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#I ask important questions #bucktommy #911 #911abc #911 abc #911 on abc #I’m also a little tipsy

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Inspired by this meta by @alkaysani

Bonus:

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No one should have to go to work when they are this exhausted and feel this much like the size of a house.

Like none of my clothes are fitting correctly.

I do not have the capacity to adult today.

#it has been a long ass fucking week #and it’s only Thursday #and today is going to be another long ass fucking day #send help

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#oliver stark #my buckaroo

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No but can I just say something that I never thought I’d say (as a staunch Buddie shipper):

If (and I truly mean ‘if’ and not ‘when’) Buck and Tommy don’t work out…I really hope neither of them is the bad guy. Like I don’t want to hate Tommy and I don’t want Buck to hurt Tommy. If they come to an end I hope it’s a happy one. They deserve that.

#that’s all I wanted to say #911 #911 abc #911 on abc #911abc #bucktommy

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Dolly slept in my bed all night last night for the first time since she came home almost a year and a half ago.

#good golly miss dolly

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I am…so fucking tired right now.

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“Throw my toy for me, Mama?”

“Nope, you’re…taking pictures again. *sigh*”

#she finds me exhausting sometimes lol #good golly miss dolly

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9-1-1 | 7x05: You Don't Know Me

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something so so sweet about the way buck talked about tommy in this episode. it was so…high school crush. he’s never been on a date with a dude and he can’t stop thinking about him. there was something so giddy and bright about it. you can see the butterflies and the first date jitters and the awkward laughter that’s a little too try-hard but so fucking earnest. this is buck happy and excited to be falling for someone. this is buck before natalia and taylor and ali, before abby, before buck 1.0. this the kid who wants someone to like him. like buck. like evan. and tommy does! tommy’s interested and tommy smiles when buck’s a bit of an idiot and tommy when calls him evan it doesn’t feel weird or wrong or not him, it just makes him duck his head and blush. tommy likes him. tommy like likes him. and buck like likes him back. and it’s so nice to see. queer people finding joy and love in being queer is one of the most beautiful things in the world and i’m so, so happy evan buckley is experiencing it.

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EVAN BUCKLEY + the curse of first dates

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» 7.05 | You Don't Know Me

#Eddie #my Diaz

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The idea of losing someone you love… you can’t imagine what it would be like.

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Not to keep harping on this but I really don't think some of yall are seeing the bigger picture here, and WHY Buddie can't go canon yet.

Yes, great, Buck is canon-confirmed queer/bi. That's only one part of it. Eddie is still straight and in a relationship with a woman. And even if that wasn't the case, they have bigger things to prioritise over their feelings for each other. Like Chris. Like the family unit they've been building since s2. Like their Actual biological families. Like the years of repression and guilt that Eddie has suffered, like the years of self-loathing and guilt that Buck has suffered. Like their literal JOBS being on the line.

Yall are not seeing this. You're not looking at the bigger picture here. Tommy is good for Buck because he is SAFE. There's no bigger circle to consider with Tommy. There's no family dynamic to worry about ruining. There's no years of baggage to carry, there's no risk to their jobs or their livelihood. Tommy is the best possible option for Buck right now.

Buck is finding out something brand new about himself and that can be scary enough on its own. Imagine the fear of all of that, coupled with all the many, many things that could go wrong if he got with Eddie right now. Their relationship would break down too fast, and the fallout would be catastrophic.

Buddie is not READY to be canon yet. Yes they've had close calls and near misses. But they are not ready.

Keep shipping it, keep loving Buddie. But stop expecting for the entire show to screech to a halt so that your otp can make out on screen when it is abundantly clear that they are not ready for each other.

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Eddie was having trouble…doing the do…after he found out about Marisol’s nun thing.

Are we sure it just wasn’t a latent injury from getting felt up by crazy hand guy? Like if he had the strength to legit choke Buck (one handed btw)…I’m sure Eddie’s sausage and beans couldn’t have felt good for a long time after…

#I make myself laugh okay? #911 #911 abc #911 on abc #911abc

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Can I interest you in toe beans? 🐾

#good golly miss dolly

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