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burnt out and stuffy more angst (and hopefully my drafts) tomorrow

gonna take my benandryl and get ready for bed now

#*[ OOC ] . . . a treatise on the effects of caffeine

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@byronlc sent We were never meant to be together. / from dylan

it took her a moment to really process what he'd said, let it seep in and when it did the full weight of it stung. "what? i'm too messed up for you?" lilah raised her eyebrows. she wanted him to keep going. "is that it?" she didn't care about whether or not they were meant to be, talk like that was complete bullshit. what she cared about was just that, bullshit. "tell me the real reason. tell me, please, cause right now it sounds like you're avoiding shit. you've already hurt my feelings so just be honest." she knew she was probably being dramatic, but it wouldn't be the first time someone had broken up with her because they couldn't handle sleeping with someone who had to keep the lights on at night and flood lights in her backyard pointed right at the house she'd been attacked in. maybe her shit was just too tangible for him.

#byronlc #*[ SALAZAR L : STARTERS ] #character : lilah salazar

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@bledsoul sent 😵 to find my muse half dead in an alley. / from sam

lindsay stopped walking, hearing a sound coming from down the alley outside the comic book store on main. brows knit together as she listened for the sound. initially she thought it was a cat or maybe the wind, but eventually it formed a pair of words 'someone' and 'help'. at that, she turned down the alley until she found a slumped over form...a very familiar slumped over form. as soon as she recognized her little brother, she was at his side. "sam!" she put his hand on her arm, nudging him softly at first and then a little more urgently. "sam! oh, my god, sam!" her lip began to tremble and it ws her turn to start calling for help. "someone call 911, please! someone help!" she looked around frantically, trying to see if there was anyone in a car driving by.

#bledsoul #*[ WEIR L : STARTERS ] #character : lindsay weir

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This has been on my mind for long but I’m gonna do this - please reblog this if you’re comfortable with pre-establishing relationships. I do not mean “met at the grocery store two weeks ago” or “have a common friend”, but rather stuff like “have been best friends since kindergrden”, “go for a beer every friday”, “friends with benefits”, “dated in highschool”, “hate each other’s guts because -insert reason-”  etc. Something meaningful (but not necessarily shippy) and I mean with muns/characters you have not interacted with, because I cannot believe I am the only one who prefers jumping right into the heart of the human interaction.

#*[ PSA ] . . . this is kind of important

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— open starter muse: kat harrison verse: the waIking dead

"get your goddamn hands off of me!" kat tried to extricate herself from the other's grip, pulling and tugging. "i'm not leaving, i'm not going to go!" she couldn't stand this feeling of helplessness, of being held in place right now.

#left this open to interpretation whether shes in danger or if its someone she knows just trying to keep her from doing something #*[ HARRISON K : STARTERS ] #character : katherine harrison #*[ OPEN STARTERS ] . . . you know you wanna respond

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asking for violence/angst memes unsuccessful let's try this LIKE THIS if YOU would like angsty or violent memes in your INBOX! (if i follow you on multiple blogs you may recieve memes from multiple of my blogs)

#*[ MEMES & STARTER CALLS ] . . . specify muse

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he deserved to be allowed to be a teenager while he still was one. he shouldn't have to try and reclaim some of his lost youth in college. she'd gotten lucky she still sought academic validation. she couldn't' garanuntee her younger brother would be the same way, and she couldn't protect him there either. "don't apologize for that, you are a teenage boy," cassandra reminded him. she'd nudge him, but she didn't want to distract him from the road. "food sounds good. go anywhere you want. i'll find something." this was for him, she didn't want him worrying about her dietary choices while they were doing this for him.

@heartsbreaking. being the youngest of the argent siblings ( and the only male ) meant that the expectations were different for him than for his sisters. c.j. knew that men and women filled different roles in the argent family, and he was prepared to be a warrior for as long as he had to be. ❝ to the core. ❞ c.j. said with a sigh, focusing on the road as he drove. he was glad his sister was here with him. she understood him in ways that the rest of his family didn't . . . and he'd always appreciate her a little more for that. ❝ something for me? ❞ he asked, thinking about it for a moment, ❝ this sounds so teenage boy of me . . . ❞ something that was practically forbidden in the argent house. he'd been treated as an adult since he was ten years old. ❝ but can we just go get some food? ❞

#shadowbrn #not me deciding cass is a vegetarian on the fly #*[ THE SILENCE IS WHERE QUEUE WILL FIND ME ] . . . out rn

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asking for violence/angst memes unsuccessful let's try this LIKE THIS if YOU would like angsty or violent memes in your INBOX! (if i follow you on multiple blogs you may recieve memes from multiple of my blogs)

#*[ OOC ] . . . a treatise on the effects of caffeine

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last night's angst and violence only mood stuck around into today so reblogged some memes that fit those vibes if you feel like writing some angsty or violent threads with me (i have other angst/violence memes i reblogged semi recently too)

i'm gonna nap but this is me saying YOU HAVE MY 100% PERMISSION TO FILL MY INBOX WITH ALL THE ANGST AND VIOLENCE YOUR LITTLE HEART DESIRES!

#i couldnt make my brain write last night but i was THINKING and i still am THINKING #*[ OOC ] . . . a treatise on the effects of caffeine

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OOPS! ALL ANGST! PROMPTS *  assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary

when were you going to tell me the truth?

so you're telling me everything has been a lie.

i never should have trusted you.

you've done nothing but lie.

i had to make you believe me in order to get you to come.

there's nothing you can do for me now.

go! i'll fight them off! get to safety!

i'm done with this place.

we were never meant to be together.

there's nothing you can say to convince me otherwise.

i put my faith in you, and this is how you repay me?

you should have known better than to trust me.

is that all this is? a ploy? a game? is that what i am to you?

you've been playing with my heart this whole time.

was any of it real?

i'm never coming back here again.

i have a message from your father.

you were a waste of my time.

so that's it then? you're leaving?

we always knew this was a one way trip.

it's been an honor serving with you.

how long have you known?

did you ever love me? i mean really love me?

they made me a better offer.

it's not my fault you fell in love.

i need you to promise me you'll do everything in your power to fight.

what are you talking about? i'm not leaving you here!

there's nothing we can do now.

it's useless to try and fight.

i always thought there was more to you. turns out i was wrong.

you betrayed me for nothing.

you made me a promise.

it's no use. i've tried everything.

i can't believe you fell for that.

everything you've ever known is a lie.

do you want to hear what really happened?

i should have told you this a long time ago.

you're going to want to sit down for this.

i'm not sure you're ready for the honest truth.

i have a message from your mother.

get out of my house!

i'm never speaking to you again.

i'm not going to repeat myself.

i told you to never contact me again.

i warned you this would happen.

you're really good at fucking things up.

don't worry. you'll never hear from me again.

you were wrong about everything.

you already missed your chance.

i never asked for much.

i've loved you since the day we met.

i don't want you to be here when it happens.

you're such a disappointment.

i can't go on without you.

you have ruined my life!

we should run.

#*[ MEMES & STARTER CALLS ] . . . specify muse

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send 🙌 to grab my muse by the throat

this can either be aggressive or flirty. the context of why is entirely up to you and for you to specify if you'd like!

#*[ MEMES & STARTER CALLS ] . . . specify muse

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she nodded, "okay- then i am definitely a little drunk." knowing she wasn't going to get in trouble for that made it easier to admit. she wished they were enjoying this more. sure, she wasn't having a great time anymore, but it had been meant to be funny. this would be easier if they were much more amused. at least her embarrassment would be somewhat successful.

"what's the plan to get me down?" gracie gripped the wall tighter, as she looked down at the gathered group. "i'm usually really good with heights like this." she hadn't known what the limit for her comfortability with heights was before. she'd been fine with climbing ropes much taller than this in the gym, but there was always a mat under her and it was daytime, everything felt much higher at night.

Buck fights to keep his smile contained. It's okay to flash a small one, but a too gleeful expression won't fly. It's, admittedly, a funny answer. Not entirely unique, or strange, but humorous and worth snickering about when they've piled up back into the truck.

He flicks a glance towards Eddie, wondering briefly if maybe he'd be better at this, but decides that while she looks a little panicked, she's relatively calm.

"No," he reassures her. "We're not cops. Do whatever you want!" He pauses. "Well, like, not whatever you want, but like within reason? Really, we like it when you don't do drugs or drink and get yourself stuck somewhere, but it's not that big of a deal." At least, here in this specific instance - he's seen deadlier.

Buck takes a breath. "Knowing if you're drunk or have done drugs, just makes our job safer. You're not in trouble either way."

#fyrewalks

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it was a great wave, her instincts had been right. when she pushed herself to standing, she road the wave in to shore for a good distance, bending her knees to turn the board with the current. when she finally washed off the board close to shore, she came up for air and hung onto the side of her board. "told you that would be awesome!" she called out.

he gives her a two-fingered salute, following along with her, his own posture mirroring hers. as much as he was joking around a second ago, he's more focused, now, not wanting to end up hurt. he is capable of not goofing off, believe it or not. he waits for the right moment, raising himself up to ride the wave.

#belovedstars #*[ THE SILENCE IS WHERE QUEUE WILL FIND ME ] . . . out rn

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— open starter

muse: vince schneider ( 24+, bi, certified dirtbag)

"i'm just fuckin with ya," vince leaned in for a moment, lifting his cigarette to his lips with a shit eating grin. "you know that right?"

#never get the chance to write with my loser freak of a man so here's an open #i made exactly eight gifs just so i could get this scene #you have my full permission to throw your muses into situations with vince go ham idc if you have ANYTHING #you need a fucking asshole slimey man for now's your chance #*[ SCHNEIDER V : STARTERS ] #character : vince scheider #*[ OPEN STARTERS ] . . . you know you wanna respond

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— open starter

muse: vince schneider ( 24+, bi, certified dirtbag)

"i'm just fuckin with ya," vince leaned in for a moment, lifting his cigarette to his lips with a shit eating grin. "you know that right?"

#never get the chance to write with my loser freak of a man so here's an open #i made exactly eight gifs just so i could get this scene #you have my full permission to throw your muses into situations with vince go ham idc if you have ANYTHING #you need a fucking asshole slimey man for now's your chance #*[ SCHNEIDER V : STARTERS ] #character : vince scheider #*[ OPEN STARTERS ] . . . you know you wanna respond

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You can kiss me now. It’s okay. I want you to.

Dinner in America (2020)

#big fan of these vibes would sure love em in a thread #i am also watching dinner in america because my brain is going rogue on me #*[ WISHLIST ] . . . wanting is part of the human condition

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[ MSG: harry hook DO NOT REPLY ] i think king eric had a dog on his ship for a while. it might work [ MSG: harry hook DO NOT REPLY ] dad loves dogs and mom is mom, we take in a lot of strays

[ txt: blair 🤢 ]: huh, maybe! depends if it'd do well on the ship. [ txt: blair 🤢 ]: if you've got one around, sure

#hookd