fillierb00ts
The Life Of A Starving Artist
25 year old writer, blogger, artist, photographer - doer of many things. Creating light in dark ✨
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Healing Isn’t Linear
Let’s talk grief for a second because I have been a mess this last week..
At first I thought it was the new shut downs and stay at home orders – a full year of uncertainty pulling me down. My attitude has been ugly, and I’ve been very quick to anger.
It wasn’t until I realized we’re coming up on 3 years without Mom this week, that I finally understood. It’s surreal that your body and…
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Photography & The Ethical Treatment of Animals
Photography & The Ethical Treatment of Animals
Since receiving a good beginner zoom lens for my camera I discovered my love for photographing wild animals. Birds, to be specific, however I’ll gladly snap a few shots of the deer and rabbits I see along the way too. Birding and photographing became a really therapeutic thing for me and I went out any chance I could to test my skill and get that shot. Mostly, I was out trying to learn my camera…
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What Does The Future Hold..?
What Does The Future Hold..?
I have always enjoyed organizing, cleaning and restoring objects and spaces to near new quality. Since I was a young child my brain has always been a mess of emotions, thoughts, sensory overload, and hyper sensitivity to all the sounds around me. This causes things to feel a little chaotic at times, however, cleaning has always given me a piece of mind. When I clean a space I can feel the pieces…
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Mental Health - Mature Young
Mental Health – Mature Young
When I was younger I thought that I was really mature because I had a lot of responsibility thrust upon me at an early age. I also went through a lot of trauma and developed depression early on. This made it really hard for me to connect to my peers and it didn’t help that all the adults around me were always telling me that I was really mature for my age. I took that crumb of validation and ran…
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A Year in Review
A Year in Review
In place of resolutions, every January I sit down, reminisce and write a “Year in Review”. I find this to be a good time to reflect on the year that has passed, what I’ve learned, what I’ve experienced and most of all – what I will bringing into the new year with me.
Above anything I use my time of reflection as a reminder to myself that we are capable of choosing what comes into the new year…
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A Year In Review
The years before took so much away from me. Built me into a new person, but not a person I necessarily wanted to be. I have been (and sometimes still am) a product of grief. My body was run by anger & resentment, for that I had no control of. Grief comes in waves and a lot of this year was a tsunami of missing my mom. 🌊
I’ve learned to recognize myself, to better communicate the pieces of the…
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One Year Post Lost/ Continued...
One Year Post Lost/ Continued…
“When God Takes You Back He’ll Say Hallelujah You’re Home.” – Ed Sheeran A Weight Lifted…
This isn’t the first time that I’ve sat down to continue writing this piece. I’ve had a lot to process and I think this next part is the part that I wasn’t ready to relive – out loud anyways, I see this all the time when I close my eyes. But, there’s something healing in putting my words out there.…
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Living A Transparent Life
Living A Transparent Life
At first I started writing just for myself. Then, just like my art, people began to respond to it when I shared pieces of it online. It made sense to put it out there, and be honest to my Instagram platform through my words. When so many people were making connections with me about my transparency and telling me that my words were really helping them, it only confirmed it to me. Not only did I…
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One Year Post Loss
One Year Post Loss
Thoughts on the Day Of
I’ve been dreading this day for weeks. I absolutely cannot fathom how 365 days have come and gone without you already. How it’s been one year since I seen you smile, or heard your voice. That it’s been one year since being able to hug you. To see those beautiful blues. I can still feel you sometimes – always on my right side. Always when I need it most. The other day it…
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Living With Chronic Migraines
Living With Chronic Migraines
Sometimes I have all of these plans to take on the world, to create all kinds of art and write about everything. I go to sleep with all these plans for tomorrow and how to achieve the goals I’ve set in place for myself. Then, the next morning comes along and I can hardly move my head off of the pillow. The pain from the light behind my shut eyelids burns a searing pain into my head. Nausea. So.…
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Starting A Lifestyle/Self Help Blog
Starting A Lifestyle/Self Help Blog
This year one of my biggest promises to myself – aside from treating my body + mind better – was to ensure that I wrote more often. I started the year off really good, but then I could feel the affects of seasonal depression really weighing down on me. I think everyone starts the year out strong and it’s really easy to succumb to the winter blues up in the Northern Hemisphere. I mean, really,…
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