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Mother's greatest hits

"concentration camp survivor"

"skinhead"

"AIDS patient"

"racist"

"Nazi"

"Moe Howard"

"failed high school"

IPRC

"asshole"

"dipshit"

"retard"

"imbecile"

"underweight"

"no one will love you"

"you will die alone"

threatened at the drop of a hat

restricted to one room of the house during the day

"I'll have you arrested if you ever leave me"

"beat the shit out of you"

"knock your teeth out"

"murder you"

demands to see photo ID of people I know online

threatens to take door hinges off

"if you dare tell me I'm abusive again you will see abusive"

Oh No No No I'm NoT EvEr A BaD PeRsOn

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Sigourney Weaver and the Alien Queen during filming of Aliens (1986)

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How would you act if someone showed you a kind of affection that you haven't had all your life?

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Add to cons:

. married

meeting people on tumblr

PERKS:

• attractive

• into the same shit as you

• kind and understanding

• humorous

• good company

• easy to talk to

CONS:

• live in the middle of nowhere or on jupiter

#don't fucking ask

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If you loved me you would care that I want happiness in my life. Not a single person I know ever has.

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It's a joke not a dick don't take it so hard

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If after I die I see endless streams of consciousness, endless versions of me, endless realities where I may have at least in 12150/293537 lives been successful and happy, I'll feel like it was all worth it. That'll be twelve thousand one hundred and fifty lives that don't make me want to off myself.

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I feel like I have a 38-year deep fucking hole inside and it's never going to get any better. Maybe that's why I'm doing the shit I'm doing.

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Want

Apple Zucchini Bread with Brown Sugar Frosting

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I can't take it

I don't want to spend one more year missing out on life. I would do whatever I had to do. This has to be the year it stops even if I do something that'll get me killed by a 300+ pound nut case.

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I shouldn't have been such a tool to the guy I knew who wanted to fuck everything with a pulse. Quickly learning the merits of being nonjudgmental...

#i still have no room to talk about him holy fuck! this is literally insane! #if I get shot for even carrying it as far as I did it was nice knowing yall

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Midnight - Acrylic Painting

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Borderline, oil on canvas by Eleonora Fristachi

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Life has entirely been a disaster

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