ephemeralphrog

[ephemeralphrog]

Some weeks or even months I’m unbelievably productive, happy, and motivated

and then one small thing happens and I fall into this downhill spiral with all my motivation gone, which can last for a day or a few months

why can’t I just always be productive? When I have my good months, I’m not tired because my sleep schedule is perfect, and I’m not stressed since all my assignments are handed in on time. And when I’m unmotivated, my sleep schedule is shit and I’m constantly stressed about assignments I’ve procrastinated for way too long.  

Is it that hard for me to by happy and productive? 

#whyyyy #tired of being tired #tired of existing #unproductive #unmotivated

[ephemeralphrog]

*inhales* when your daydreaming do you ever just think of a really funny situation in your head and so the you in your imagination is laughing really hard so you end up smiling like an idiot out loud and so people think you’re thinking about your crush or something when really your just imagining yourself laughing and doing dumb shit? 

#wow that was a run on sentence #daydreaming again #maladaptive daydreaming

[ephemeralphrog]

When you’re daydreaming, do you find a new scenario/situation and just keep replaying it in your head but you change that scenario a bit every time?

I’ll just be watching a movie or people-watching and I discover a new situation so for the rest of the day I just keep obsessing over it- and then the next day I find a new one 

#i'm pretty sure it's just me #maladaptive daydreaming #daydreaming

[ephemeralphrog]

I can't remember the last time I ate something without worrying about my weight

#just a random thought

[ephemeralphrog]

Yes, death. Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one's head, and listen to silence. To have no yesterday, and no to-morrow. To forget time, to forget life, to be at peace. You can help me. You can open for me the portals of death's house, for love is always with you, and love is stronger than death is.

-Oscar Wilde

#poem #poetry #oscarwilde #quotes

[ephemeralphrog]

☁️A comfort playlist☁️

◦ Scared by Jeremy Zucker

◦ afterthoughts by renforshort

◦ bloom by the paper kites

◦ stay by gracie abrams

◦ always, I’ll care by Jeremy Zucker

◦ brainstorm by Alexander23

◦ Nothing by Bruno Major

◦ Feels like this by Maisie Peters

◦ You were good to me by Jeremy Zucker

#playlist #chill playlist #comfort #soft playlist #chill music