diaryofthechronicallyill

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I hope my partner likes the little gift I got them. Its nothing fancy, but its a battery pack for their phone. Their old one keeps dying at 50% so I got them a new one.

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Not a good day for mental health. :(

#i'm sad #dysphoric

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Going to return my Indy Evos to Amazon tomorrow for a full refund. It was too hard to pair and work on my phone. Each ear bud was trying to separately pair as different things, and the directions sent to me from the manufacturer didn’t work. If I wanted to be frustrated and listen to music, I would have learned an instrument. xD

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We went to Myrtle Beach for a week during the fourth of July. It was fun, but my dad and sister keep calling me snowflake. Yes they are both Trump supporters. All because, and I quote my dad. “Sometimes I wonder if you are just making shit up so you have excuses to not be a fucking adult. Little snowflake over here.”

I got second degree burns from the sun, even after wearing 110 SPF sunscreen. My shoulders are the worst of it, so I’ve been treating it with Aloe and drinking lots of water.

I had a good time at the beach, I collected sea shells and found over 12 Hermit crabs. They each got a kiss before release. I made some friends at the beach showing off my Hermit crab friends.

I also met a very good doggo named Charles, he was an American Bulldog. Very cute, very friendly, and deaf as all get out. I made sure to give him extra careful lovings because he was sunburned. He did like jumping up to give me kisses.

I’m back home now, I’m just laying in the floor recovering from 1,000 miles of driving. No joke. I kinda wish we flew to and from the beach. Car rides make me anxious. I don’t like how fast cars go on the highway.

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I took my Venlafaxine this morning on accident instead of at night. I feel like I’ve had three beers. Mom drive me to McDonalds, since I know I can’t drive like this safely, and I said cheese quesadilla instead of cheese burger. 😅 Mom just started laughing and I was like “😐 What?”

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Today we did house work at my mom’s. I’m on new medicine that has really been helping. One of them works as an antidepressant and a nerve pain medication. So that surprised me when I didn’t get a headache today.

Overall, I give this day a 7/10. Even though I had to carry 18 bags of trash out of a house (30 gallon bags) and toss them in the bins. Yeah, mom’s house is really bad.

I also did more dishes for my partner today and folded clothes with them.

I did watch Anastasia so that made me happier.

Here is the medicine I’m on now.

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Today my partner asked me to do chores.

•Laundry

•Grab the bin off the street

• Dishes

• Run the dishwasher

• Trash and recycling.

They said I don’t have to do all of it today. But I feel like I need to prove myself. I don’t want them to know basic chores hurts really bad. I can’t stand a long time without my leg going out or my back spasming. I fell asleep so I’m still doing laundry. I reek of muscle cream and my hair is oily. I know I could be doing other things, but my ADHD says I can’t do anything else till the laundry is done.

I hope they don’t think less of me if the only thing I get done today is laundry. They are a really kind person, so I doubt it. But I feel like they will… Probably because I talk so mean to myself. I need to work on that too.

I just want my partner to know I’m doing the best I can. Hopefully the new medicine I get today from my psychiatrist helps…

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