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whenever i try to be deep in my writing, it mostly becomes overdramatic and edgy. like, i pour my heart and soul into those words and when i look back on it i’m like “damn this cringe”

is this my true form? a drama queen? are these instances evidence and residue from the time i took a theatre class in high school? is it an unholy combination of the theatre class and the dance class i also took?

thinking back on it, it is most likely true. putting my whole ‘soul’ into those dramatic pieces of writing are most likely the results of those classes, my cringe sense of humor, and quarantine during my formative years.

fuck, ig i really am drama queen bitch

#thoughts #writing

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Everyone’s faces turned up and cheered, recognizing the Shodaime’s signature jutsu flying overhead. And with a clench of Tobirama’s fist and precise control of the many tons of water above everyone, the dragon burst into a million cooling rain droplets, raining down on the crowds below who cheered their delight.  F.U.B.A.R 2 chapter 4 by @messier-47

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i just read a fic that put my brain cells on a hamster wheel to decipher what the hell was going on. big words and the plot line goes crazy and i saw canon die in a fire.

it’s a naruto fic:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/43332624/chapters/108926148

#thoughts #naruto #fanfic #recommendation

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i have a love-hate relationship with is it bad the main character is a roleplayer. it’s the damn cliffhangers that keep my toes all curled up and then i need to mentally edge myself for the next chapter that takes a good couple of days to be translated/released

#thoughts #webnovel #is it bad the main character’s a roleplayer?

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AURGH ARRRRRRRGH WHERE IS THE FANDOM FOR “IS IT BAD THE MAIN CHARACTERS A ROLEPLAYER?”

I NEED TO SEE CONTENT OF THIS BRO. I NEED FELLOW PEOPLE TO RAVE OVER THE CLIFFHANGERS OF THR NOVEL, HOW DEMON KNIGHT JUST FUCKING STABBED HIMSELF IN THE STOMACH IN CHAPTER 83 AND HOW WRATH ACTUALLY EXISTS EVEN THOUGH WE HAVENT SEEN THAY BITCH EVER SINCE THE BEGINNING. WHERE IS THE FANDOM. GUYS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LLEADE PLEASE PLEASAE

PLEASE READ THE NOVEL PLEASE I NEED TO SEE OTHER PEOPLE LOSE THEIR MINDS OVER YHID FUCK I LOVE DEMON KNIFHTS CHARACTER CONTRASTIMG WOTJ HIS THOUGHTS I LOVE THE MISFIT GANG AND THEIR INTERACTIONS I LOVE HOW DEMON KNOGHT KEEPS WOTHT HIS CHARACTER EVEN THO HE ALMOST DIES RACH TIME FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK PLEASE READ GHE NOVENL PLEADE

#thoughts #is it bad the main character’s a roleplayer? #novel #webnovel #WHY IS THERE NOBODY TALKING ABOUT IT

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noticed that i have an unusual verbose phase whenever i am sleep deprived. i bet this is what bitches like edgar allen poe felt whenever they were off their rockers feeling like a good lil writer twiddling with their pens

#thoughts #writing

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HELP HEEEELP TRASHY WEBNOVELS ARE CONSUMING ME AGAIN HEEEEEEEEEEELP

#thoughts #webnovel #the player hides his past

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fun fact: if you listen closely enough to another person speaking, you'll most likely notice that when they speak there is a sort of rumble in their voice. sometimes it's faint, or sometimes it's more noticeable. think of something like a vocal fry or when you drag out "uh" when you're unsure.

furthermore, you'll also sometimes notice (if you're close enough to the other person) a sort of wet smacking when they speak due to maybe some saliva in their mouth and their tongue doing the motions.

#thoughts #fun fact

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i can imagine xianyun and zhongli fighting over the bill while gaming secretly pays it off. hu tao tries to intercept gaming and they then get into a quiet tussle to not draw the attention of xianyun and zhongli. in the end, hu tao manages to pay it off

meanwhile, ganyu, shenhe, and xiao watch from the sidelines

#thoughts #genshin impact #xianyun #shenhe #ganyu #zhongli #xiao #gaming #headcanon

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shenhe got her hair color from eating too much medicinal herbs like qingxin under cloud retainer’s care

#thoughts #genshin impact #shenhe #headcanon

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an unhinged way to get ethical reference photos of blood would probably be to use your period blood

#thoughts

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The real reason Cyno told so many jokes during windblume…

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tbh, every single time i think of sumeru, i think of cyno. then i think about his bare feet slapping around whenever he walks and i think about my subsequent foot fetish that got awakened from it. whenever i glide with cyno my eyes always stray to his feet wrapped up in that black cloth. i see each individual toe and the overall, nice shape to it. the fact that he walks around like that everyday makes me feel something. i understand why people with foot fetishes want to lick other people’s feet. like i want to touch them, feel the probably rough sole of cyno’s feet and perhaps massage it if he’d let me. maybe i’d even give him a pedicure as i stare at his ankles and the way the line of it connects with the rest of his leg. i’d like to wash in between in toes like a pious believer, kneeling down before him with my head low like an insect. i’d want to feel the arch of his foot, feel the way the skin sinks from my hand as i squeeze it. the way is feet would be rough from days of walking barefoot, i’d gladly apply lotion to if only for him to praise me for being thoughtful

anyways., i try not to think of it too much or else it’ll fully penetrate my mind that i actually have a feet fetish and i’m not ready to accept that part of me yet

#thoughts #genshin impact #cyno

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i had accidentally followed a streamer from a misclick. what’s worse was that it was for a japanese vtuber who clearly looked to the side to see the notification that i followed them and i want to erase any traces of my existence today

bro i’m not even fluent enough in japanese to converse with someone

most of the time i feel like i can never show my face again in twitch chats after saying or doing some cringy shit. like i need to disappear, i need to wipe the other person’s memory and my own memory and hide in my bed for the rest of time

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most of the time i feel like i can never show my face again in twitch chats after saying or doing some cringy shit. like i need to disappear, i need to wipe the other person’s memory and my own memory and hide in my bed for the rest of time

#thoughts

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i should probably make it a habit that whenever i feel bored enough to start watching japanese livestreams and just rawdog the language enough to absorb a good amount of vocabulary from it

#thoughts

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Thinking again lately about the "Kujou Sara gets sent to Mondstadt to get her out of the way of the Kujou Clan purge politically marry Jean" AU, but especially and particularly Sara and Amber. Because, like, one of the things I'm working off here (with admittedly no justified backstory beyond, a) Inazumans are pretty clearly scared of and prejudiced about most yokai, and b) Kujou Takayuki is that kind of asshole) is that Sara was strongly discouraged, if not forbidden, from flying among humans in Inazuma. If it was allowed at all it was for scouting and military operations. So any flying Sara does is strictly limited and has to be for justifiable reasons.

And then she gets to Mondstadt and not only is gliding basically a national sport, but Amber takes one look at her training with her bow in that training space behind the Ordo and goes, "You don't have nearly enough space to practice shooting here! Come on, I'll show you my personal training course!"

Which, it turns out, is a gliding-and-shooting course, because even if game mechanics don't allow it, I personally choose to believe that shooting from the air is a major Outrider utility and something Amber is very, very good at. So she of course encourages Sara to take flight, and even offers to rebuild the course so Sara can take advantage of the fact that she can actually fly, not just glide. It's embarrassing for Sara at first, and she has a lot of tension around it--especially when Amber decides that she should show this off to Jean and Eula and other people--because she's not supposed to do this so blatantly. And frankly because she's been so restricted in flying she's not any better an aerial archer than Amber despite having full wings instead of a glider. But slowly she relaxes and becomes very, very fond of Amber for giving her the space to explore this part of herself that Takayuki never allowed. :>

(There is a 50/50 chance that she actually becomes an Outrider. I have a half-formed scene in my head where she's telling Jean she thinks it would be fitting to become a knight, and they talk about the knight trials, which she insists she'll take because she does need to learn Mondstadt's laws and customs before she takes on such responsibility, and then Jean says that they don't really have archers in the knights but Sara has shown her prowess in the sword and spear as well- and Sara is like, But there's Amber?? What is Amber, then??? And Jean explains that the Outriders are an auxiliary unit, and I can kind of imagine Sara going, well, that seems a suitable intermediate step while she's training for the knight trials, at the least. TBH the main obstacle there is that I'm not sure the senior officers would want her to join the Outriders as a stepping-stone, because that's kind of dismissive of the unit and a punch in the gut for Amber.)