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fox.loverss

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🦊🌼

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Yes.

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Hey how have you been, its been ages since we've talked, and i hope you are doing well. (seems rather underwhelming if that is all i said in a message to you. Given the intimacy we have shared. albeit not in about 6 months but still.) i sure wish i had an excuse to keep in touch with you other than you've set up a little home in my heart.

I miss you, and that is ok, cause i know it is not going to change. You'll probably never read this, but i guess in some way it does help to write it out.

I feel like you just dropped off the planet, i have not heard from you. I am sure there is a reason, i mean life an all lmao. you either deleted or removed me from the two chat servers you managed. frankly i do not know when you did it, so it obviously was not that big of a deal.

I do not know how to properly put into words what i feel at the moment and all thats swimming to the surface is that i miss you. Hearing from you, your voice, your laugh. hearing about your day. im not sure what happened, probably like i said above, life and all that. i mean if you wanted to talk to me you would of had more engaging responses or would have messaged me by now. I genuinely hope you and yours have some semblance of happiness in your life.

I Still, and Always, Love you

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don’t forget to cuddle them after you’ve made them cry.

don’t forget to compliment them after called them a slut.

don’t forget to soothe them after marking them.

don’t forget to remind them of their worth after degrading them.

don’t forget how precious they are 💕

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“I’m independent and strong, but sometimes…just sometimes, it’s nice to be taken care of.”

— Samantha Towle

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So much for love eh? 😔

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You had my whole fucking heart, man

The whole thing, and you just

Straight up didn't want it

I didn't even give it

Permission to love you

The way it did

And it just did, pure and wholely

Undeniable, inescapably

You had it the whole fucking thing

And it just didn't matter

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I've missed every moment since you left, I will continue to do so for eternity!

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I find myself at odds

When we interact or

When I think of you

Because the stab of emotion

Of rejection, that you incite

Is coupled with these warm

Gushy sensations of

Being on top of a very high place

Like when I'm with you

The air is crisp

And i can see everything

But everytime i jump

I only find the hard soil bellow me

The dirt of unrequited love

It swallows me like a tomb

But i will die every day

If it means i still get

To fall for you

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Ain't no body got time for grifters

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Before, I was content, not happy but satisfied with how life had turned out.

During, I was ecstatic, enthusiastic, cheerful, and happy, she reminded me what it was like to love and be loved to in kind. She grounded me when I was overwhelmed, humbling my actions and lifting my spirits whenever I was down.

After, I reminisce about what was or could have been but I am empty, a hollow shell of the man I once was.

#remember us #littlefox #lovebug #missyou #whats the point #iloveyou

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#strangers #littlefox #lovebug #missyou #whats the point #why bother #fuck it #cant sleep #cant sleeeeeep #can only think of her #torture

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i’d do anything to feel your hands

to feel your lips

to feel your warmth.

i miss you.

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note #3

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I miss you more than I’d be willing to admit

I miss you more than you know

I miss talking with you

I miss knowing you

I miss everything that was

I miss all of you when I shouldn’t

I wonder if you miss me too...