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dehimmel · 11 months
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HELLO THERE ! my name is emmy &&. this is my independent roleplay blog for HONKAI STAR RAIL's best girl, MARCH 7TH ! established 4.26.23. mostly canon compliant w/ headcanons to lovingly fill the gaps. if you're interested in interacting, could you please ♡ or ⭯ this post ?
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dehimmel · 2 years
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– hello everybody !! this is emmy here back at it again with another genshin rp blog, but this time it’s for everyone’s favorite daughter, collei !! featuring two main verses - the first set during the manga / directly after, &&. the second set during the current events of genshin impact. headcanon based, with backstory compliant to the manga. drop this post a ♡ or ↺ to interact &&. spread the word? 
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dehimmel · 2 years
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dehimmel · 2 years
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𝐚𝐬𝐤  𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞 :    𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒄𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒆𝒐𝒖𝒔  𝒒𝒖𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒔
‘  i’ll  find  you  again ,  wherever  we  end  up  next .  ’
‘  the  enormity  of  my  desire  disgusts  me .  ’
‘  please ,  one  more  kiss  in  the  kitchen  before  we  turn  the  lights  off .  ’
‘  i’ve  been  lost  but  i’m  here  now .  you’re  the  only  person  who  has  ever  been  able  to  find  me .  ’
‘  almost  dead  yesterday ,  maybe  dead  tomorrow ,  but  alive ,  gloriously  alive ,  today .  ’
‘  you  are  not  broken .  ’
‘  you  can  love  and  be  loved ,  despite  what  may  feel  like  the  eternally  brutal  nature  of  the  world .  ’
‘  i  did  violence  to  my  own  heart .  ’
‘  will  i  be  forgiven  for  the  sins  i  did  not  commit ,  but  created ?  ’
‘  i  would  never  kiss  anyone  who  doesn’t  burn  me  like  the  sun .  ’
‘  i  would  rather  break  the  world  than  lose  you .  ’
‘  i  think  you  and  i  have  known  each  other  in  a  few  lifetimes .  ’
‘  i  didn’t  know .  i  had  no  idea  how  greedy  my  heart  really  was .  ’
‘  is  that  why  the  idea  of  losing  you  torments  me  so  much ?  ’
‘  how  long  have  i  been  without  you ?  ’
‘  am  i  foolish  for  wanting  this ?  it  will  end  in  flames .  it  always  does .  ’
‘  sorry  about  the  blood  in  your  mouth .  i  wish  it  was  mine .  ’
‘  if  i  love  you ,  is  that  a  fact  or  a  weapon ?  ’
‘  tell  me  how  all  this ,  and  love  too ,  will  ruin  us .  ’
‘  and  you  realize  the  one  person  in  the  world  who  loves  you  isn’t  the  one  you  thought  it  would  be .  ’
‘  it  cannot  be  a  mistake  to  have  cared .  it  cannot  be  an  error  to  have  tried .  it  cannot  be  incorrect  to  have  loved .  ’
‘  finally ,  i  plead  guilty  of  adoring  you .  ’
‘  a  child  weaned  on  poison  considers  harm  a  comfort .  ’
‘  without  realizing ,  i  find  it  in  myself  that  i  cannot  stop  thinking  about  you .  ’
‘  tomorrow ,  when  i  wake  up ,  i  promise ,  i  will  be  better .  ’
‘  someone  has  to  leave  first .  this  is  a  very  old  story .  there  is  no  other  version  of  this  story .  ’
‘  when  i  imagine  myself ,  i  am  always  leaving .  i  couldn’t  draw  my  own  face  if  god  asked .  ’
‘  do  we  simply  stare  at  what’s  horrible  and  forgive  it ?  ’
‘  i  wanted  to  let  go  of  the  pain  even  though  it  was  the  last  thing  that  felt  alive  from  you .  ’
‘  have  i  endured  loneliness  with  grace ?  ’
‘  i’ll  be  your  slaughterhouse ,  your  killing  floor ,  your  morgue  and  final  resting ,  walking  around  with  this  bullet  inside  me  ‘cause  i  couldn’t  make  you  love  me  and  i  am  tired  of  pulling  your  teeth .  ’
‘  and  then  my  soul  saw  you  and  kind  of  went ,  ‘ oh ,  there  you  are .  i’ve  been  looking  for  you . ’  ’
‘  sometimes  it  feels  like  someone  else  is  wearing  my  body .  ’
‘  i  spent  my  life  arguing  how  i  mattered  until  it  didn’t  matter .  ’ 
‘  who  knew  my  haven  would  be  my  coffin ?  ’
‘  dead  is  the  safest  i’ve  ever  been .  ’
‘  i’ve  never  been  so  alive .  ’ 
‘  you  know  what  i  was  gonna  tell  you  before ,  but  didn’t  have  the  nerve ?  you  got  your  name  written  all  over  me .  i  got  my  name  written  on  you ,  too .  ’ 
‘  you  already  are  something .  you  always  were .  and  you  still  have  time  to  be .  ’
‘  you  know  me  by  heart .  it  infuriates  me  that  you  know  me  by  heart .  ’ 
‘  why  am  i  waiting  for  you ?  hungering  and  thirsting  for  you  in  every  cranny  of  my  soul  and  even  in  my  ribs ?  ’ 
‘  you  came  with  a  handful  of  pain  and  a  smile  which  broke  the  ground  under  my  feet  as  the  earthquake  does  when  two  people  meet .  ’
‘  the  only  good  thing  is  that  i’m  getting  used  to  suffering .  ’
‘  the  return  to  time  was  not  my  choice .  ’
‘  we  are  built  to  live  inside  each  other .  this  means  we  are  built  to  ruin .  ’
‘  time  does  not  bring  relief ;  you  all  have  lied .  ’
‘  time  does  not  know  how  to  keep  our  hopes  safe .  ’
‘  you  needed  me  so  much  that  you  had  to  end  me .  ’
‘  there  are  days  where  i  am  morbidly  in  love  with  you ,  and  this  is  one  of  those  days .  ’
‘  i  know  no  end  to  desiring  you .  ’
‘  i  fear  that  i  am  both  too  much  yet  not  enough .  ’
‘  yes ,  yes ,  yes ,  i  do  like  you .  i  am  afraid  to  say  the  stronger  word .  ’ 
‘  a  heart’s  a  heavy  burden .  ’
‘  life ,  as  i  see  it ,  is  all  about  farewells  rather  than  reunions .  ’
‘  heaven  is  real  and  you  only  had  two  minutes  to  prove  it  to  me .  ’
‘  it  was  already  love .  ’
‘  everyone  desires  love  but  also  finds  it  impossible  to  believe  that  they  deserve  it .  ’
‘  i’ll  love  you  until  i  forget  how  to .  ’
‘  i’ll  love  you  until  i  forget  how  to  and  then  i’ll  fall  like  my  knees  aren’t  already  bruised  from  doing  it  and  i’ll  remember  why  you’re  worth  the  ache .  ’
‘  of  course  i’ll  hurt  you .  of  course  you’ll  hurt  me .  of  course  we’ll  hurt  each  other .  but  this  is  the  very  condition  of  existence .  ’
‘  nothing  makes  me  sadder  and  nothing  makes  me  happier  than  you .  ’
‘  i  love  you  and  i  do  not  want  to  love  you ,  it  is  too  much  and  too  difficult .  ’
‘  grief  is  just  love  with  no  place  to  go .  ’
‘  i  felt  my  life  with  both  my  hands  to  see  if  it  was  there .  ’
‘  you  do  this ,  you  do .  you  take  the  things  you  love  and  you  tear  them  apart .  ’
‘  i  hope  it’s  love .  i’m  trying  really  hard  to  make  it  love .  ’
‘  if  you  touch  me  again  i  might  burn  up  in  the  cold  air .  ’
‘  i  asked  you  not  to  leave  several  times .  ’
‘  i’ve  only  adored  you  lifetimes  ago  and  here  we  are .  it’s  nice  to  see  you  again .  ’
‘  all  time  ever  does  is  pass  and  all  i  ever  do  is  remember .  ’
‘  i  feel  as  though  we  were  never  strangers ,  you  and  i ,  not  even  for  a  moment .  ’
‘  i’d  choose  you ;  in  a  hundred  different  lifetimes ,  in  a  hundred  worlds ,  in  any  version  of  reality ,  i’d  find  you  and  i’d  choose  you .  ’
‘  nothing  about  this  is  soft  but  we  pretend .  ’
‘  maybe  you  and  i  are  just  a  dream .  ’
‘  i  know  you  loved  me  too ,  you  knew  me ,  and  it  gladdens  my  heart .  ’
‘  i  promise  i  shall  never  give  up  and  that  i’ll  die  yelling  and  laughing .  ’
‘  i  don’t  do  anything  with  my  life  except  romanticize  and  decay  with  indecision .  ’
‘  the  world  was  made  so  that  we  could  find  each  other  in  it .  ’
‘  you  don’t  meet  the  people  you  love ,  you  recognize  them .  ’
‘  i  think  you  and  i  have  known  each  other  a  few  lifetimes .  ’
‘  this  body  knows  fear  like  a  front  porch  knows  welcome  –  it  is  always  coming  home .  ’
‘  i  miss  you  more  than  i  remember  you .  ’
‘  if  i  could  have  done  it  all  again ,  i  would  have  loved  you  better .  but  i  could  not  have  loved  you  more .  ’
‘  we  could  have  been  happy .  i  know  that ,  and  it  is  perhaps  the  hardest  thing  to  know .  ’
‘  you  want  a  better  story .  who  wouldn’t ?  ’
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dehimmel · 2 years
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♗ but for pierro or dottore, ur choice :cheems:
    ICONS !!  (  i  choose  pierro  bc  yes  slkmdlska  )
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dehimmel · 2 years
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A memory
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dehimmel · 3 years
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                   * LOOK THROUGH THE MIRROR & BACK AT THE WALL -                                              WHO ARE YOU ?                                                           [ art cred. x ]
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dehimmel · 3 years
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SEND ME A SYMBOL(S) FOR WHAT YOU’RE INTERESTED IN people struggle with plotting so i figured making it into an askbox thing could help! 
DYNAMICS: ✭ friends to lovers ★ rivals to lovers ✦ enemies to lovers ♡ found family ♣ rivals ❦ reluctant allies  ❖ platonic ☢ slowburn  ➤ love at first sight π partners in crime SITUATIONS ☁ one muse saves the other’s life  ☼ one muse (or both) is a single parent  ❆ our muses get shut in due to a storm  ☤ one muse having to patch the other up  ❦ put together through a common goal  ⎔ one muse asking the other to stay the night ϟ our muses work together  ♁ our muses are neighbors  ➽ one muse doesn’t have anyone else to turn to  SETTINGS ✚ crossover between our fandoms ☽ sender’s verse in receivers fandom ☾ receivers verse in sender’s fandom ☯ alternate universe / separate fandom than both muses are in
ODDLY SPECIFIC ⌲ one muse is supposed to kill/hurt the other but falls for them instead ✖ our muses work together and there’s a lot of tension and maybe we do the only one bed plot idk + reporter/vigilante dynamic ∇ nurse/vigilante dynamic  ✿ innocent muse/morally grey dangerous muse  ❥ asshole/the one person they’re nice to ♛ bodyguard/person they’re protecting ◐ arranged marriage/match ◎ fake dating ¶ roommate AU ۞ one night stand turns into many and now we’re just kinda not sure what we are ❁ friends with benefits maybe some pining  © unrequited love except it isn’t unrequited ✡ unrequited love and it’s actually unrequited  ♖ i dated you to get back at someone in my life but i’m developing real feelings oh no ♮one night stand only to later learn we’re gonna be in some sort of setting together (professor/student, co-workers, etc)  ✏ we used to date and something didn’t work out but now you’re here and i’m still in love
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dehimmel · 3 years
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     ❝     you look awfully proud of yourself .     ❞ arms fold over pierro’s chest as he leans against the nearby wall , icy gaze fully fixated on the shorter harbinger . his head tilts ever so slightly with -- curiosity ? amusement ? probably both . ❝     i’d assume your trip to inazuma was successful , then ?     ❞     /     @ennoe​ [ sc. / for scaramouche . ]
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dehimmel · 3 years
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-- hey i'm currently out rn but i gave pierro a new fc & i'm really feeling his muse - so could u give this post a like if u'd want a starter from him ??
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     ❝     tartaglia ,     ❞ there’s a grin upon pierro’s face as his hand places itself upon the younger man’s shoulder & squeezes ; how nice it is to run into him like this within the palace’s chilled halls . tail flicks with interest as his eyes narrow ever so slightly . ❝     it’s been a while , hasn’t it ? i’m surprised you’re still whole . we should catch up .     ❞     /     @adversaryss​​ [ sc. ]
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dehimmel · 3 years
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-- PIERRO , the first harbinger .
his real name is OLEZKA , born of the VOLKOV family . this family was known for being the tsaritsa’s ‘ lap dogs ’ , doing her dirty work for her in exchange for power & wealth . the volkov family hails from a clan of half - wolf , half - human peoples that are native to snezhnaya , raising their children to be assassins , con artists , & more . 
olezka was the only child of his rich , business - owning parents , a heavy burden from the start . from the moment he could walk he molded by his parents into the perfect child & successor , never giving him a childhood of his own .
when he turned ten , on the day of his birthday , he snapped & brutally murdered his parents with his father’s dagger . the tsaritsa , who was invited to come to his party , walked in on him covered in blood & emotionless in the middle of their corpses , gaze burning a hole through her with so many emotions at once .
yet instead of imprisoning him , the tsaritsa saw potential ; she saw a child who , upon being forced to bear the grievances of this world by his family , wished to burn it away & be free . his crime was covered up by her & she took him in under her wing , becoming more of a mother to him than his biological one ever was . his skills as a fighter & con artist were honed & he was allowed to truly be himself without consequence for the first time in his life , giving way to who he is today . when the time came & she believed he was ready , he was granted the title of the first harbinger , pierro , on his 20th birthday & gifted a cryo delusion to match .
olezka is , at the time of the start of genshin’s story , is 28 . he is extremely loyal to the tsaritsa & is entrusted with the most important & secretive of tasks by her , even tasks that none of the other harbingers know about . he’s also primarily in charge of kicking the new harbingers into shape both physically & mentally as they come in , molding them into the perfect weapons for their majesty .
he was granted a pyro vision the first time he & the tsaritsa sparred with one another at 15 .
he uses a variety of guns in combat - his favorites being his magnum & his shotgun . he’s considered to have the best aim in snezhnaya .
olezka has rounded wolf ears upon his head & a tail to match . he’s extremely expressive with them - ears folding back when he’s mad , tail wagging when he’s excited , etc . he also has fangs & claws that he frequently uses to tear enemies apart at close range .
his personality ? good luck pinning that down . he’s considered to be ‘ wild ’ , switching from friendly to hostile in the blink of an eye . some even call him mister hot & cold , for both his vision / delusion & his ever changing personality .
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dehimmel · 3 years
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– DREMRR ♡ an independent, hc - based portrayal of KRIS DREEMURR from DELTARUNE. as determined by EMMY, est. 9.25.21. private, selective, mutuals - only & ( temporarily ) dash only. heavy chapter 1&2 spoilers will be present, so proceed at your own risk.  if you’d be interested in interacting, feel free to give this a ♡ / ↺ !
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dehimmel · 3 years
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-- calling out @lefatui on this day
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dehimmel · 3 years
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I’m offering a Halloween Bath Time Gift Box
The box is priced at 45 dollars + 14ish for shipping It includes:
1 - 6oz Milk Bath 1 - 6oz Bath Salts 1 - 4 oz Sugar Scrub 1 - 4oz Dusting Powder / Dry Shampoo Powder + Poof 1 - 4.5oz Body Wash + Shower Pouf 1 - 2oz Body Spray 1 - Cauldron Bath Bomb 2 - Shower Steamers
The scents aren’t Genshin related, but if you’re interested and want it one of my other scents, just let me know. I’ll work with my mutuals/followers to make sure you get what you want! I’ll even let you mix and match scents and products in the box. Just send me a message.
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dehimmel · 3 years
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-- hey i'm currently out rn but i gave pierro a new fc & i'm really feeling his muse - so could u give this post a like if u'd want a starter from him ??
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