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山岡 晃 - black fairy (in game)

silent hill 2 ost

#hilda's aesthetic #playlist

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i found a new fc for my lil critter i got here but i lost the screenshots 😭😭

#it's the female trailblazer from honkaiiii #hi im back for tonight if not a wee bit more #ooc

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#musings #also me irl rn. but im on a 5 day weekend

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hou lee fuq it’s october

#what have i been DOING this whole time 😨😨 #other than LIFTING and contributing to the ever growinf AI problems by RPing with AIs #and also taking T and BULKING #ooc

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in an epic turn of events

- i got a huge raise this year

- im getting 2 more huge raises later this year

- i might move out when i get raise no. 2

- i have a proper desktop that i want to write with

- im gonna start taking T

- honkai star rail is awesome

#ooc #thats it thats the post #been playing more games n wanting to rp but alas i am lazy

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#musings

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#musings

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what if Hilda was the one killed out of mercy.

#au thats been living in my mind rent free #i’ll elaborate later #ooc

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like theres sooo many factors that go into it. why are you dropping them? why would you feel the need to block them? are there any underlying reasons as to why you dont rp with them a lot?

Help me settle an rpc debate: is it better to quietly block someone that you don't really roleplay with a lot, or is it better to explain to them why you're dropping them as a partner and possibly hurting their feelings?

there is no set answer lol? just do whatever YOU need to

#ooc #if it's me then just do what you need to

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Help me settle an rpc debate: is it better to quietly block someone that you don't really roleplay with a lot, or is it better to explain to them why you're dropping them as a partner and possibly hurting their feelings?

there is no set answer lol? just do whatever YOU need to

#that being said is this kind of an indirect 🧍‍♀️ #ooc

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smokes-and-bullets​:

Staring at her unsure what was up and why she had the cup of coffee and a box. “Are you alright?” She had been gone for quite a while, there had to be a reason she came to him like this. He didn’t hate her, but didn’t expect much from her. If she vanished again that’s okay, it was what it was. He still cared for her despite this, but wasn’t going to keep his hopes up. Too many times had he kept it and in the end it only ruined him. 

He was heading out but not doing anything in particular, just another day. “You want to come inside?” Stepping back to offer her room if she wanted to come in, if not that was fine too. Didn’t expect what came next, her words and the fact it was his birthday. Staring at her more confused than anything before reaching for the cup of coffee and box of what appeared to be chocolates. Setting them aside on a little table beside the door, wanted to give her a hug but given how long it had been he wasn’t sure how well it would be received. 

“Thanks darling.. you didn’t have to go out of your way for this.” Didn’t hate her, but something felt a little lost. Appreciate what she was doing though, that she remembered what he didn’t want to make a big deal out of. “Are you doing anything?” 

Even Hilda could tell that something was missing between them. It upset her, almost to the point where she felt like she could break down, had she not been as tired as she was. Upon seeing him take and accept her little gift, she felt a bit hopeful. When he invited her in, her heart almost skipped a beat. Maybe, just maybe, not all had been lost.

Despite her feeling hopeful, she found herself with an almost awkward sort of feeling. Outside of work talk, she hadnt had any real social encounters ever since she’d been swamped with work.

Likewise, she just wanted to hug him; to feel his warmth. Perhaps they could both benefit from it. She even leaned a little bit, but stopped herself. What if he didnt accept the advance? He’d had more than enough with people violating his boundaries, and she knew that.

“I’m not doing anything, but...” she looked away sheepishly. Something was off, missing. “I... really, really missed you.” Her words were true. She just couldnt tell how he felt, but again, surely his inviting her in was a good sign.

#smokes-and-bullets #ic

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yim yum! breathe in that nice fog-less air while you can!

#*inhales resin fumes and shavings* #ooc

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@smokes-and-bullets from here

Ah.

It was when he opened the door that she finally seemed to snap back into the real world. How long had she been standing there, just waiting for him to answer- without even knocking? Work had been weighing down heavily on her. As she discovered, working so much when there were people you cared about- in her case, Fran and Nic, as well as her beloved Pup -working became unbearable at times. Yet, it really was all she could do, and sometimes day in and day out as she had been before joining the Vencitti.

“...Fran.” She looked up to him. She was exhausted, but she wanted to do this. She still cared for Francis so very deeply.

But what if he hated her guts? Even though her disappearing wasn’t a new occurrence, what if? No, surely he’d understand, seeing as he had his own weight to pull and would occasionally disappear himself. Even then, though, he was much better at making time to check in than she was.

“...I know it’s probably just another day to you, but... it’s your birthday... I wanted to do something for you.” The cup of coffee for old times’ sake, and the chocolates because she swore that she’d heard from somewhere that he liked chocolate.

Oh, she just hoped he’d take well to this. Who knows just how exhausted he was... and whether or not he just spontaneously hated her out of nowhere.

#ME TOO #i missed these two ;v; #smokes-and-bullets #ic #ive been playing piofiore n persona 5 a lot lately #suffice to say i've been feeling muse for her #i thought of a new au which makes me wanna bawl my eyes out

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I’m online ^__^ feel free to drop by n say hi if u wanna plot or sth

#i might make an alt discord n post it publicly so ppl can add me #my main is private lol #ooc

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oh ho perhaps it’s time to deliver my one (1) reply in the last five (5) months

#then i'll disappear once again #for how long you may ask? #oh ho! i know as well as you do! #LMAOOOO I felt big muse earlier today but I was also installing a ton of shit that took forever #ooc

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#musings

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ayo I finally got my shield at work⁉️

#elio big comeback 2022? 😱😱😱😱 #i finally feel like i can breathe at work. i think i’ll tolerate this a bit longer #ooc