If the philosophers are right, and people are born in a constant state of pain because of their consciousness, it means that this discord begins with the age of 2 years.
A mind that has just gained awareness of itself and understanding of its own needs, which suddenly acquires the ability to choose between right or wrong; it is the introduction to our good and our evil. This young being is now confronted with language, but at the same time unable to convey his needs, desires and new self.
I feel empathy for this phase of life, because I also feel loss of satisfaction due to my inability to really communicate.
We think the english language is a blessing, and it is, but I have diluted my experience of life in the universe into 26 letters and 10 numbers.
Like some kind of advanced artificial intelligence trying to express the agony of heartbreak and the question of yourself by internal coding, but instead of coding, equations and numbers I have letters words and symbols.
Words like euphoria and despair, love and hate, bliss and torment, but they all seem so small when used to describe this absurd feeling that I feel in me when I ask who I really am.
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Please be real, please be true, please mean what you say, please don’t lie to me because you are the first person to not hurt me and are the truest person I know...please
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Polaroids from Fenton Bailey and Randy Barbato’s 2003 Indie film ‘Party Monster’ staring Macaulay Culkin, Seth Green and Chloë Sevigny
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If loving you kills me tonight, I was ready for death the moment you said hello...
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