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rewatching elementary now with the knowledge Jonny Lee Miller had started with his own sobriety and recovery whilst filming is honestly transcendent. He is so GOOD. he is gut-wrenching. The scene where Sherlock explains his sobriety feels like a leaking faucet that requires constant maintenance and offers only not to drip in return - jlm does this thing with his voice where he's on the verge of tears but bored all at once. He's wrecked by a feeling he's utterly sick to death of having. It's such a compassionate performance. On another level it is truly crazy to me that we have so many Sherlock Holmes adaptations so eager to make Sherlock an addict, but Elementary is far and away the only adaptation that does that and takes the addiction seriously. Perhaps in part because of JLM's real life recovery, but we'll never know. On a rewatch, it's a lot :')

#oh my god what ;A; #i've gotta go back in there #elementary

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Suspiria (1977)

🎬 Dario Argento

#hey is anyone else seeing this (<- me about a well known movie that's 47 years old) #suspiria #film

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DYKE!

#happy lesbian visibility week #<3

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i'm not a beatles rpf "fan" really like i firmly believe some gay shit was happening but i'm not a fan in the sense that it brings me no joy. i know the truth but i don't like it.

#me with the mutuals i got #NOT a criticism it's just crazy all the info that's out there ....

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clocking in for another day at the i dont wanna factory

#and the annoying thing is well what do i wanna do? BEATS ME

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okay game changer is SO FUN this week!! finally after all this time i can be (redacted) for 40 minutes :D

#i could have watched that happen for so much longer too lol #game changer #dropout

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Blackwater Dive

2024, hand bleached and dyed denim, cotton batting and thread

inspired by blackwater photography of plankton! this was my first time layering bleach painting. All the silhouettes were painted with bleaching gel, loosely tie dyed, and then bleached again to make the highlights. I quilted the piece using my free motion foot to outline each individual animal and tacked down the rest of the quilt with small satin stitches that remind me of marine snow. I dyed bias tape to match. super happy with this one and excited to show it in a gallery setting soon!

#plankton?!???! this is so cool #art

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please don't scry on me right now im jerking off

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Hey everyone, please consider buying the 2024 itch.io Palestinian Relief Bundle- it's 373 games, game-making assets, tabletop roleplaying games, zines, and comics for a minimum of just 8 USD! They have a goal of 100,000 USD, and as of the time I'm writing this post, they have 8 more days to reach it.

Link will be in the reblog!

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the polyamory couldn't save them in the end. but it matters that it was there

#IM SO DRUNK @RIVERDALEEEEEEEE

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mr J what did you do today?

It's just more of the same

#yeah.

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what do you mean it's monday tomorrow..

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"Time held a mirror and reflected a world of parallels... of fear and longing, with no sense of belonging. But that dissonance became a song in me. What should have destroyed me... what attempted to gender or 'boy' me, set me free."

Neptune Frost (2021) dir. Saul Williams, Anisia Uzeyman

#fuck mr google!!!! #neptune frost #film

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NEPTUNE FROST (2021) dir. Saul Williams & Anisia Uzeyman

#neptune frost #film

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if you couldn't tell im literally addicted to straight people. when a guy and a girl are in love.... the panties hit the floor

#this is pushing daisies to me #but also msr if we're considering them both straight 🤨

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🏃🏃🏃

#really enjoying this composition yippee #hannibal