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you are going to secure a major win soon. from that moment on, your life will change completely. keep your vision alive. keep moving. what’s to come will be better than anything you’ve ever known

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I think (and I hope this thought and feeling isn't just temporary or an illusion, but permaneny reality) that I am starting to move past the whole Ari madness. I haven't checked his social media in a while and the thought of doing it popped into my head earlier but I decided against it (!!!!) Huge move tbh. Usually it doesn't take much persuasion from my subconscious for me to actually do it. Shamelessly :^)))))) but it better last. And if it lasts a longer while that would still be enough. Still be better than not at all.

#post #please let me heal from this horrible selfish unreal maddening bug

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will i spend eternity only gasping for air?

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#i hate riverdale but she so pretty🥺 #cancer rising imo #she looks like my old roommate

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always remember that love will always come back to u. in a different form, different person, different hobby, different touch. but in any way, love will always come back.

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How tf do I always allow myself to get to this point how do I keep allowing myself to be obsessively infatuated with THE most unattainable person in existence

#post

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i want to lie on your chest and listen to you talk

#chkkfvkhdvkk

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Dream that I was back in the old dorm, but I didn't have a key for any room yet so I was staying in a tumblr blogger's room while they were away. However I was perpetually anxious that they would come back any minute and catch me there so it was not cool at all. Then I left that room and started looking around for a free one, but I kept getting lost around there. This seems to be a recurring theme in my dreams: getting lost in huge buildings with stairs and multiple floors. It took me a long time to figure out the geography of that entire building because all the entrances and exits and rooms were so tricky. Then I found a girl whom I think I actually know from college and we lived on the same floor this year in the college dorm. She was older though and was some kind of volunteer around this dorm which is weird because this dorm has nothing to do with my university, it's actually a dorm for high school students but they admit college students (and sometimes employees) as well. Then I found another girl who directed me to where I wanted to go, which was the floor where my room was supposed to be, but I couldn't find it even though I kept walking up and down that hallway. There were stickers on the walls and the doors, and it looked straight out of a horror movie, it almost looked like an empty alleyway at night except it was a hallway in a dorm building lol. Then somebody was walking by and I asked them about my room and they directed me to one of the doors. I went in and it was like a classroom (reminded me of this classroom my high school class got transferred to for a while) and there were 2 desks with secretaries I think, so I gave them my ID and asked them for a key to my actual room. But they took all my documents and told me I have to wait a few days for the key to my room, which meant I had to kept staying in the tumblr blogger's room which stressed me out lol. Then I left and almost got lost around the building again, but I saw the second girl one more time and she had long ashy brown hair and round brown eyes, and she was pretty tall but not much taller than me, and was wearing casual clothes. I wonder who she is. I've had dreams about strange girls before but usually they are just products of my imagination.

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I dreamed that I had to go back to my best friend's apartment and face her flatmates again. And I was buying watermelons from a dodgy supermarket that looked weird and I had bitten into it like an apple then realized I hadn't weighed it and put a price label on it so I started looking for a place to leave it in the supermarket but there were no hidden spots cuz it was such a weird place. Then I was fat and my bangs were too short again and my hair was thinning for some reason, and I had A BEARD and I was so insecure but at the same time I found it really hilarious and was wondering how my friend hadn't noticed and if she had noticed why she hadn't said anything. Ohhh another dream was with my college teachers ms. P and ms. F and I don't remember what was going on really but I remember I was closer to them than usual, especially ms. F . Wish I could remember more from that dream cuz I know it was kind of a big deal

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🔮🌹🕯💗👤💗🕯🌹🔮

An emoji spell to draw in love, just focus on the center emoji then what type of love you're looking for (self love, platonic, or romantic, it's all your choice) and then like to charge and reblog to cast it ✨

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emoji spel to move forward positively

🏹🔓🌠🚀✨🚀🌠🔓🏹

Like to charge, reblog to cast

#i need i need

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I've never gained anything from being inauthentic. So I don't know why I even started in the first place. Is it boredom? Loneliness? What the fuck is it? Where do these impulses and strange desires come from?

#is this an eclipse thing? #cuz i definitely get it now #post

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🕊️❤️👍🌻😊🌻👍❤️🕊️

Emoji spell for calm energy and all around peace of mind 🙏

Likes charge 💜

Reblogs cast ⚡

I wish for peace and calm energy to enter all your lives 💜💜💜

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❌🌪☁️🌟🔍🔎🌟☁️🌪❌

emoji spell to reduce brain fog and derealization