i think i'm falling down the rabbit whole with no way out alive
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i would like to have friends or a girlfriend, but sadly i’m a boring and annoying person
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stupid rant ahead
i can't fucking stand normies trying to tell me that a 200 cal piece of pita bread is more healthy than 105 small loaf of french bread... deadass lol, my cousin went to a dietitian once (and she didn't lose the weight she wanted to lose lol) and all of a sudden she thinks she's a dieting expert and gives shit diets to the whole family, she gives them all the same diet, which is a personalized diet her dietitian gave her that DIDN'T FUCKING WORK and she ended up getting a surgery to remove her stomach to lose weight? like out of all my family i'm the only one that has actually lost any amount of weight naturally and didn't gain it all back, but somehow i'm the one taken the least seriously when it comes to that topic lol, like okay SUZAN go ahead and eat shit food and lose 5 kilos then gain them all back cuz you're eating nasty food in stupid portions. like seriously somehow they think they're "allowed" a certain amount of each food daily for some reason like five strawberries or two olives or whatever and i don't understand how that works? like yeah okay five strawberries are x cals but my lunch was y cals yesterday and my lunch today was twice that amount, i'm still allowed the same amount? or it was less than yesterday i'm supposed to be allowed more strawberries today no? stupid asses, maybe i did lose my weight in an unhealthy matter, but i maintain it in a healthy was surprisingly and i've read enough media from both sides of the diet culture and have a clear understanding of how bodies and fat work and how stupid diet culture can be in a million different ways so i am pretty much up to date with the new studies and from experience, i know than you can easily lose weight and not gain it all back by simply learning to listen to your body and still eating all the foods you want (in moderation obviously) but of course no fucking SUZAN that has never successfully lost weight until she literally SURGICALLY REMOVED HER WHOLE STOMACH AND PHYSICALLY CAN NOT EAT MUCH ANYMORE that has went to the dietitian ONCE and swears by her shitty diet that the whole family has tried so far and it didn't work for anyone lol knows more than ME, the only skinny person out of my family, that is known for her binge eating problems and still managed to lose over ten kilograms and maintain a healthy weight for five years, sometimes i don't understand people and it makes me mad :)
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i really wanted to do my official exams but now i'm praying they cancel them so i can focus on losing weight
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my sister is back and i still haven't smoked :( she wants to take a shower tho so i'll smoke while she's in there idc if she catches me i was looking forward to it lol
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ugh i wish my wrists were still thinspo material they used to be soo small like i used to have so much handspo where they held a cigarette and a cup of coffee/tea i'd love to recreate that one day lol, sadly i'll have to lose a shitton of weight first and decide if i actually want to post that kinda pics lol
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i'm halfway through my 500 ml cup of iced green tea and they're still not done? BITCHES I WANNA SMOKE W I T H THE TEA PLEASE-_- like what is taking so long their roof is pretty small and they never go on there? jesus christ
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the house is empty finally so i came here to smoke on the only balcony where there's no one to bust me cuz all the neighbors' houses from that side are shorter than ours so they need to be on their roofs to see and THEY'RE CLEANING THEIR ROOF -_- like why NOW fml, now i have to wait for them to finish before i can smoke
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the only positive about my very manly menstruation cycle (or at least i try to convince myself it's manly lol fuck dysphoria) is that it gives me diarrhea and my constipated ass finally gets a relief after a whole month of no bms :)
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not me going to sleep when i'm not even sleepy cuz going to sleep means watching asmr mukbangs until my eyes start giving up and then i get to not exist for a while, goodnight bitches
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Anyone else feel like they’re just procrastinating their suicide
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