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I scheduled my own doctor's appointment. I'm 24. I usually schedule my own doctor's appointments. Am I still having a panic attack about it? Yes. 🥰

#im starting to think going off zoloft might have been a bad idea

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If anyone is looking for a marauders squid game au, my bitch sister is writing this one:

#go read it #like i think she's a good writer but i love her so 🤷 #anyway if anyone has critiques i think she'd like some #fanfic #marauders #squid game au

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Me: do brits say balcony

Also me: do brits pay you to word well?

Full offense but your writing style is for you and nobody else. Use the words you want to use; play with language, experiment, use said, use adverbs, use “unrealistic” writing patterns, slap words you don’t even know are words on the page. Language is a sandbox and you, as the author, are at liberty to shape it however you wish. Build castles. Build a hovel. Build a mountain on a mountain or make a tiny cottage on a hill. Whatever it is you want to do. Write.

#i did google how to make tea though #dont want to offend #but also like... i do use a kettle so i wasn't too far off #offend who though because my fic is sitting in my drafts for my eyes only #ive spent so much time stressing over our language differences when i just want to write about gays in love

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I've logged onto this app three times to see when the ghosts we both see updates, thought "I'll scroll down and find the author quickly, she's pretty active", gotten wildly off course and closed the app just to remember why I logged in in the first place

#help #im sad and need fanfiction

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@trouvailleamor I caught up on the ghosts we both see and 😢🥴😌☹

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@trouvailleamor I caught up on the ghosts we both see and 😢🥴😌☹

[doiloveremusordoiwanttoberemus]

When I'm low on serotonin, I think about the universe where Remus and Sirius survive both wars and have this warm happy home that's always busy.

Sirius is working on prison reform. (Because like no one deserves to have their souls sucked out for the rest of their long lives?)

Remus continues his work in werewolf rights which later encompasses other oppressed magical groups as well.

Hermione is constantly in their living room making signs for their next march.

Harry wields his Chosen One privilege to actually effect change.

Tonks lives like a housecat in their home.

Teddy exists at some point. (No explanation for this guys, like I have theories but it doesn't matter.)

#they have an open door policy on Christmas #i found this in my drafts #i think i wanted to write this fic which is maybe why i didn't post it #but im a punk bitch so nothing ever gets written on my to be written stack

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I reimagined giulia as a sea monster.

#I thought do her in pink and orange as a subtle nod to hc her as lesbian #but I guess subtlety is not my thing #she's just the lesbian flag at this point #she probably needs clothes too but oh well #giulia #luca 2021

[doiloveremusordoiwanttoberemus]

Hi

Who do I write to in Hollywood to ask for them to do more shows in ASL.

I learned some from Switched At Birth and most of my family is hard of hearing.

Thanks

[doiloveremusordoiwanttoberemus]

Rewatch the anime

should i rewatch my comfort anime or should i not pull myself back from the edge and let myself go insane

#it's cheaper than therapy

[doiloveremusordoiwanttoberemus]

A cute “guppy” pile.

#my heart did an explode

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Guys im trying to learn art

#obviously no one has hands or feet #i was trying to mimic a picture on my phone #for both of these #and i looked back at the picture for giulia #and realized oh giulia doesn't cuff her sleeves canonically #but like i assumed she did so #:) #luca #giulia

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Sometimes the devil puts a really good fic in front of me but it's on tumblr and I didn't heart it because it was smut and I was embarrassed and now I want it again but it's gone forever because I was a goofus

#anyway sad vibing today #if thats ok

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STOP WHAT THE HECK HE'S SO PRETTY

I may have made. goth remus

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I'm obsessing over squib rep in canon this morning

#i have thoughts #but i also have work to do

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I was reading a sci-fi and I was like "these two lil gay boys are going to restart the human race" and my family was like "ThAt'S nOt HoW tHaT wOrKs" (which they do establish the main couple cannot reproduce together but also don't get me started on my family in that realm)

But literally I was like "you can accept that these two clones are in a space ship having traveled thousands of years from earth but the concept of a baby created outside a human womb is where you draw the line?"

#sometimes it feels like people are trying to be fucking stupid #like you woke up today just to piss me off #like if you want to be hyper critical of a story's world maybe scifi and fantasy are not your genres #anyway

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Prongslette 🙂🥲😭😭😭 please help I just woke up from a nap and my baby box is sending sad hormones all over but no but no this is the cutest thing I've ever read

"What do you got there, Harry?" Sirius asked. He had found Harry sitting by the fire at Grimmauld Place. It was his birthday and they had tried to celebrate as much as possible with Moony, The Weasleys and Hermione. Now Harry looked sad.

Harry showed him a picture he was holding. James and Lily. Sirius remembered taking the picture once James and Lily got back from their honeymoon.

"You look like James" Sirius smiled "With Lily's eyes"

"I miss them" Harry said with tears in his eyes "I know I technically never met them but I miss them"

Sirius sighed. He missed Prongs and the Ginger with every core of his heart.

"Moony is preparing tea, you'll have to eat your birthday cake" Sirius rubbed his godson's untidy hair. Just like James'. Harry looked sad.

"Tell you what, let's go and we will tell you the story behind this picture. You'll love it"

Harry finally smiled "Yeah?"

"Yeah, Prongslette. Come on"

They both walked to the kitchen. Sirius' hand on Harry's shoulder.

Harry is getting so big, Sirius thought, you would be proud.

#stop im gonna cry #if fanfic ever dies im calling it quits