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daisyriverquest · 3 years
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boyfriend has finally allowed me to leave the basement. yet, I don't feel the happiness, peace, calmness I thought I would feel. I feel angry. upset. how could he treat me this way? this will be my first dinner with him and his friends since he treated me with such disrespect because I “disturbed” his sleep. I don't know what to do.
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daisyriverquest · 3 years
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daisy 5
I have not spoken with my bf since 7 am yesterday. I am freaking out. I hope he doesn't break up with me. im stressed. I feel pathetic. I don't care if he's cheating or emotionally/mentally abusive. I don't want him to leave.
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daisyriverquest · 3 years
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daisy 4
my boyfriend has me locked in the basement because last night I expressed that he did not make me feel loved. he got pissed off. told me he wants nothing to do with me until Monday. yay! don’t worry I am not hungry and if I were to get hungry one of his friends could bring me food.
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daisyriverquest · 3 years
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daisy 3
call me fucking crazy, I don't give a damn. I went through his phone again but this time he had asked me to do something on it. which is weird because if someone is cheating on you, why would they give you their personal phone unlocked? I saw the messages with Alex. the messages I spoke of before were sent at the very end//beginning of January//February. but then there was a new one. she mentioned that I had watched her instagram story and that my entire page is about rob. obviously I am using fake names to protect MY identity because fuck their identity. it makes Alex uncomfortable that I viewed her story. well, maybe the little slut shouldn’t be fucking with someone who has a girlfriend. at first I gave her the benefit of the doubt. maybe she is like me... maybe. nope, the bitch knows exactly who I am because she said “your girlfriend...” well, I’ll be damned. she is not only a bitch to me but to rob as well. I swear she is just a sugar baby. she is very rude to him. now, I am not sure what to do. of course I am a dumb stupid bitch that is not going to leave him because well.... I am so stupid that I still love him. im not even angry anymore, it is kind of funny. I want to laugh. I am younger than this girl by 8 years. I am 22 she is 30 and he is 44. I know he is old and blah blah blah. you probably think im some gold digger but fuck the money. I want a family. he has a daughter with no mother. her mother died. the girl didn't even get to meet her mother. with rob and his daughter we feel like a family. that is what I want. a family. Alex gives no fuck about that. she just wants bags and coats and clothes to look like a fucking influencer. doesn’t she think that she's a little too old to be a side bitch? doesn't she want a husband? a family? I live with him. he sleeps next to me. I don't understand. is she in love with him and waiting to move all in? i think I should go get my vibrator and ease my irritation. fuck you Alex. fuck you rob. whenever I am strong enough to say fuck this, I am literally going to fuck your dad. 
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daisyriverquest · 3 years
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men are so pathetic. they think we don’t know the truth, when in reality we know more than just the truth. constantly someone is telling me something about him when we are apart. at first I was a young, dumb, naive girl who forced herself to believe the man she loves. but, soon after this happens a couple of times your heart just breaks. breaks knowing that he probably is cheating on you. I cried and grieved. but, because I am still a young, dumb, and naive girl - here I am sitting on his couch. just now I saw messages on his phone with the girl he's been accused of cheating on me with. I didn't see anything too bad besides “I want to give you a hug!!!!!” the girl seemed so rude and uninterested, yet they have known each other since 2012. maybe she is just using him as a sugar daddy. who knows? I have an audition for a movie and I am hoping to get it. hoping that my career takes off and I can look him in his eyes and say “fuck you.” then go and make out with Brad Pitt. I don't know why men feel the need to cheat, yet they say they don't want an open relationship. fuck - you want control? that’s it? lmao. it sucks being great to someone who is most likely horrible to you behind your back. this girl sent him a link to a very expensive bag. with no context. wondering if he bought it for her. pretty sad. I take care of you and your kids - yet behind my back you’re doing some sneaky shit. do you, baby, do you. you want to be with someone who is only about your money? okay. do you, baby. do you.
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daisyriverquest · 3 years
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today I masturbated for the first time in my 20 years of life. I bought this bullet on Adam and Eve. 10/10 recommend. It felt so weird and not how I imagined an orgasm to feel. Every time I felt my left leg burn as if someone was trying to freeze off a wart on their toe, I knew I was experiencing the best feeling in this fucking world. Even taking my feet of the bed and holding them in position like I was fucking - made it 10 times better. I moaned “FUCK FUCK FUCK. OH GOD. WAIT. OH LUCIFER.” I did that because of a scene from the show Lucifer and how he was confused to why we thank God for that pleasure. Weird, I know. I want to go back upstairs and masturbate some more but my boyfriend is on a work call. This is so cringe and it will be absolutely horrific if my true identity came to light. I am thankful for Tumblr. I can express myself without judgement and I chose so a beautiful name. Daisy. Riverquest. 
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