wow a lot has changed since I was here last, this post is just here to serve as a fair warning that I'm 28 years old, I have a hard time prioritizing my time and energy so I've decided to put my foot down for myself basically
I'm going to try to start coming back here, but it's going to be very casual, there may be days between my replies, so just don't expect too much and you won't be let down
I'm not going to try to make an excuse for my absence, mainly because nobody is beating me up about it but myself. I will say that I'm MORE active on Discord ( 🌈🐊Eat The Rich🐊🌈#9559 ) but that doesn't mean I'm consistent there either.
mirroring: a generally subconscious behavior where a person mimics another’s posture, gestures, and/or words. it shows comfort, trust, empathy, and rapport. it is a sign of listening and understanding and connection, and that two people are in sync with one another.
Another proof here that even if Loki has had some seconds of pleasure to do that, he does not feel more happiness/satisfaction at the end. Just more bitterness, resentment and chagrin. He throws the device as if finally: “I thought to feel this well-being but no”, even that, it does not work anymore.
And to even more describe this full scene (which I find incredible again with Tom), Loki just wanted to be alone. He just wanted for a few seconds to breathe and some silence, after this intense shock to see his life and death passing in front of him too atrociously. And even there, he could not. He always had to run away, to hide, in torture, never any rest. He is completely destroyed, he stays in front of this black screen and he can not yet be with himself one minute.