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some really good ed memes I found lol

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Every day of starving is like a side quest.

Racking up days so u can unlock the ✨skinny✨

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When you simply just don't eat, you'll lose the feeling of hunger and appetite and then it's easier to keep on not eating

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skinny

when I was dying

I think it is really fucked up

to start a sentence like this

everyone complimented me

on slowly turning to ashes

'You look so pretty dear'

they said

and I heard

'try harder'

when someone is suffering

from lung cancer

You don't light them a cigarette

You don't

You do not hand a suicidal person

a loaded gun

unless you want them to die

so why did you?

why did you handed me a gun?

what was I supposed to do with it?

besides pulling the trigger

when you are sixteen

and at some point

we all are

nothing is as easy as dying

without anyone noticing

dying isn't like it is in the movies

a 60 second sequel

with blood and wounds and lots of noise

it is a quiet long-term-process

You do not recognise the dead

-aeris

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🌊 Sora Choi thinspo part 2 🌊

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do i actually wanna walk 10k steps or is it just my ed

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i am this fucking close to relapsing oh no

#anorecya #anorexia #bulimia #ed #eating disorder #disordered eating #tw ed #lose weight #eating disoder thoughts #low restriction #anorekic #weightloss #notprojustusehashtags #proana #promia #proed #eating #binge #purge #thigh gap #collarbones #thin #thin girl #anorexia nervosa #trigger warning #notpro #i hate eating #ana girl #fat #model thin

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My newest read and the bookmark I’m using to remind myself that *I* am in control, and if I fuck up it’s my fault and my fault only.

It is not hard to say no to food, you just have to do it.

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my common sense: so what are you gonna do when you reach your ugw?

me: i'll just eat normally and be normal :)

my ed:

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me: *fasts for days*

*excessively works out*

*gets dizzy/lightheaded*

*is exhausted in the middle of the day*

*cries when food is offered*

everyone I know : doing great girly😊💖💕✨keep it up🤪 🤪

me:

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tw- ed

Mom: You’re coming down nicely, keep it up, you look great! Me who feels like my head goes to different dimensions every time I stand up because of how dizzy I get:  Thanks lol

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i just drank two energy drinks in a row i might be dying wtf

#im not actually gonna die #but im never gonna do this again #(im gonna do this again) #low restriction #lose weight #anorecya #eating disoder thoughts #weightloss #anorekic #notprojustusehashtags #proana #promia #proed #binge #pinge and purge #anorexic #food restriction #ednos #edn0s #skinny #bones #thigh gap #hip bones #collarbones #small waist #dainty #small #tw ed #disordered eating #eating disorder

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I will lose weight 

I will lose weight

I will lose weight

I will lose weight

I will lose weight

I will lose weight

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The first photo i was 55kg and now im 49 kg. This was just after my accident with all my muscles deteriorated

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the feeling after eating is the worst ever it literally makes me want to die

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I've found that you don't actually gain any weight as long as you burn calories by using your brain 🧠

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i think im gonna show my calories during september because ive been so off track lately lmao

#ed #eating disorder #notpro #notprojustusehashtags #notprojusttags #proana #promia #proed #binge & purge #purging #tw ed #tw vomit #disordered eating #binge eating #thinspo #meanspo #sweetspo #hip bones #collar bones #thigh gap #feet together thighs apart #dont eat #weightloss #lose weight #anorecya #eating disoder thoughts #anorekic #anorexic #bulimic #ed memes