mean is no telling da da”.

Nyx frowned, Cassian sighed.

“This is what I get for trying to distract you from your dads absence the last three days huh?”

Nyx blew bubbles again but excitedly clapped and Cassian positioned the sled at the top of the stairs.

“Alright, taking off in 3…2…”

Cassian heard footfalls behind him.

“Cassian, what are you…”, he heard Azriels yell fall in the distance as he pitched the sled forward.

Cassian let out a whoop and Nyx squealed with laughter. Each time Cassian turned the sled in the corners, Nyx would happily throw his hands up and laugh at the jerking motion.

The House of Wind had plenty of stairs and Cassian was glad to share this with Nyx.

As soon as the sled came to a stop, Cassian pushed back some strands of his hair which came loose. Nyx was clapping and yelled, “Azzy”.

Cassian looked up to find Azriel standing with his arms crossed.

“Uh-oh, Shit.”

“Sheet”, Nyx mimicked.

“No, buddy you can’t say shit.”

“Sheet”

Cassian sighed.

“Feyre is going to kill you”, said Azriel.

“What she doesn’t know won’t hurt her.”

“Azzy, Azzzy, Azzy!”, Nyx tried getting out.

Azriel smiled at the little troublemaker and picked him up.

“Hey buddy, less moody today?”

Nyx smiled, “Da..da?”. It was clear to Azriel that Nyx was asking a question.

He sighed, “Not yet buddy, but he’ll be here soon.”

Nyx frowned again and then a bubbling sound escaped.

Cassian laughed as Azriel groaned.

“He farted on me again, I swear he does it on purpose.”

Azriel shook his head at his nephew and pulled out a candy, “Here. To cheer you up. Don’t tell your mom okay?”

Nyx’s eyes twinkled and he sucked on the lolly Azriel gave him.

Azriel and Cassian took to the skies few moments later to land at Feyre and Rhys’s estate house.

“Honey, I’m home!”, Cassian yelled out knowing Nesta was around somewhere. And yes, there she was reading a book and randomly waving her hand not looking away from the book.

“I feel so loved”, he sighed dramatically.

“Don’t distract me, the enemies finally kissed so we’re turning to the lovers bit now.”

Cassian frowned, “Is this another one of those tropes?”

“It’s the enemies to lovers trope, you idiot”, said Azriel.

Cassian slowly turned towards his brother in arms, even Nesta kept her book down, arching a brow.

A bit of pink appeared on his cheeks as he cuddled Nyx closer.

“Umm, Gwyn mentioned something about it.”

Feyre snickered from behind, “Interesting development, Shadowsinger. It’s cute to see you blush.”

“I don’t blush”, said Azriel as he blushed harder.

“Ma..ma..ma..”, Nyx instantly reached out to Feyre and she peppered him with kisses.

“Hi, sweetheart. Did you have fun with uncle Cassian reading some nursery rhymes?”

Azriel coughed, “Nursery rhymes?”

Cassian shoved Azriel.

“Yeah, yeah. I told Feyre I’d look after Nyx for a bit. Play some completely safe games and read him some nursery rhymes.”

“Safe games huh?”, Azriel asked.

Cassian clenched his teeth.

“Yes, safe.”

Feyre frowned at them while Nyx played with her hair.

“You guys are acting weird but I’m assuming you’re hugry. Dinners ready, thought we could have it at the backyard since the weather is pleasant.”

“I’m famished gorgeous, thank you”, said Cassian pecking a kiss on Feyres cheek.

Azriel shuffled Nyx’s hair and kissed Feyre’s forehead in thanks.

“Oh cauldron! Theres only one bed!”, yelled Nesta.

Feyre snickered, “another trope huh?”

Nesta sighed, “I love this book.”

“Any spicy scenes?”

Nesta smirked, “Yeap. Are you going to share them with Rhys again?”

Feyre blushed, “most likely.”

Nesta snickered as she kept her book away and went with Feyre to the backyard.

Everyone laughed, and joked as they had their dinner but Nyx kept looking into the distance towards the forest line close to the garden.

Feyre lifted his cheek, “You okay buddy?”

Nyx pointed to a spot, “da..da..da.”

Feyre sighed, “Sweety, I know you miss him but he won’t be back for another two days.”

Nyx shook his head and kept staring at the same spot.

“That boy misses him like hell”, said Nesta as she dug into her dessert.

Feyre nodded, “It’s been hard on Rhys too. I kept telling him it’s only four days but he said it felt like a lifetime being away. It’s been hard for him not to winnow back and forth just to see Nyx but there’s nothing that can be done.”

“Is Tamlin not being a bit too paranoid? Like he made an enchantress use wyrd marks to make sure no one could winnow.”

Azriel shrugged, “Lucien said he doesn’t trust anyone, not even people in his own court. He’s taking extra precautions as peace talks happen.”

Nesta picked her nails, “Tarquin and Helion went too, surely it’ll be all civil.”

Cassian snorted, “Tarquin is diplomatic, Helion is… not.”

Nyx suddenly jumped in Feyre’s lap, pointing to the same spot again.

“Da….da..da!”, he yelled excitedly.

Feyre turned to look but the spot was still empty.

She frowned but just as she was about to comfort her son, a cloud of black smoke erupted in the same spot Nyx kept pointing at.

As the smoke cleared, she saw Rhys standing there with a smile on his face.

Her heart soared and she wanted to leap at him. She would have done just that had she not felt a moment of instant panic when the weight of her son disappeared from her arms.

She frowned at the empty spot and looked around, Rhys’s eye widened too that was until Nyx winnowed himself right into Rhys’s arms.

Rhys caught him with an oomph.

“Da..da..da”, Nyx laughed as Rhys hugged him close.

“Ah, you’ve grown way too much already bud. Let me look at you.”

Rhys held Nyx away from him and smiled, his eyes bright. He threw Nyx up high and caught him as Nyx squealed.

“He can winnow?”, Cassian exclaimed.

“Apparently he can”, Feyre sighed. Great, just what she needed. A toddler who could winnow.

Nyx was babbling gibberish as if telling Rhys all about his day. Rhys smiled and nodded as if he understood everything.

He pecked Nyx on the nose.

“Alright, tell me the rest later. I need to kiss your mom.”

Nyx blew bubbles at him and Feyre laughed as she got up to meet Rhys.

“Honey, I’m home.”

She hugged him close with Nyx secure between them. Palming the side of his face and kissing him.

She rested her forehead against his and rubbed her thumb on his cheek.

“Missed you”, she smiled up at him.

“Missed you more.”

Cassian looked at his mate and pointed at the couple, “See! That. That is what I’m talking about.”

His mate just flipped him the finger.

Everyone settled down at their seats, Nyx stayed in his fathers arms and rested his head on Rhys’s shoulder.

“So what did you guys get up to?”, asked Rhys after briefing everyone on the meeting at Spring.

“Apparently, Cassian read Nyx some nursery rhymes”, Azriel snickered.

Rhys smiled, “which one?”

Cassian glared at Azriel, “Oh, umm you know the popular one.”

Azriel smiled into his glass and said, “yeah? Sing it for us. Maybe Nyx will join in since he learned it today.”

Everyone stared at him waiting.

He coughed, “Ba Ba Brown sheep”

Azriel interrupted, “Black.”

Cassian continued, “Have you any pull.”

“Wool.”

“Yes sir, Yes sir, six bags full.”

“Three bags”

“One for my muppet”

“Master”

“ and one for the fame”

“Dame”

“And one for the little girl who lived down the lane.”

“Little boy”

Cassian glared at Azriel, “What are you? The Nursery rhyme police?!”

Everyone laughed at the back and forth. Nyx looked at Azriel and let out a hand.

“Canyy cand”.

Azriel froze.

“What is that sweety?”, Feyre asked.

Cassian smirked, “oh are you asking for candy Nyx? Huh.. interesting. Why is he asking you for Candy Az?”

“Umm, I don’t know.”

Nyx smiled, asking again.

Rhys sighed, “You gave him candy before dinner didn’t you?”

“Azriel”, Feyre sighed.

“No wonder he’s been so hyper all day!”

Azriel offered a meek look, well as meek as he could.

“Look, he was sad okay? And I wanted to cheer him up. It was just a couple.”

“How much is a couple?”, asked Nesta.

“Two… okay no that’s a lie.. three.”

Feyre glared.

“Okay fine, it was five! But you know what? At least I didn’t take him sledding down the house of wind stairs, Cass did!”

Feyre gasped.

Rhys let out a slow whistle, “She’s going to kill you.”

“Cass, do you not have self preservation?”, asked Nesta.

“YOU TOOK MY TODDLER CHILD DOWN THOSE STAIRS.”

Cassian slowly backed away, “It was completely safe! I had him packed up and he enjoyed it so much. I even have a picture.”

Feyre’s nostrils flared.

“Uh-oh”, Cassian let out a nervous laugh.

Nyx learning that new word just today of course said, “Sheet”.

Feyre’s eyes widened.

“Sweety, who taught you that word.”

Cassian was already getting off his ass when his traitorous nephew pointed a finger at him.

“Yeah, you run bat boy. You run.”

Soon a pair of water wolves were chasing down Cassian around the estate.

“Feyre stop, I SAID I WAS SORRY.”

“Sorry ain’t good enough!”

“Rhys, Ness, MAKE HER STOP.”

Nesta smiled, “Oh, but I’m enjoying this too much ‘honey’”

“CAULDRON, when did she give them wings?!”

Rhys smiled as a sleepy Nyx cuddled into his arms, “It’s good to be back home.”

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Night Court Shenanigans

Feyre: I just realized that I’ve lived in the fae lands years now…but I still have not seen a dragon.

Rhysand: That’s because dragons are extinct.

Feyre: How do you know they are extinct? Did someone really check EVERYWHERE?

Rhysand: Pretty sure we would’ve found one in the past five centuries.

Feyre: You bitches couldn’t even find the Suriel without my help. Give me a week.

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“I’m starving… Darling.” 

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When We Grow Up - Feysand & Nyx One Shot (with IC and Valkyrie)

Nyx felt the claws sink their way into flesh. He felt the warmth of the fresh blood and he knew those clawed hands belonged to him. He shook his head in denial and helplessly looked at the now lifeless eyes staring back at him. The look of fear beholden in them forever.

He felt his roar rumble through the open and devoid vastness.

“No!”

“CAULDRON NO. HELP, PLEASE HELP ME.”

He felt the tears stream down his face.

Nyx, he heard a voice echo

Nyx, get up.

The voice said louder… almost an order.

NYX

Nyx gasped as he was woken up by strong yet gentle hands. He stared into concerned violet eyes.

“Dad.. I.”

“Shh, it’s okay. Take a minute to breath.”

Nyx nodded and tried to sooth his breathing as quickly as he could. Here he was at the age of 12 still having nightmares.

His father must have noticed. He sat down on the bed next to Nyx and offered his hand. Nyx silently shook his head.

“I’m too old for that now.”

His father ruffled Nyx’s hair, “You’ll never be that old for me. Don’t deprive your old man of feeling useful once in a while.”

Nyx laughed lightly, some pressure in his chest easing. He took his father’s hand and nodded.

“Alright, you know the drill. When I squeeze my hand, you breathe in and when I release it, you let it out.”

Nyx did as his father instructed and focused on the pressure of his fathers hand to redirect his erratic breathing. Nyx nodded when he was ready to let go.

“I’m sorry if I woke you guys up with all the yelling again.”

His father shook his head, “It wouldn’t have bothered us if you did. But you didn’t yell out loud.”

Nyx frowned, “Then how did you know I was having a nightmare?”

“Had you yelled out loud, your mother would have ran in with guns blazing. But no, I heard you call out for help in my mind.”

Nyx nodded.

“You want to talk about it bud?”

“I.. I’m scared I’ll loose control.”

His father simply nodded.

“You’re worried I’ll loose control too then?”, Nyx asked, feeling a bit dejected that even his parent was worried about his growing ability going out of hand.

“I’m not worried at all Nyx, but I understand why you might feel that way. This much power can get overwhelming and yes it does corrupt or eat away at people.”

“Then how are you not worried that it’ll eat away at me and that I’ll become a monster?”

The worry in Nyx’s voice was evident and his agitation led to his beasts talons shifting out as claws. Nyx tried hiding them under the sheets.

“Because the fact that you’re worried about hurting anyone says more to me than anything else Nyx. You’ll work hard and you’ll use your power for good.”

His father gently pried his hand with his own. “And this my son, this is something that will help you. You’re not a monster and never will be. This is a part of you. A part of you which will help you protect whats important and dear to you.”

His father then let his inner beast transform his hand. A taloned hand much similar to Nyx’s.

“These very hands help me keep those I love safe.” His father tapped his taloned finger on Nyx’s nose and Nyx laughed.

“Including you, Mr. I’m not so little anymore. So use it for good and you’ll never go the wrong way.”

Nyx nodded, a semblance of acceptance easing into him. His father also had a beast but Nyx was never afraid of it because Nyx had seen how ferociously that very same beast protected the people of the night court, his mother, his sister and Nyx himself.

His father gave a quick kiss on Nyx’s hand and Nyx leaned forward to hug him. Nyx knew he was too old for this but he stayed in his fathers arms as his father leaned back into the bed and lightly ran his fingers through Nyx’s hair.

“Thank you, Dad.”

“You never have to thank me. I love you… with your talons and all.”

“Love you too.”

Nyx let the beat of his fathers heart lull him to sleep. He felt safe. Safe from his dreams even when he was close to his father. His father was invincible and Nyx would train to be too.

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Feyre watched as Nyx tucked his head under his Rhys’s chin and fell asleep.

Rhys kept patting his head and tightened his arms around his son.

“Is he okay?”, she whispered.

“He’s worried. I can even understand why...”

She crept close and sat next to both of them.

“He’ll come to realise its nothing to he afraid of Rhys.”

“I.. I think this might he my fault.”

She frowned.

“He’s starting to hear stories about me. Stories where I… my beast destroyed things,places and…. and people.”

Feyre laid her hand on his.

“That was war Rhys. You did what you did to protect. He understands that.”

He nodded, “Yes, but watching him be scared of it. Watching him struggle with a part of him that is a big part of me… I - I just don’t want him to be scared of me.”

Feyre lightly smacked his hand.

“Rhys, his entire world revolves around you.”

Just as Feyre said that Nyx snuggled closer into his fathers arms.

“He’d never be scared of you.”

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The next day everyone assembled for family lunch and Azriel was busy glaring at Nyx.

Feyre nudged him, “Is there a reason you’re glaring at my son?”

“I love the kid but he’s been talking to Gwyn’s for the past thirty minutes.”

“And… that’s a problem?”, Feyre asked snickering.

Azriel turned his glare on her.

She laughed some more, “Damn, didn’t know you were so needy, Shadowsinger.”

“I missed the times I pushed you off a cliff while teaching you how to fly.”

Feyre threw a spare napkin on his face.

“I want to be a valkyrie when I grow up!”, Elara squealed from Rhys’s lap. She then looked up at her father and asked, “Da, when can I gets a pegasush like Aunty Nesta? Can I please get one for my birthday. Please daddy, please.”

Feyre watched Rhys gulp. Yeap, her time to take over because there was no way he’d say no to their daughter. A daughter who fully knew the power she held over her father.

“Elara, we have already spoke about this. Not until you’re 16.”

Elara sighed and shrugged, “It was worth a shots.”

Everyone laughed and Rhys shook his head.

“What about you Davaro? What do you want to be when you grow up?”

“A dog.”

Cassian frowned at his 5 year old.

“Say what now?”, said Nesta.

“A dog. Everyone loves dogs and all they do is eat, sleep and play. I want to be a dog.”

“Cant fight with that argument”, said Azriel as he fist bumped Davaro.

“And Nyx, how about you?“, Gwyn asked as she watched Nyx focus on cutting his own meat.

Nyx shrugged as he continued focusing on his task, “I want to be like dad.”

Feyre saw Rhys pause with his spoon on the way to his mouth. His eyes were wide as he kept the spoon back down with a shaking hand.

“Da, whats wrong?”, said Elara.

Rhys cleared his throat, “Nothing sweetheart, just a bit full.””

Gwyn smiled at Nyx, “Want to be like your dad huh?”

Nyx almost finished cutting a piece of his meat.

“Of course. Why wouldn’t I want to be like him.”

Nyx finally cut a piece and looked up noticing a sheen in his fathers eye. He turned to Feyre, “did I say something?“

She leaned over and kissed his cheek.

“Nope. I love that you want to be like your dad.”

Rhys smiled at Nyx and gave him a wink.

Cassian snickered, “just don’t pick up his invisible lint picking habits my dude.”

“Or his terrible snow ball fighting skills”, Azriel muttered.

Rhys turned his glare towards his brothers as Nyx laughed.

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Azriel: My shadows are very scary and dangerous

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Azriel’s Bonus Chapter: "Even his shadows had calmed. As if content to lounge on his shoulders and watch."