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JUST remembered to look up a thesis from last year that uses a lot of the same theory i need to use (rec by my supervisor) but when i look it up u cant download it -___-

#anyway *dies*

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field of caraway and lupines in full bloom.

may, 2015

esjan, iceland

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sza at met gala.

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I’m dreaming of summer. Värmland, Sweden (July 3, 2021). 

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man im so fcking stressed i think im gonna die

#usual state of things though. #also hi luteal.

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i wish i got to skip like 1-2 grades when i was younger. maybe i would have ended up in a better place then

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butch & femmmmme gfs

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we will always be together

#mdzs

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shouldn’t have asked

#p5

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Beautiful Pink Tulips

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Vintage Siberian Amethyst and Diamond Necklace, Made In Moscow, Circa 1930's

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the whole "i was a gifted kid 🙄" joke/meme/whatever from a few years ago was clearly not the start of my own problems but its really a good example of peoples general attitude

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the irony of me always being very openly against people being like "i shouldnt complain bc others have it worse" and thus encouraging people to confide in me yet doing the same thing to myself about my own academic achievements.............

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dont look at me im totally going against the law of jante by admitting that here and it feels fucked

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lmao this was so random but i finally scheduled an iq test

#ive been talking about this for nearly a decade #we know and love my procrastination <33333333

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i get why the normal reaction is embarrassment (even if i dont think it should be) but ive dealt with this for over a decade its just my life even if its ruining it