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there HAS to be a reason for this

#prev!! #PANERA AU MY BELOVED

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Exy fans on Twitter (championship final edition pt2)

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Exy Fans on Twitter (French edition)

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Nora shared a thread on Twitter of in-universe memes and I had to join in

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first snow

#this is making me feel so many emotions

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rereading aftg and realising just how oblivious neil was is truly hilarious

just a few pages ago renee told neil andrew is gay and neil literally had to lie down to process it, now he's admitting he watches andrew at the gym and is impressed by how much he lifts??? dude. you are down SO bad

#B SJLGHSGKSJHGKJDSLF #i need to reread

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*grabs your face by the cheeks* Listen- listen to me. Andreil? Was never about codependence. No, don't run- listen. It was never about codependence. Stop biting me- Andreil was always about learning to be independent and fiercely choosing interdependence through the process

#IT'S ABOUT THE CHOOSING EACH OTHER WITHOUT NEEDING EACH OTHER

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my fav tfc Neil observation is when he compares Matt and Kevin to Allison and Seth's relationship, minus the fucking

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aftg au where the perfect court tattoos are of hands holding up the appropriate number of fingers (e.g., ✌️ for kevin) and riko and kevin's biggest ever fight was about how the tattoo would be designed for the 6th member of the perfect court

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What if…?🥹

They all deserve a different childhood

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#aftg #kevinday #davidwymack #andreil #masslowart

#kevin drawing flames on his arms to match wymack 😭

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Aaron Minyard in the foxhole court specifically, character of all time. moisturized unbothered in his lane etc etc. he's got like two and a half lines and pops off with each one. serves cunt on the court. serves cunt on the dancefloor. he's hardly present so he's at his least aggressive out of all three books, in his unproblematic era. doesn't care about anyone's drama but best believe he's paying attention. mans is in the kitchen doing dishes while the others are throwing fits and acting out. king shit.

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Aftg is a horse girl movie but instead of one singular horse Neil has to tame a whole herd

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Neil punches Aaron—a terrible mistake in retrospect, as he ends up half-crumpled over his screaming hand. Aaron takes a couple bored steps out of Neil's reach and calmly checks the corner of his mouth with his thumb. He spits to one side and crouches to get a look at Neil's face. Despite his cruel words, his expression is calm and searching. Neil has the distinct feeling he's been had, but that doesn't soothe his outrage any. "Fuck you," Neil says in a voice like gravel. "Walk away while you still can."

"Nicky guesses it's nothing more than hate sex," Aaron says like Neil hasn't spoken. "I'm hedging my bets on it being something else. We'll know soon enough, right?" "Stay out of it." "I won't," Aaron says. "You wanted me to fight for her. Do you think he'll fight for you?" "No," Neil says. Aaron shrugs, gets to his feet, and goes inside without another word.

Day: Monday, March 11th / 12th* Time: 10:35 PM EST

*Due to the Leap Year, I have opted to highlight the day rather than the date to keep the events in occurrence to the 2007 year. I will continue to mark both days accordingly.

#AARONNNNNNNNNNN

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hello everyone. jeremy knox putting kevin in his top 8 on myspace. :)

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not really on topic for this blog but i recently found this queer speculative fiction small press called neon hemlock (and just read yellow jessamine by caitlin starling, published by them as part of their 2020 novella series), and i found out they're doing a kickstarter for their 2024 novella series!!

the kickstarter is to cover upfront publishing costs for 6 novellas, plus a short story collection - caitlin starling is one of the authors, which is what drew my attention, but honestly all the stories sound cool, and you can get ebooks of all the novellas and the short story collection by pledging $42, which is like. SIX DOLLARS A BOOK. Y'ALL.

the kickstarter page has information about each of the books, so if you're interested in queer speculative fiction and/or supporting small presses, please take a look!! i've been browsing neon hemlock's catalog on their website as well and there's tons of stuff i want to read and i want them to succeed and keep publishing stuff ajflskghldksjf

#!!!!!!!

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Every day of my damn life I think about Renee being Andrew’s determined wing woman. She is doing the work, she’s listening to Andrew both on and off the medications (wild that he sounds more manic about Neil when he’s sober), she has a 14 step plan to get them to hand holding by the end of Junior year. She thinks she might manage to chip away at the world’s densest object Neil Josten by then.

Only for Andrew to call her one night and tell her “I said that I hate him, but that it doesn’t mean I wouldn’t blow him. I think it worked.”

She deserved a sainthood for not losing her whole shit.

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deleting my dating apps because I want to meet someone the old fashioned way (I'm running and you hit me in the gut with a racket, narratively setting yourself up as the person who helps me stop running from my past)