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Marguerite Duras, Hiroshima Mon Amour

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how others treat you is a reflection of how they feel about themselves.

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“Perhaps, somewhere, some day, at a less miserable time, we may see each other again.”

— Vladimir Nabokov

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I dread the inevitable day where I won’t know a single thing about you.

right now, I know everything about you. Your smile, your lips, your eyes, your hearty laugh.

or how you nervously chew on your fingers when you’re stressed out, or how you playfully pout whenever you wanted something.

but one day, down the line I won’t know a single thing about you.

because nothing lasts forever.

so ill hold on tightly to these memories & remember them for as long as i can.

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It’s been officially 3 months since we’ve last spoken.

101 days to be exact.

I was such a fool to think within these days apart, you would cave and message me, letting me know just how much you missed me.

I still have hope that we will reconnect, whether it’s day from now, months, years.

I won’t be sitting around & waiting for that text message, no. But apart of me knows, when I least expect it, I’ll hear from you.

But then again, I miss you everyday and I still haven’t reached out.

You were once home to me, my person, my everything. Now I’ve lost you forever, and we’re just strangers with each-other’s secrets.

I often reminisce about my cold behaviour towards you, and how poorly I treated you.

See, I never loved myself, in fact, I despise myself. My actions towards you, were just a mere reflection about how I feel of myself.

Still, that doesn’t justify my actions or how I treated you and I would love more than anything to apologize to you.

I hope you’re doing good, & you’ve found someone that’s the perfect fit for you.

In another lifetime maybe </3

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@stilltigeredits

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ameen 🤍

May the highest level of Jannah be written for our parents.

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I learnt this the hard way mane:(

david shrigley

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You know you’re maturing when you can look back at previous situations and admit your mistakes, your downfalls, your shortcomings, & your toxicity.

To let go of your ego and completely crush it, is a hard thing to do as humans. We never want to admit our wrongs, and instead point fingers at others.

However, acknowledging your mistakes, is the best thing you can do for yourself as it will help you evolve and prepare you for future relationships and experiences.

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i wish i had never told you to leave me alone.

i wish i had never told you to never speak to me again.

i wish i never begged you to go away & never contact me again.

because you did.

you left me alone.

you never spoke to me again.

you never contacted me again.

what a fool of me to think, that you would do the opposite, and stay. fight for us. fight for what we had. fight for me.

you respected my wishes and never looked back, not once, not ever.

all i wanted was for you to fight for me. to show an ounce of love, and empathy. to say to me, “i love you, let’s not bicker and put this argument to rest”

but, unfortunately, we live in an imperfect world and can’t always get the people we want.

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i hope the memories of us haunt you

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unspoken words.

its been a little over two months since we’ve last spoken, or had any contact with one another.

as much as i try to suppress the thought of you, i cant help but think of you.

yes, i remember the reason(s) behind our breakup, all of the fights, the yelling, cruel words exchanged in the heat of the moment.. I remember all of it.

But, I also remember you were my person. At the end of an exhausting day, I would come home to you. You would soothe me with your words, and make me forget about all of the bad things to exist ever.

Without even having to say anything, you would already know how I’m feeling.

i cant help but wonder, how are you? do you think of me? are you missing me? even the slightest?

i hope we find our way back to eachother somehow, in the near future and exchange all of the thoughts, feelings, words we’re holding in right now.

i love you always, im sorry it had to be this way.

#life #words of life #poets on tumblr #words of inspiration #deep thoughts #poetry #self love #words of kindness #self esteem #breakup #i miss him #i miss u #i miss you #hesrtbreak #heartache #my words

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‘the only reason why people hold on to memories so tight is because memories are the things that don’t change, when everyone else does’

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Sue Zhao