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Haven't had the time to spare him more than a few thoughts but I just wanted you all to know I love my husband Giobaby ✨💓

#his birthday (and Esme's) is SO close and I wish I could write something but I don't think I can #😔 #but yeah I'm still alive AND hopefully will get something out soon

[dongiovannaswife]

Just passing by to wish you all a merry christmas if you celebrate 🥺💕

[dongiovannaswife]

Not people saying “Fandom has always been like this” in that vent post I made. No. It hasn’t always been like this. Fandom has NEVER been like this until recently and if you were in fandom pre-tumblr purge, pre-twitter, pre-netflix boom, pre-tiktok….then you would fucking know it was nothing like this.

We still had the drive to create. We still sold prints and charms and made zines…but it was never like this.

The introduction of streaming, binge shows that drop all at once, tiktok and vine RIP i still love u vine but you were the beginning of a particularly ugly era) creating this bite sized, quick paced ‘content’ era of creation and it bled out into fucking everything else.

Fandoms didn’t die down when the show ended or the season was over. You didn’t mass unfollow artist, writers or moots just because they changed fandoms. There wasn’t this need to please the algorithm in order for your posts to get seen by people and enjoyed.

Fandoms used to last YEARS. Star Trek is literally the oldest running fandom out there and you got people in there that could care less about the new stuff and still have been happily prancing through their fucking fifty year old fandom today. Hell, even SPN after all it’s fuckups and shitshows has a dedicated fanbase STILL creating tons of art and fic.

There is no patience anymore. No calm feeling of taking in fandom and friends at a pace that which doesn’t make you stressed and is still fun.

Do I blame fandom for this? Of course not, but people are complacent with it and start changing their vocab to accommodate and end up making the situation so deep it cant be fixed.

We call Art & Fic Content now, completely stripping the value of what it is to a level of consumerism instead of personal entertainment & community bonding.

[dongiovannaswife]

Blasting 'work song' and thinking of Giobaby. I'm unwell, your honor.

#giolena #lena's corner

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[dongiovannaswife]

Following my latest post (and thinking of my mental health, as I don't wish to bring myself to the point of burnout again) I'm gonna be active in my main @golden-lightning, my Trigun blog @veritasperit and my SNV blog @wisdom-and-mystery occasionally! If you wish to interact, I'll be there <3

#lena's corner

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Hey there! I'm back with an update and hopefully some actual content soon.

CW: depression, religion/religious trauma.

The past seven months have been absolutely draining for my mental health —I have been deep into a depressive slump that, although I've been doing my usual shifts and chores, it has taken a toll on both my mind and my body. I'm still struggling with and I doubt I'll be out of it anytime soon.

I've also been having a hard time with my religious beliefs —I was born into a traditionally Mexican christian family, therefore, I was raised to believe in God. But these last three months (more or less, I don't really remember —it actually started with my latest pieces about the soul and all that) I've questioned everything about it and have had a hard time realizing and accepting my inclination towards theistic satanism. Finding independence from christianity and its Ways has been draining —because my family doesn't know yet and I know they will not be happy about it. Not that I need their approval to choose and indulge into my beliefs and my path in life but my relationship with them is hard already to add more to it.

As a side note, please don't come to me with comments about reaching to God or the typical 'God bless you' —I respect all religions and ask the same respect in return.

That aside, I guess I need to be sincere about my views on the app and the jjba fandom: I've grown to realize I had been feeling undeserving of Giorno, thinking of the self ship thing as some sort of competition with other users that also like him; the little to no feedback, the community getting toxic, the unnecessary drama, it all added to my temporal dislike of this app and fandom. That's part of the reason I grew both disappointed and discouraged from posting or logging in.

Lastly but not least important, I want to apologize to those that have reached out to me. I'm truly sorry my mental health has gotten in the way of my relationships but I can assure you I'm gonna try my best to reply messages and interact. I'm hoping to push back and write and/or finish the projects left unfinished.

#q #update #read cw

[dongiovannaswife]

Hey there! I'm back with an update and hopefully some actual content soon.

CW: depression, religion/religious trauma.

The past seven months have been absolutely draining for my mental health —I have been deep into a depressive slump that, although I've been doing my usual shifts and chores, it has taken a toll on both my mind and my body. I'm still struggling with and I doubt I'll be out of it anytime soon.

I've also been having a hard time with my religious beliefs —I was born into a traditionally Mexican christian family, therefore, I was raised to believe in God. But these last three months (more or less, I don't really remember —it actually started with my latest pieces about the soul and all that) I've questioned everything about it and have had a hard time realizing and accepting my inclination towards theistic satanism. Finding independence from christianity and its Ways has been draining —because my family doesn't know yet and I know they will not be happy about it. Not that I need their approval to choose and indulge into my beliefs and my path in life but my relationship with them is hard already to add more to it.

As a side note, please don't come to me with comments about reaching to God or the typical 'God bless you' —I respect all religions and ask the same respect in return.

That aside, I guess I need to be sincere about my views on the app and the jjba fandom: I've grown to realize I had been feeling undeserving of Giorno, thinking of the self ship thing as some sort of competition with other users that also like him; the little to no feedback, the community getting toxic, the unnecessary drama, it all added to my temporal dislike of this app and fandom. That's part of the reason I grew both disappointed and discouraged from posting or logging in.

Lastly but not least important, I want to apologize to those that have reached out to me. I'm truly sorry my mental health has gotten in the way of my relationships but I can assure you I'm gonna try my best to reply messages and interact. I'm hoping to push back and write and/or finish the projects left unfinished.

#update #read cw

[dongiovannaswife]

Hey, it's been a while, hasn't it? I don't know how much time I've been away from here, but I'm truly sorry. Graduation was okay, yeah, but I haven't felt okay since then: though it meant yet another achievement it never really soothed my worries or anything of whatever I've felt the past three years. It's hard to explain —because I don't even understand.

The thing is, and the only one I'm sure of, is that I was (and still am) in a depressive episode. I've lost interest in creating and I'm just trying to get back on my feet with some edits I've done for the clock app. It's true I'm still going on shifts and getting out of bed, but inside? Inside I'm a mess.

The whole point of this post is to let you all know I'm sorry for not replying and being silent for so long. I know I'm not alone and I'm sorry if my silence and lack of expression hurts you —sometimes I can't voice what I'm feeling because I can't name it.

I'm gonna try to be more active here, maybe not writing for a while but definitely present. Again, I'm sorry for disappearing. I'll get to messages and asks soon. 💕

#update #posting this with my phone at 2%

[dongiovannaswife]

fanfic should be fun fic. if you are not having fun, please step away, take a break, do whatever you need to in order to have fun with this hobby we share

[dongiovannaswife]

QUE ME ABRACE LA GRADUADAAAAA 🤩🥳🥳🥳🥳

¡muchas felicidades, bella! ojalá yo algún día también me pueda graduar así como tú 🫶🏻✨

MUCHAS GRACIAS, CHULA. Algún día podrás, yo sé que sí 💕✨

#loveisabrando

[dongiovannaswife]

Congratulations on graduating !! 💗

Thank you!!!!

#jellyluchi

[dongiovannaswife]

Hey!! Muchas felicidades por tu graduación!!!

MUCHAS GRACIAS AAAAAA.

#mapesandoval

[dongiovannaswife]

Just graduated! 💕✨

Announcement! (please read, important!)

Hello, friends! I have a big announcement to make as well as a few (or half lmao) updates.

I'll be starting university next week. And so, I need to get ready since I will be having some meetings over this week. What does this mean, then? It means that your requests and my activity will slow down frequently. I will try to make my best, but I can't promise anything.

Please wish me luck I'm anxious af aaaa

Thank you for reading! That's all. 😀💞

#lena's corner

[dongiovannaswife]

unlike all u ai-poisoned freaks i dont need character.ai to imagine my fave in situations

[dongiovannaswife]

#FIREFIGHTER. ANY OF 'EM (OR EVERYONE).

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