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[dirtyfilthy]

I feel like I'm barely keeping up with the interest on my karmic debt even at the best of weeks. I really do not want to dig that hole any deeper.

[dirtyfilthy]

Trying to find that thin fine line, the shining silver thread that runs through the centre of my being.

I reckon I must just need some sort of delineation. The basic bitch geometry of setting actual boundaries. I mean otherwise, obviously, all the abject of my spaces will coagulate, then tend to blur and blend together. And you know what happens when you mix up all your oil colours at once. Yep. It all turns to shit.

So I think:

Surely, there is some equation for this problem. I just gotta find the right calculus to differentiate my gradient. There must exist some clean clear euclidan definition which will seperate the wretched etch of the beast I currently am, from the real human being I so desperately want to become.

Imagine it: seeing a person I can actually respect in the mirror of the morning.

[dirtyfilthy]

I love you melbourne.

#melbourne #acab

[dirtyfilthy]

"So, what's a nice boy like me doing in a girl like you?"

[dirtyfilthy]

february & my love is in another state by José Olivarez

[dirtyfilthy]

Whenever we are together I feel like some ottoman prince letting the minutes trickle like syrup between my fingers. Otherwise I don’t know how it is to have to count down  every single speck of dust between the present-instant and that far off distant town.

[dirtyfilthy]

While so much else might depend upon a red wheelbarrow besides the white chickens, haiku won't pay the bills.

[dirtyfilthy]

Go easy baby

like smoke expressed  from within the whisper of a breath:

please, go easy baby.

I am only trying to pull myself under the cover  of all these same strange constellations

I am thinking. I am dreaming of you too.

#poetry #poem #mine

[dirtyfilthy]

Tongue Of One

there is a very easy, natural simplicity in this tongue of one we speak

#poem #poetry #mine

[dirtyfilthy]

Achilles' Heal

the totally fascinating intoxicating and completely devastating beauty of a woman

#poem #poetry #mine

[dirtyfilthy]

sometimes it is just enough

simply being entombed

within this secret silent 

sarcophagus of touch

#poetry #poem #mine

[dirtyfilthy]

Sometimes I feel like I would quite like to lose myself in the maze of a single instant

#i am retqrd

[dirtyfilthy]

Sometimes the best gift you can give a close friend is a sense of perspective.

[dirtyfilthy]

Out here beyond the torn borders of civilisation, we find ourselves living more like animals than like men.

[dirtyfilthy]

Rolling around the canals at night on my bike almost makes me feel like a real human being again

[dirtyfilthy]

Birth: Lazy Suzan

Nash Equilibrium and Evolutionary Game Theory are pleased to announce the birth of their second daughter. "Lazy Susan", who was born, without apparent defect, on Friday October 20th 2023 in the carpark of St Elsewhere hospital, and now joins their eldest daughter "Gentle Annie" as the newest member of the Deterrence (nee Deescalation) clan.

#i don't even play baseball

[dirtyfilthy]

Props where they're due

As a overall fiscal policy, I find that "props where they're due" always tends to pay far above it's weight in continually compounding interest, leastwise from the particular molehill I happen to be shouting from.

Still....

Legally, I guess I'm obliged to tell you the above sentence should not be considered to be a bonafide form of recognised financial advice, but, in the grand scheme when everything eventuates, and, additionally, after all else is said and done... I still reckon you might be quite wise to take it.