tw: animal death
I am trying so hard to be a grown up about having to let teddy go in two days time but really I want to sob and scream and just give up entirely because he is my best friend who's kept me alive these past six years through everything and I don't know how I'm supposed to cope with life without him. he has saved my life so many times and I feel like such a horrible abject failure because, this time, I know I can't save his. but then there's still this stupid selfish part of me that wishes he could stay with me so I can still cuddle him and take care of him and make him feel safe and loved even though I know he's in pain and there's nothing I can do to make him better. I hate that I keep arguing with myself about keeping him with me when I know he can't carry on like this. every time he still falls asleep with his head on my feet, or bonks me with his nose for attention, or gets excited for food and treats, my resolve just disappears and I just want to hold onto him for dear life. but I know I can't. I know I have to let him go and that knowledge is so unbearable that I just don't know how I'm supposed to cope anymore.
2 notes
·
View notes
Sleeper agents be like time for my next mission
154 notes
·
View notes
FKA Twigs photographed for Wonderland Magazine
1K notes
·
View notes
dilara findikoglu rtw autumn 2o2o, paper dolls .
186 notes
·
View notes
One of my least favorite mental illness things is "hungry but dont feel like eating" and its companions "hungry but all the food in the house is Illegal," "hungry but can't make anything," and "hungry, want to eat, but why bother"
204K notes
·
View notes
Kaleidoscope of Fall 🍁
Photographed by Freddie Ardley
Get Lightroom Presets
5K notes
·
View notes