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Ghostly Towns Gruesome Death
Introduce
In the small town of Port Townsend, Washington. Amara was walking to her new high school. Not knowing anyone in town since she just moved into town a week before school started. As she walked to school she got a shiver down spine like an ice drop ran down her back but it was the beginning of September still summer season. She looked around to see to her right a old abandoned hotel. As she stood in front of the property looking at the front of the hotel and she saw what looked like a person inside. Knowing that if she went to search the hotel right now she would be in a lot of trouble with her family. Missing the first day of school, will set you up for failure. What would the people think of us I'd we let you miss school, Her mother's voice echoing in her head. She shook it off and started to run to school.
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I feel like I'm in this endless loop of misery. Why am I always cast aside, why am I the one that has to follow a line. Why am I not allowed to be free? Because I am a mom who works 40 hours a week and on top of that I am a full time student who has gotten all A's and B's with some C's I've been on the Dean's list twice and I have been on the honors society too I only have 11 classes until I graduate.. Why do I feel like I'm walking throw hell. Why? When is it my turn to have fun.. I miss playing video games. I miss having friends. I miss going out with friends. I miss having people around me..
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Kind of wish I didn't exist
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Some days I wish I could pause the world and take a break from everything going on in this world. I feel like I can't breath, like I'm slowly suffocating. Everything around me seems to me going so fast.
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Shop , Patreon , Books and Cards , Mailing List
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In this life we have obstacles that we need to over come to go further in life. But when you are stuck at a cross road with someone and you don't know which road to take or when is the perfect time to take the right road. Instead you stand there holding their hands tight and saying everything will be okay, we will get through this together. That you are sorry for screwing their life up and that you wish you could have done something different instead..
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Kaitlyn
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Getting hit non stop panic attacks and anxiety attacks today.. Let's hope the shaking and the feeling cornered stops soon. I just wanna run away from all this emotional roller coaster.
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No matter how hard you try and run away from your problems they will eventually catch up with you. I now have to face my biggest fear in all the world and I am so terrified of what could happen to me that it's getting harder to breath..
Can this violent chapter come to an end...
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Isn't it so funny that one little thing can change your inter life and you don't even know how to process any of it. You're happy but at the same time your anxiety is going through the roof. And now every decision you are making is like trying to win a game of chess.
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“you are still learning. you are still changing. you are still growing. breathe. you will find your way.”
— Unknown
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“To make the right choices in life you need to get in touch with your soul. To do this, you need to experience solitude, which most people are afraid of.”
— Deepak Chopra
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I am a victim of my own mind. I am stuck in a spot where my anxiety is so high I am constantly shaking, that it's hard to breath and I am unable to think straight. All I want to do is run away. I am told I am strong that I have over come rape and domestic abuse but I never do. I put on a strong look so no one knows how I feel. I know a few people know whats going on and I am so grateful for them to be there with me as a battle these issues. Always know that you are never alone that there are always someone there to help you make it to the finish line.
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The Secret  Mermaids of Pearl View Point Introduction
I often stare at the ceiling thinking how my life might have been so different if I had done some events differently. I think maybe I could have done better or even be better in some sort of weird way. As I lay there hearing the ocean waves hitting the shore I hear a faint sound of people talking but no one should be on the beach at this late of an hour; after all it is 3am. All the party people left around 1am. The last I looked out my window the beach was empty. I shoot out of my bed and put on my pants and a shirt, as I am stumbling to be quiet so I can pear out my window; I fall straight onto the window ceil with my face like some how my forehead had a magnet to the window frame. Way to go Dom, you big idiot! Now who ever was at the beach might have ran off! As I pull myself back up, I slowly look out my window an see five people who are running straight into the ocean. I jump out my window to warn them that it is not safe to swim this late. I scream “The currents are too strong this late at night!” and as I finish my sentence right before my eyes I see huge fins flop out the water right where the group of people should be. I rub my eyes because I do not people what I am seeing with my own two eyes. I wait at the shore line for the them to make sure they are okay. As I am sitting in the sand I realize that I haven’t heard anything since the fins splashed.. Did I just witness a group of mermaids? REAL MERMAIDS!!
My whole life I have always dreamed about being a mermaid. In my small town on the edge of the ocean called Pearl View Point. In this small town we are know for an historical event where a sailor fell in love with a young lady who would sing such lovely songs at night. The sailor would pass by every night when coming back from sailing his ship. He would hear her singing every night. He would look out to the land and see a women at the shore dancing so swiftly it was almost as if she was gliding on water. After about 7 nights of hearing her songs and seeing her dance he decided to pull ashore to meet this women and to let her how beautiful her singing was. By the time he got to shore thought it was morning. When he got off his ship and stepped foot onto the sandy beach, there was no one there. Not a town nor a house in sight. He decided that he would make a camp and wait for the women to come back to the beach. After making his camp up further from the shore he made is dinner and waited in his tent. As he was waiting for night to fall, he ended up falling to sleep. A few hours went by before he was woken up out of sweet slumber hearing the song he heard every night before. He rushed out of his tent and ran quickly to the shore and sees the lady who’s hair was as black as the night sky and it was long enough to cover her whole back side, she had skin that looked like it had been kissed by the sun. As she danced he realized that she wasn’t wearing any clothes, but her hair covered her. He walked up slowly and took off his jacked and walked over to give it to her and as he said “Excuse me miss would you like to have my jacket it is pretty cold out tonight.” She turned to see a man walking over to her which startled her and she ran into the water. He runs after her and runs straight into the water till the water got to about waist high and tried to find her. He walks back to shore and leaves his jacket on the sandy shore for the women. He gets back to camp and starts a fire to dry his clothes a warm himself up. He falls back to sleep and gets woken up by the bright sun. He looks up to the beach and sees his jacket is still there on the sand.  He grabs his jacket and goes to walk to his ship. “Maybe I can find some women’s clothes for the young lady” he whispers to himself. He searches throughout his whole ship and finds some brown skirts and some white blouse. He packs them up and grabs a few more things from his ship. “I will stay another night to see if the lady comes back again” he says confidently. 
He waited every night for 3 weeks for the young lady to come back. On the final night he said “If she does not come tonight tomorrow I will leave” He goes and leaves the clothes on the sandy beach with some food and bottles of juice at sunset. Fixes himself a meal and heads to sleep hoping he would woken up by her singing. Later that night he hears her singing and walking to the beach and he notices that the food has been eaten and that she had put on the clothes he had left out for her. He walks up slowly and says softly” You have a beautiful voice” she turns and looks at him with fear in her eyes. He says” Please do not be afraid I won’t hurt you. I love your singing.” She slowly steps back and starts to go into the water he says a little louder “Please do not go I have been here almost a month now, to be able to get to know you. I don’t know where you went that first night we met but I have been waiting here hoping that you would return. I just ask you to trust me and I know want to get to know you.” She walks towards him and not realizing that her feet have been in the water to long she falls..and before his eyes her legs turn into the bottom half of a fish. She goes to swim away but he blurts out “You are beautiful!” She stops and looks at him and says softly ” Your not trying to kill me for being a sea monster?” Heavens' no I don’t see a sea monster I see a beautiful women with a special secrets he replied. “My name is KaiLani” she whispers. “And I am Kai” he says. As they both look at each other KaiLani says that she must go but to be at the shore line and night fall and to tell no one, that she isn’t suppose to talk to humans and that it is forbidden and she would end up being banished from where she is from if anyone finds out.
Every night Kai awaited for KaiLani to swim up to the shore and every night the would talk and laugh and walk around the shores and up to grassy area that Kai had made is camp. With every conversation they had the more harder it was for them to say good bye every night before the sun came up. One night before they were about to say good bye Kai asked KaiLani is she had to leave or could she stay with him on land. He told her that he did not care if never had to go to his homeland again that being with her made him feel like he was home. That he would stay right were he was just to be with her. He talked about how they could start a whole new future where they could be together and not have to keep it a secrets that they would make a whole village together and bring both their kinds together. KaiLani loved that idea but told him that she would have to think about it and gave him a kiss on the cheek and dived into the water before he had a chance to say another word.
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Buzzed high
I love the feeling of being buzzed from drinking, I love the calmness and peace I feel when I drink it's like I don't have to worry and it's like I don't have to feel like I always have to be alert and I don't have run away all the time.
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