genderfreezone

[genderfreezone]

ive spent the past week high as a kite to get through taking care of my grandma and doing what im told without having an emotional reaction, and now im like. hungover or something. and all my feelings are coming flooding back to me while my body feels like an undercooked omelette. ive got stuff i want to do and stuff i NEED to do asap, but i feel like im just gonna float away.

#drug mention #idk man #this sucks #im gonna go walk to the corner store and get some juice or something #i had to leave my old therapist and i dont think im handling it very well #i need to lay off the sauce but its hard #all of these really old memories and feelings are surfacing and i. just.... i need . something.. therapy probably.

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i just squirted myself in the eye with hand sanitizer

#this is what i get for being 4'11''

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ouuouoouuughhh i slept on my back wronggg

#pa i n #my matress is hard and partially collapsed bc it used to be my grandmas #ow

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my new dose of antidepressants is treating me real bad. left a message for my psychiatrist but i think i need to be somewhere else today.

#im scared. might panic idk

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Here are the sharks again but cut up into tumblr-digestible pieces!!

have you ever wanted to learn about some hipster sharks you may or may not have heard of before?

because BOY do i have a bucket of Fun Shark Trivia for YOU

(drew and researched these pages for pinkcloverpress on twitter for an Animal-themed magazine last year!!! Twas a blast to get back to my Science-y roots for a hot second)

#cries i love sharks #marine bio 4ever babeeeyyyyyyy

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I’ve been relistening to Ancillary Justice again… here’s one of my favorite scenes!!

#ANCILLARY JUSTICE HOLY FUCK DUDE #READ THIS BOOK IF YOU LIKE BOOKS #YOURE GIVING ME EMOTIONS I HAVENT FELT IN YEARS

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my junkrat smiley face pin fell off my backpack :(

im gonna go look for it but tbh its probably just on the floor in my room somewhere

#i got like 5 hours of sleep man im fcked up msnsbsbbsbzbsbbd #been drawing furry smut for like 3 weeks

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im so mad i just found a bunch of artfight attacks i had drawn AND scanned but never posted

#im so fucking tired its been an AwFUL 4 days #im debating going to the park and taking a nap THERE so i cant be woken up by bING BONG BING BONG BING BONI

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my art never feels Finished Enough to post... man i need artist friends who can give me opinions all my irl friends are stoner musicians

also im doin spicy requests on my furaffinity (datemate) ur welcome to join in and i can link u to a preview of all the WIPs ive done if u wanna give me some Opinions

#maybe im just insecure?? craving validation??????? #idk man i think im tryna fill some kinda void that got left #if i start on that road ill just keep going down it until i cry and blame myself for everything #things used to be worse but also better #im real tired gnight

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im really sad that i wont be able to revenge everyones artfight attacks this year ;;-;;

maybe ill do a big headshot collage a day late or smth

#i guess ive kust kinda Got Other Shit Going On @_@ #unfortunate

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content creators reblog this if you don’t mind followers making a long streak of reblogging from you!! sometimes, I feel awkward for making a long reblog streak after checking out posts from blogs, STILL I’m sure it’ll probably make the blogger happy somebody’s reblogging them??? Like coolio, what a fine sense of devotion and support!!!

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that sigourney weaver post got flagged as adult and im so fucking mad

#firat of all ARTISTIC NUDITY WHO??????? #those are some of the most gorgeous photos ive ever fucking seen fuck you tumblr

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guess who cried and stepped on my head until i let her under my blanket

#kitty

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zucchini at the bus stop

#zucchini

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What year is it??

ETA apparently she posted this less than an hour ago and also it’s her first tiktok

#i love tony hawk djhdhbxidjhdbdb #chronic Just Some Guy Disease #hes so fuckin funny

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im gonna be doing my best to participate in artfight this year!

ive got a lil 3 week long summer job where i basically just sweep up and keep track of the bathroom key so im gonna have a lot of sitting-there-doing-nothing time to doodle

my username is genderfreezone and im on team steampunk!

#thinking about switching teams but idk

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I JUST STUCK A NEEDLE FULLY THROUGH MY INDEX FINGER

it was a sterile insulin needle but still JESUS

#injury #needles #caps #i love being covered in band aids constantly jfnfbfjebdhdhhfb