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my studygram - where I post my journal and snippets of my hapless life as a student 

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a colorful, caffeinated, calm fall weekend spent in the company of research papers and friends 😌 🍂

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Some days ago. Boxing up care packages and sealing envelopes. Lots of books to lend and souvenirs to share. And that tree in the background barely has any leaves left on it now.

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Keeping my fingers crossed that it’s cold enough to use the fireplace this weekend🤞🏾🍂

My mood has been a little off this week. I love the freedom of being a freelancer but sometimes I don’t love the responsibility of making my own schedule because I’m honestly not disciplined enough to keep up with a set structure. Hopefully I can find a happy medium soon. Being back in Philly and being close to family has helped with my sense of self and inspiration tho, so that’s a plus 🥲

#books #drinks #inspo #orchqueuestra

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november 19th, saturday

zoning out and walking into the apartment next to the library instead counter: 2

struggling with biological classification and physics these days. winter brings along the desire to sit at the corner of my room and stare at the ceiling endlessly: no thoughts, head empty.

I think I might start a productivity challenge because the november blues seem unending, just like the number of forthcoming exams.

🎧: skeletons by keshi

#notes #drinks #orchqueuestra

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november 21, 2022 | a small view of my study space ~

#the prints are so pretty!!~ #study space #orchqueuestra

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11.22.22

est > pst makes u feel like a god, but pst > est is……. probably one of the most humbling of adjustments. :’) 1 hour late is an improvement on 2 hours late, right? :’)))))))

very excited to go home, make a nice dinner, and maybe rewatch goncharov (1973) if it’s back on streaming platforms these days

🎧 : l.a. - elliot smith

#photography #kat is an orch dork #orchqueuestra

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14.11.2022 // my grandma (tried to) help me do this jigsaw, it was cute

🎧: Patience - JUNNY

#ooh i have the same petit block set!! #haven't built it yet but hopefully soon :D #inspo #orchqueuestra

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20:26 — last monday, the core team held a team building via zoom, and we were all required to evaluate the strengths and weaknesses of each team member. one of my bosses told me my only weakness was that i’m a workaholic. for this reason, she suggested that she’ll monitor my ‘proposed’ work sched (proposed, because our work sched is flexi), and will remind me that i have to wrap things up an hour before i submit my daily report email. i often lose track of time, and i submerge myself in all tasks, even attempting to finish a 7-day task in 1 day lol. so having her to remind me when enough is enough helps a lot. super grateful for bosses who see me as a human being and not a robot.

#study space #aesthetic #orchqueuestra

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"Grief suffocated. Grief paralysed. Grief was a cruel, heavy boot pressed so hard against his chest that he could not breathe" - R.F. Kuang, Babel

#notes #food #inspo #orchqueuestra

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Hello! In today's episode I'm trying very hard (but not that much) to fix all the stuff I left behind on this last month. Probably the hardest part is to find a way to get everything organized.

Hope your week started nice there. Would love to hear how's you day going or went like.

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11.15.22.

There’s a realization that I had come to a while ago: there’s a fine line between being kind to yourself and letting go of the responsibilities that help you function every day. This might be really obvious of course, but I think a perspective of self-care that’s more widely advocated is one that’s narrowed to pampering and focusing all your attention to yourself, which isn’t inherently wrong, it’s simply only a percentage of the work.

When I had this thought, I was reminded of something Richard Siken said in an interview years ago. “My father died while I was writing this book, but the book isn’t about him. There’s a condescending tone I hear when people say “Writing is so therapeutic! How wonderful that you could take your pain and make something out of it!” But writing isn’t therapy. Painting isn’t therapy. Music isn’t therapy. Living well is therapy.” And I think I understand it now.

♫ Next to You by John Vincent III

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sorry for the inactivity! i flew home after my exams ended and i've been busy spending time with my family and cats. i'm excited to catch up with some friends (and start my very first internship) soon!!

#inspo #drinks #books #orchqueuestra

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💬 What are you currently reading? 📖

I brought Float Plan and The Suite Spot by @trishdoller on vacation with me! I’m hoping to start Float Plan today. They both sound so cute!

Thank you to @stmartinspress for gifting me these copies!

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h a s h t a g s : #floatplan #thesuitespot #trishdoller #romancereads #romancebookstagram #romancebooks #readersofinstagram #readersofig #instareads #instabooks #bookgram #bookphotography #bookblog #cozyvibes #flatlays #flatlayphotography #cozyhome #cosiness #coffeeandbooks (at Cozy at Home) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbnIWPAu5ws/?utm_medium=tumblr

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🌞 18.11.2022 🌞

i guess it's fall! do you ever get feedback on a something that is exactly what you needed, but now you have to go back to square one and completely rearrange your draft? its daunting, to say the least. even my notes have notes. i'm lucky that my new mentor is so so so kind and encouraging--every time i talk with her i'm reminded how much kindness and generosity matter in academia.

📻: my local classical music station :) 🎧: michigan - the milk carton kids, people change - miso

#notes #cats #photography #orchqueuestra

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pictures from last week

I know the space looks small, but it's my favorite practice room :) I've been practicing pretty consistently recently and it felt good, until yesterday when I skipped a day because I was sick :( Getting back to work today!

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locket goods pt.2 🫶🏻

been spending time in the lib lately bcs next week will be our exam week </3 it’s exam szn ppl 🥹 wish me luckkkk 🫶🏻

also, QOTD: how did you guys start the 100 days of productivity challenge? I want to start doing it; any tips for me? :)

#photography #food #inspo #orchqueuestra