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1. as consciousness is harnessed to flesh, susan sontag 2. sarah kane 3. franz kafka 4. a distorted reality is now a necessity to be free, elliot smith 5. robert anton wilson 6. the wisdom of insecurity: a message for an age of anxiety, alan watts

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I can't believe childhood is over. SUCCESSION (2018-2023)

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guilttripping - fiatc / twin fantasy (those boys) - CSH

#I KNEW THE CSH ONE REMINDED ME OF FRANK #compilation poetry #parallel poetry #web weaving #compilation #mine #humanity #fragments #lyric compilation

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ex-friendship & betrayal & longing for the dignity of a goodbye

cough it out - the front bottoms // game shows touch our lives - the mountain goats // funeral - phoebe bridgers // be nice to me - the front bottoms // i really wish i hated you - blink 182 // i dont love you - my chemical romance // your graduation - modern baseball // back to december - taylor swift // night shift - lucy dacus // why didnt you stop me? - mitski // good 4 u - olivia rodrigo // no children - the mountain goats // coney island - taylor swift // boy division - my chemical romance // good for you - my chemical romance // no children - the mountain goats // early sunsets over monroeville - my chemical romance // night shift - lucy dacus // motion sickness - phoebe bridgers // perfume - lovejoy // motion sickness - phoebe bridgers

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Van Halen, "Push Comes to Shove" | Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray | Greta Gerwig, Lady Bird (script) | The Bastard Son & The Devil Himself, episode 8 | Hayao Miyazaki, Spirited Away (transcription) | @h-isforhiatus | Mitski, "Remember My Name" | Carmen Maria Machado, In the Dream House

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personally this is how i'll be tracking 2023

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early homo sapiens b like help i cant stop making bowls . help i cant stop domesticating plants and animals. help i cant stop developing language and architecture and religion

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oh. i just found out that the writer of the vincent van gogh doctor who episode wrote it as a tribute to his sister.

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When Jon Sands said "I have a growing queue of things I know will make you laugh and I don’t know where to put them."

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Goodbyes are inevitable | discarded library book acquired from Michael Dumontier @stoppingoffplace

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Van Halen, "Push Comes to Shove" | Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray | Greta Gerwig, Lady Bird (script) | The Bastard Son & The Devil Himself, episode 8 | Hayao Miyazaki, Spirited Away (transcription) | @h-isforhiatus | Mitski, "Remember My Name" | Carmen Maria Machado, In the Dream House

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ex-friendship & betrayal & longing for the dignity of a goodbye

cough it out - the front bottoms // game shows touch our lives - the mountain goats // funeral - phoebe bridgers // be nice to me - the front bottoms // i really wish i hated you - blink 182 // i dont love you - my chemical romance // your graduation - modern baseball // back to december - taylor swift // night shift - lucy dacus // why didnt you stop me? - mitski // good 4 u - olivia rodrigo // no children - the mountain goats // coney island - taylor swift // boy division - my chemical romance // good for you - my chemical romance // no children - the mountain goats // early sunsets over monroeville - my chemical romance // night shift - lucy dacus // motion sickness - phoebe bridgers // perfume - lovejoy // motion sickness - phoebe bridgers

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mary oliver - august / car seat headrest - vincent / vincent van gogh - sorrowing old man (at eternity's gate)

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beast monster thing (love isn't love enough) - car seat headrest / nobody is ever going to want me - giles corey / post by @hivemindz / you're a dog - gilla band / dog - charlie parr / we should fight - ezra furman

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on overwhelming loneliness

beast monster thing (love isnt love enough), car seat headrest // lonely eyes, the front bottoms // the draw, bastille //holly warburton // hey, space cadet (beast monster thing in space), car seat headrest // haruki murakami // siggtrygr // holly warburton // anthony cudahy // david levithan // @/erotomanicpixiedreamgirl // fiona apple // the outsider, marina // holly warburton // @/iwannagetmarriedintrippenshoes // f. scott fitzgerald // anemone, joywave

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people who don’t understand why cooking bloggers have paragraphs about picking apples with their college roommate or their childhood best friend with cancer or fishing with dad after a break up or the thing their kid told them in the produce section last week or their first time growing herbs in a window box are like telling on themselves. I never got that joke. Scroll down to the recipe if you’re uninterested in delicate interconnections whatever like sometimes I don’t feel like reading it I’m on a mission but I know why its there I know why they were moved to include that with the recipe . You know. Anthony knew. We all really know I hope