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mewing, even

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They think ur cute 🍓 🫐 🍇 🍊 🥝

#mettaton #mettaton ex #undertale #god i wish that were me #oh wait it's a viewer insert #yay

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its the gang...

(planning to also make the avpd creature, the "gtg")

#I LOVE THEM #bpd #npd #aspd #hpd #cluster b #YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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I forgot that I don't like fronting very much.

I'm so tiny. My skin is so pathetic and squishy. My voice is so high pitched and... Human-y. I'm supposed to a be twelve foot tall DRAGON with massive wings and diamond-hard scales... What is this.

AND I can't even fly. I want a refund.

(On the plus side, human fingers are better for typing.)

#ALL MY ELDRITCH POWER! SEALED AWAY IN THIS DAMNED VESSEL #Cursed to put up with the limits of PUNY MORTALS... #You have my sympathy and empathy. #alterhuman #plural #pro endo #endo safe #sysmeds dni #plurality

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Next up in the torment nexus: weed gummies that kill you

#cw drugs #scrumptious #the forever weed #i don't think i'm ever gonna try and do drugs #i'm dumb enough sober #but like #something this extreme is VERY tempting #looks tasty :)

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not sure if i'm asexual or just terrified of intimacy

#asexual #surprise surprise it's both

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Cluster B culture is relating to Will Wood songs probably a little too much

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#too weird to love too scared to die #tOO ALIEN TO TAKE YOU HOOOOOOME #will wood #cluster b culture is #cluster b #bpd #npd #i'm the main character and you have to like me #hpd #aspd #not saying that i HAVE bpd but yall relatable af #cbt don't seem effective for the cluster b accept it

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just because someone is your favorite character doesnt mean theyd have the same moral alignment as you. wheatley from portal wouldnt say "my pronouns are he/him, thank you for asking!" hed say "what uhh. what does that mean. um. you mean the nouns im most "pro" at is that what youre saying? i like to think im pretty pro,, at all nouns really. umm lets see... apple, kazoo, bubble, happy, door, umm... cake. not too fond of cake really i think its alright but. not my Favorite. if it were up to me though id eat a whole cake in one sitting. if i were a human. not a human, clearly. also not sure if id, know what cake even tastes like. if i tried it. no tastebuds. no Mouth... no. hole. anywhere on my body. haha um,, well anyways id. id say im pretty Pro Nouns. dont see why anyone wouldnt be... what? you mean what i Go By? what do you. ohhhh. ummm. the male ones. the male pronouns. if i can remember what they are... definitely the ones for guys. manly men. like me. pretty sure im a man,,," and you need to accept this

#portal 2 #wheatley #that is exactly what he would say

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(Sorry, brain dump ahead)

I need to tell y’all something, but I feel like only my older followers will understand what I’m talking about

When I was writing my informative paper on proshipping and anti shipping, including all the arguments for and against each side, I realized something very important.

I have family that I live with. I have friends with their own families. I have pets. I have a job now with coworkers who I care about. And while none of these things give a shit about fiction and internet morals (hell, I’ve had conversations with just about everyone I know about this stuff, and we all agree for the most part), I would give a shit if I was doxxed and put the people in my life in danger. I realized that if I post that document, and the right people saw it, I would put them in danger. I’m not willing to be a martyr for fandom drama. I’ve seen what antis are capable of doing, I’ve seen how they’ve indirectly killed people and how they’ve directly ruined lives. I don’t want that. I care about, not only my own well being, but also the people who I care most about. That’s not to say that anti harassment and anti censorship aren’t important to me, by any means. But my real life takes precedence over my internet life.

If there’s one thing I learned from that paper I wrote (but didn’t post), it’s that the internet is cruel and unjust. It’s that I could never feel comfortable with myself if I labeled myself as an anti. I made it clear that I’m proship, and that paper I wrote is the reason I’ve come to this conclusion. I did my own reaserch, form an unbiased standpoint, while choosing to side more with antis, and I came out of it as proship. My tastes in fiction have not changed. But my understanding of the topic did change. That paper has nearly a year’s worth of research put into it, and it would piss people off. It would, more importantly, piss off antis. I’ve seen what happens when antis get pissed, and I’ve been on the receiving end of the mild version of it. Many times. I’m not willing to go through the version where they don’t hold back. My paper included many documented examples of it, and since the time of writhing it, there have been so many more. I’m not going to be another one of those people who have their lives ruined over stupid fandom discourse.

It’s more than just internet drama to me though, regardless. I know that this is more than just fandom. At its core, it’s all forms of fiction and what is and is not acceptable. It’s about bullying and harassment, and how it keeps getting worse as time goes on. Not just internet harassment either. It’s happening in the American school system every day, people I knew when I was in high school were forced to drop out, get their ged, or do online schooling because of the real world harassment they were receiving. The way that my generation, and the generation bellow me, views other people is appalling. Bullying is just “funny”, and I can’t stand it. The internet is at the core of this issue, of course. It’s taught impressionable minds that other people are like npcs. Cancel culture has taught us that if you step out of line, even for non-issues, then you are the scum of the earth and deserve what’s coming to you. And if you see someone who steps out of line, you need to be ruthless. It’s better to attack other people, so long as the negative attention isn’t on you. Even the older generations are affected. This isn’t something we should be ignoring, but we are. Antis in fandom spaces might seem like it’s not a big deal, but it’s a rabbit hole that runs deeper than people realize.

My paper made me realize this, it made me realize that society sucks, the government sucks, the internet sucks, and I’m pro-freedom to do whatever you want so long as it doesn’t hurt real people. At the end of the day, I’m not going to be a martyr. I refuse that role. You shouldn’t want to be a martyr either. Be kind to people, that’s what’s important. Create spaces where people know they are safe to do whatever the hell they want so long as it doesn’t hurt real people. Stand up for real people who are being hurt by others. Stop harassment, stop hate. I’m tired of seeing people hurt each other over fictional characters who don’t exist. Don’t put yourself or others in danger. Block people who spread hate, and don’t give them a platform to be hateful.

I’m rambling, but for me, there’s no real good outcome unless people suddenly realize that being hateful because of fiction is dumb. I’ve become tired of trying to explain to antis why it’s dumb, there’s no way to talk to many of them. I also can’t risk the safety of others for an issue that only I’m focusing on. There’s other problems in the world, and in my personal life. I just want to be kind, at the end of it all. And I want others to feel the same. But then again, just being kind to others would solve a lot of the worlds problems if everyone followed that rule.

I need to shut up now though, sorry for the dump lol

#if i reblogged this on my main i would also have mobs sent after me #but this is so true

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quick, guys! make new posts. my dash has been showing the same stuff all day

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#the hunger games #hunger games #my mind played that stupid whistle song thanks internet

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i hate essays!! i hate essays!! i hate essays!!

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no more of this anxiety bullshit, from now on my mind is on only three things:

Food

Friends

Find the one piece and become king of the pirates

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*to the tune of we didn't start the fire* pibby bluey ohio bowser fart peppino

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that's not a cat eso es un fucking gato

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The anti-Jazz blog is also transphobic. Icing on the petty, pathetic cake.

This is my first post on this matter. For my evidence, I will not be providing links to posts, but instead I will provide screenshots. The reason I am choosing to do this so that this account doesn't get anymore traffic. Because of his use of his first name on his other socials, I will be referring to him as Ben.

In this post, (as of today, this is his most recent post.), Ben mentions that he is 17. I am going to debunk this and provide you with proof that he is lying.

I believe that this user is not 17, but rather 20 and up.

For reference, this was in response to an NSFW topic:

Any 17 year old should not be responding to NSFW of any kind. They are minors. NSFW means not safe for work. It's literally meant to be 18+. I can't find the post, but Ben has a post up where his face is there. He easily looks over 17. I think this person is saying that they are 17 and "an actual child" to draw pity to themself. Quite frankly, this behavior is disgusting and manipulative. I will be sending messages and asks to everyone who has interacted with this person informing them of the things this person stands for. So far, I have gotten one person to block them, and the other person I warned made a very long and detailed post about this topic, however took it down after a few days. I am going to urge them to put it back up, because this behavior is disgusting.

Later on today, (or tomorrow, I'm an adult with a life), I am going to be going in depth with the posts made in July.