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if I tell myself I can get this thesis done properly until Friday often enough it will actually happen right?? RIGHT??

#tbd #listen I am STRESSED #i have a 9 hour shift at work today so that only leaves two days :))) #kill me now pls #IT‘LL BE FINE PLS TELL ME IT‘LL BE

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woke up with the intense need to overhaul EVERYTHING here & make a fresh start so that might happen after my thesis is handed in next week ✨

#tbd #just … EVERYTHING #mostly I want to violently cut down my muse list & probably focus even more on ocs #I’m even considering an url change which is wild bc I love this one & it‘s so on brand 🥹 #idk I’m starting new in every aspect of my life & ig this is no exception #also tbh: this will be a last attempt to spark joy with this hobby again 😅

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I just gotta say it: so long l.ondon is very annora/lysander coded

#tbd #this is a lynora album what can I say 😭😭 #also I can do it with a broken heart is SO annora coded I CRY #anyway back to thesis i go see ya ✌🏼

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I didn't say that yet but I'm currently on a deadline & have to finish my bachelor thesis until the end of april, so it might be very quiet here (& probably beyond that, because I'm literally trying to sort out my whole life & future rn 😅). until then you can find me over on @korgosse, since this is a comfort blog rn with a slower dash. thank you all for being patient with me ❤️

#little reminder ❤️ #I REALLY need to get my shit together so I might be silent for now but sending you all the love & good vibes #see you on the other side ig 🫡

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me, realising that two of my favourite historical fiction novels would be PERFECT for the current style of period dramas & yet the movies don’t exist yet:

#tbd #listen I want my fun historical romcoms 😭😭 #as far as I know gent‘s guide is in development #but also the botticelli secret?? #they are just both MADE for fun movies with forth wall breaks and classical renditions of modern music 🥺🥺🥺

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good morning ✨

#tbd #scopophobia tw #Venice is the best fever dream that’s all I can say 🥰

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I didn't say that yet but I'm currently on a deadline & have to finish my bachelor thesis until the end of april, so it might be very quiet here (& probably beyond that, because I'm literally trying to sort out my whole life & future rn 😅). until then you can find me over on @korgosse, since this is a comfort blog rn with a slower dash. thank you all for being patient with me ❤️

#tbd #sorry his is a weird time for me & my anxiety is going through the roof fdjfdhsklgjdklg #& thinking about moving & a new environment obviously doesn't help either #i love you all & my muses but yeah this is just not the best place for me rn <3

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#KORGOSSE : private & selective portrayal of Simon Eriksson from Netflix's Young Royals, composed by Flora, affiliated with @kungkarlek

#heyyy reminder that you can find me here atm <3 #s3 made my brain go brrrr

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guys am literally about to apply for jobs in another country i'm- *screams & cries*

#tbd #ok it's austria it's not THAT big of a deal #but ARGHHHH #this was not on my 2024 bingo card but??? why not??

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CHARACTER INFO: DEVRIM SIEBERT (Y.OUNG R.OYALS OC)

Devrim is the child of the german ambassador in Sweden

their mother is turkish & their father german-turkish

she identifies as genderqueer & uses all pronouns

Devrim is in his second year at H.illerska Boarding School during the events of the show

they are part of the book club at the school & eventually becomes the president

not long before the current events she came out as genderqueer first to their parents, and eventually with a post on instagram. it created some fuss at the school, but that died down quickly.

while their family isn't strict in their muslim faith, their mother did raise him with a lot of it, Devrim still eats halal & doesn't drink alcohol.

generally Devrim is a more quiet person and he sticks to one or two close friends that he trusts

if you need book recommendations she's your person & she'll gladly help out. you might end up with a whole pile of new books though.

Devrim is also very good with languages, they speak german, turkish & english fluently & still learn swedish & french.

#tbt #we started talking about ocs & HERE I AMMM #love my new child already <33 #might add to this but these are things I had on my mind for devrim so far <3

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so yeah i'm probably gonna be on @korgosse screaming about the new season for now fjsdfkhdks

#can't believe it's gonna be out tomorrow 😭😭 #can't wait to watch it like 10 times & still find new little details to go insane over :)))

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"I hope you know I'm not saying that to be sweet. I mean it."

Their own words surprise Niame. After all there were only a few people who had earned their loyalty and they'd recognized the danger in trusting the vampire early on. But things have changed, they both have changed and perhaps it's time to stop denying the obvious. Are you happy now. Legolas?, they ask silently. Of course their best friend had predicted this outcome from the very beginning. That these feelings would creep up on them, until it was too late. And here they stood, the depth of their affection lying bare infront of Astarion.

Niame takes a deep breath, trying to ignore the loud, rapid beating of their heart. "This is not your choice to make, Star", they say with determination in their voice, "And you're not luring me to my demise, this is my own, free decision, I can assure you that."

I can't lose you. Something stirs in them, a warmth they had almost forgotten. At least they're not making a fool of themself alone then. "We are a team, this doesn't have to be a burden you carry on your own."

Their hand reaches out, barely touching his lover's. It's only an invitation for Astarion to accept or ignore, whatever he prefers. "For what it's worth - I can't lose you either, alright? I would never forgive myself, if I let you go in there and stand idly by." Niame's voice breaks at the mere thought.

@fenixburned sent : whatever happens, i'm right here beside you. (from niame 🥺)

"That's....quite sweet of you." & HE DOESN'T KNOW WHERE TO PUT IT ; his ribcage has been empty of life for so long , a hollow blackened organ sitting within but not able to make a sound. IT HAS BEEN DEVOID OF WARMTH , affection. The flames flicker and he wishes he could lose himself in them and fall into a calming silence. Unfortunately , he hasn't forgotten the sound of that voice in the under dark and even now he has no confirmation as to whether or not it had belonged to his old master. HE SUPPOSES IT MATTERS LITTLE NOW , they'd soon be seeing him.

Niame's words have led to him having to face a vulnerability that he's been avoiding since the nautaloid. HOW HE HAD ATTEMPTED TO KEEP THE OTHER AT ARMS LENGTH - whilst trying to get close enough with deception so that he might earn protection. A lie to himself - for to not fall , well , it had been a challenge and one he had not managed to achieve. He cares , simply put. That's dangerous. THEY'RE SOMEONE TO LOSE & Cazador will relish in that. "Yet , i'm not so certain i want you to be there." He turns his head quickly. "Don't misunderstand me. These past few weeks... your company..." He pauses , trying to explain - to make them understand that he is not dismissing the things they have been through and the challenges they have faced. "Your life would be at risk - i have led many to their deaths but to do so to you.." Finally , the pale elf falls silent. His eyes find the flames but there is no calm , no peace. "Oh hells , i can't lose you. i dread the thought. If i die , so be it but please do not make me responsible for your end."

#donebowing #❈ ┆ niame argumen . ic #brb sobbing on the floor 🥹🥹

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hellooo just wanted to drop in & say that I might be mostly over on Will for the time being. if I'm here you'll find me on my sideblog @korgosse as I'll be screaming there when the new season airs next week 👀👀

#tbd #i just need a bit of space & also I have a lot of will muse 🥺 #before simon inevitably takes over next week lmaoo #ALSO thank you for those who commented on my last post <3 #i wasn't in the headspace to reply then but it really means a lot & i'm sending you the warmest hugs <3

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if you have positive words to spare I’d really appreciate them ❤️

#tbd #gonna delete that soon #but yeah kinda hit a new rock bottom :)))) #atm i don‘t really wanna talk about it (especially not publicly) #but yeah I’m feeling like shit that’s all

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btw I’m FINALLY watching the original a.vatar show at the ripe age of 26 fjfkdndmdmdl

#tbd #don‘t boo me I didn‘t have nickelodeon as a kid 😭😭 #& I wanted to watch this for so long & I love it 🥺 #ohhhh this is gonna give me so much misaria brainrot #Love me my element based magic system 🥰

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so what if I write nina again?? 🥺👉🏽👈🏽

#tbd #listen I miss my girl sometimes 😭 #& I think I found the perfect fc here 🥺 #gifs not mine!!

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Annora & Rikar ca. Misaria 2

BONUS:

#listen this was funny to me since i watched the episode xD #everyone: wow you most hate that guy after the prince left you for him #annora: firstly that's not what happened and secondly NO #but she will still kick his ass in a friendly way <3 #today on: flora has brainrot & creates stupid gifs for only their own amusement fjskdhfjdshg