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duddynihilator · 3 years
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if ur heart doesn't do a lil jump when u think of me then i don't want u
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duddynihilator · 3 years
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Forever, Sunshine
just to have one night, just to have one day. I can easily make it fade away.
To hold your hand. To caress you skin.
I never thought i’d feel again.
Feeling wanted. Feeling whole.
Feeling something. I just don’t know.
Scared to lose. This fight is getting tough. No matter what I cannot get enough.
I’m falling hard. I’m falling fast.
Locked in your eyes. Flabbergasted.
just to have one night, just to have one day. I can easily make it fade away.
To hold your hand. To caress your skin.
I never thought i’d feel again.
My rays of hope. My forever sunshine.
Thanks for everything especially your time.
I’m scared i’ve fallen.
I’m scared to love.
My heart says go with it.
But my brain says no.
Forever, Sunshine.
I can be the forever that you crave.
hand in hand beyond the grave.
Forever.
Sunshine.
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duddynihilator · 3 years
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I’m weak
I miss those chubby fingers, chubby toes. Eyes that can illuminate an entire room.
Black nail polish. But a heart of gold.
Makes me weak. Makes me fold, at the knees.
Not butterflies, but a stomach of bees.
The phone calls. The texts. The how was your day?
Just seeing your notifications, It will never be the same.
I let you in.
I should’ve known.
This isn’t the way our lives was intended to be drawn.
To take it back.
I would without hesitation.
To have one day.
It was pure. Shortly lived.
Even to be broken. I would do it again.
I have forgotten your voice.
worst part it wasn’t my choice.
Something tells me you feel the same way.
But at the same time something tells me i’m wrong.
give me some strength, i’m not that strong.
It was pure. Shortly lived.
Even to be broken. I’d do it again.
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duddynihilator · 3 years
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I’m getting stronger. I’ve learned a lot. Much needed lesson.
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duddynihilator · 3 years
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infant annihilator 😍😍😍😍
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duddynihilator · 3 years
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I miss those chubby fingers, chubby toes. A smile that can illuminate an entire room.
Black nail polish. But a heart of gold.
Makes me weak. Makes me fold.
I let you in.
I should’ve known.
This isn’t the way our lives was intended to be drawn.
To take it back.
I would without hesitation.
To have one day.
It was pure. Shortly lived.
Even to be broken. I would do it again.
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duddynihilator · 3 years
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“I love those random memories that make me smile no matter what is going on in my life right now.”
— Unknown (via meineluft)
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duddynihilator · 3 years
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Time to suck today’s dick. #withintheruins #positivevibes https://www.instagram.com/p/CMhDecaFb_o4PTKBb32x70rvCbQ2J56tly6YQg0/?igshid=1n6u1pzjt087j
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duddynihilator · 3 years
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You ever look at someone and think. Yeah i’d let you ruin my life. 🥺
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duddynihilator · 3 years
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original song. Hope you enjoy.
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duddynihilator · 3 years
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Emily -From first to last.
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duddynihilator · 3 years
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outside my comfort zone. But I hope you enjoy. 😊 chiodos “baby you wouldn’t last a minute on the creek.”
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duddynihilator · 3 years
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i’m afraid to fall for you.
i’m afraid to fall.
i’ve been done wrong too many times.
my brain says go for it.
but my heart won’t let me.
-Duddynihilator
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duddynihilator · 3 years
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“The person you’re meant to be with will never have to be chased, begged or given an ultimatum.”
— Mandy Hale
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duddynihilator · 3 years
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“your thighs were made for cheeks to graze.”
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duddynihilator · 3 years
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However I thank you for this pen and ink ammunition
Thank you for the inspiration
-August Burns Red
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duddynihilator · 3 years
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“What doesn’t kill you makes a fighter.”
— Kelly Clarkson, Stronger
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