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NONE of my housemates know Miku Binder Jefferson??? I feel old. My bones are wilting. Soon I shall pass from this mortal plane.

#hatsune miku #miku binder #miku binder jefferson

[gay-f0r-jesus]

Should I stop emotionally attaching myself to incomplete 50k+ word fanfics that haven’t been updated since 2015? Yes.

Will I stop emotionally attaching myself to incomplete 50k+ word fanfics that haven’t been updated since 2015? Probably not.

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The pros of all nonbinary name (especially as someone with a VERY common last name) is that they ensure maximum online anonymity.

#nonbinary #my mobile comms calls had to try search each other to find any trace of each other and everyone took one look at my name on the sheet #and gave up before they even started searching #digital surveillance can only be stopped by having either the most fucked up and unsearchable name #or having the single more common one possible #and I love both

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PSA for my autistic folks: I know that duvet or hoodie feels like it’ll be the perfect texture to bite, but you will NOT enjoy the texture on your teeth. Trust me. Don’t do it to yourself.

#this is definitely not because I bit into my duvet cover and now can’t sleep because my teeth are now Wrong #autistic spectrum #actually autistic

[gay-f0r-jesus]

Ableism: bad, immoral, you’re just being a dick.

Ableism directed towards my cat: perfectly warranted and, quite frankly, hilarious.

#he has 1 eye #looks like a walking skeleton (even though he’s slightly overweight) #and he’s balding #plus: I’ve never seen an animal who genuinely looks less like they have anything happening in their brain #he is fair game #cat #cat owner #my sister has a fun game called ‘trap him on a spinning chair and spin it really fast’ #he keeps willingly getting into fights that he is perfectly aware he’s going to lose

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There’s an approximately 1/2 metre by 1/2 metre square - about 20 cm above my bed - that random smells like garlic bread. I do not know why. I would like it to stop.

#I have not ate garlic bread #the smell is not on my clothing or breath #nor is it in any other area of my room #I would like life to give me a formal apology for this happening #it’s making me sad #garlic bread #olfactory hallucinations #maybe #that seems like the only actual explanation #I hope

[gay-f0r-jesus]

I decided that the most productive thing I could do the night before my media A-level exam was NOT revising. Instead, it was to paint my nails and listen to Mama (MCR) on repeat.

#THIS is the queer teen experience #productivity is for the weak #and I am only basing like 80% of my personal worth on this grade

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As someone from England, I am DEEPLY unsettled and disappointed by the fact that the UK is getting points. I take pride in us always getting zero. Why would you do this to me?

#eurovison song contest #eurovison 2022 #why does Europe not hate us right now #we absolutely deserve to get zero #it doesn’t matter if it’s a decent song or not #if it comes to England NOTHING can stop me from going #except money (I will be a poor uni student about 3 hours away from any major city)

[gay-f0r-jesus]

If I’m decribing something about me to you and you go ‘that sounds like a symptom’: I’m aware. Another symptom is that I’m gonna bite you in 5 seconds.

#mental disorder #of some kind #not sure what ones though #I advocate violence in response to people telling me that something I do is concerning

[gay-f0r-jesus]

I love having autism, because sometimes I think about a bad texture (that I’m not currently touching) so intensely that I can physically feel it and then I start crying.

#autism #bad texture #life is pain #and yet we keep living #aaaaaaaaaa

[gay-f0r-jesus]

The problem with wanting to go into academia and/or journalism is that I also enjoy just lying.

#I mean it’s what most journalists do anyway #so it’s not like I’ll be far off #journalism #and academia is just lying but with Sources #and that’s what I do now #I think I’m set #do I owe people better than this? maybe #Will I feel guilty if I do this because I think journalists and academics should be held to a higher moral standard? absolutely #it won’t stop me though

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Today, I’ve decided that people from Colorado can’t whistle. Come back tomorrow for nonsensical, harmless stereotypes that my brain provides me.

#I was listening to a song I love #and the singer was whistling #he was not whistling well #and then I looked it up and he’s from Colorado #I honestly have no information about Colorado #and I aim to keep it that way #colorado #united states

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Ghosting is bad and unethical actually (unless I do it, and then it’s fun and sexy).

#it’s actually just a way to avoid confrontation #and then I get confronted about ignoring that person #and then I ghost them more #ghosting #ethical debate #the ethical debate is between if I’m a bitch (derogatory) or a bitch (sexy) #that is all folks

[gay-f0r-jesus]

I just looked at photos of myself and, I think for the first time ever, thought ‘I want to be friends with them’ and I thought that I looked beautiful with no negative afterthoughts and I just??

I know there will be times when I see pictures of myself and I won’t love myself in them, but I saw myself today and thought ‘I love them’ and that is more of an improvement than I thought I’d ever get.

#this bitch is beautiful #and this bitch is ME #I’m glad I don’t use any socials to post selfies #but I think this is the first time ever that I saw myself as good enough to regret that #because as much as I know my worth isn’t built on how I look #but I deserve to love myself anyway #and I think I’m getting there #self worth #nonbinary #self care is telling yourself that you’re the only one who deserves an opinion and that you’re beautiful in your own eyes #I was supposed to be sleeping #but I had a breakthrough that I think my old therapist would’ve been proud of #because I’m proud of myself

[gay-f0r-jesus]

Oh, how I love taking sociology.

#this is a PowerPoint about Marxism and age #and it was certainly memorable #there are so many GIFs of Marx #this image is just especially memorable #sociology #marxism

[gay-f0r-jesus]

Sometimes you just have to give your transfem friend a pep talk over text while on the bus and listening to Keep Holding On (Avril Lavene).

#this has been in my drafts for a while #but I vaguely remember this happening #FUCK trans spaces that body shame trans people #and FUCK trans spaces that make my homies feel inadequate #that being said: give me good trans spaces and I will love you forever #transfem #transgender

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Dicks: out.

Socks: on.

No: homo.