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I’m tired of this unending cycle of suffering and misery. It seeps into my eyes, taking the colors that were so vivid away. Antidepressant plague my brain all day as if they can fix a part of me that was never broken. It simply cannot exists in this world created by monster…

#depressed #depression #antidepressants #mental instability #fucking tired #tired of crying

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It’s getting bad again, I feel like I’m going back to the days when everything felt hopeless.

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Today has me thinking about this poem.

#depressed #anxious #lookdeeper

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Vicious Cycle

I feel my stomach twist from the anxiety. I want to purge my body from these thoughts. Racing through my mind as they collide together. Crash after crash. Fire after fire. My mind is full of mayhem. And the aftermath is my depression. Everything goes cold and quiet. Numb to everything, an empty shell with nothing left to destroy.

#depression #anxeity #sad #fucking tired #going insane #mental instability #whats going on #im losing it #im losing myself

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I don’t think I was built to live in this world...

#depression #doomed #depressed #fuck the world

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I’m not lazy, you just don’t see the mental effort it takes to keep living.

#depression #tired of crying #misunderstood #life is too hard

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I can’t escape from myself.

#depression #cant escape #no way out #let me go #i cant take it anymore

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I don’t know where my sanity is

#depression #going insane #what should i do #im tired

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My thoughts are composed of chaotic nonsense.

#depression #im confused #i dont know #crazy

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I’m sorry my depression is an inconvenience to you.

#i hate myself #why do i keep trying #i want to give up #tired of crying #nobody can help me #im suffering #id rather be dead #depression #fucking tired

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The worst nights are the ones where you try to silence your crying so you don’t burden anyone else.

#i need to stop #depression sucks #im sorry #im useless #nobody needs me #let me die #depressed #depression

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I need to scream but I don’t have the energy.

#tired #there no point #life is meaningless #let me be #i want to die #depressed #kill me

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I can’t escape my demons and they won’t leave me alone. I feel imprisoned by myself.

#trapped #anxeity #depression #dont know what to do #id rather be dead

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This war in my head is what’s going to end up killing me.

#nobody knows #im suffering #depressed #depression #what am i supposed to do #i need sleep

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I hate the mirror because it reminds me that I’ll never be good enough.

#i hate myself #im ugly #im trash #im a disgrace #disgusting #never good enough

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Nothing is scarier than being alone with my thoughts.

#scared #tired #depressed #want to disappear #kms #suicidal thoughts #cant trust anyone #cant trust myself

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Sometimes I think that all I’ll ever be is a disappointment.

#fuck the world #depressed #done #im tired #leave this place #leave me be #alone #depression