I saw my dad for the first time in 2 years since we had a massive falling out and he has about a month left to live and WOW i am feeling a lot of feelings!!!!
My job is really weighing on me i have seen a lot of people die or be very unwell recently. It is really hard to have perspective around how it is affecting you while you are in the middle of it. I am telling myself I am fine, I hope I am actually fine.
My supervisor said to me the other week something along the lines of “traumatic story after traumatic story just keeps chipping away at my armor”. I’m wondering if I’m as strong as I wish I was or if I’m just developing trauma that I’m not accepting of