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cynicaldesire · 9 days
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I feel like there's two levels of chronically online. There's like, the variety where you recognize obscure memes and stupid drama and post constantly but have some sort of tether to reality and have friends in the real world and read the news from time to time, and then there's the kind where you genuinely don't realize that your political position or feelings about popular media are not just non-mainstream but actively fringe and that it's not emotional labor to pick people up from the airport.
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cynicaldesire · 9 days
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cynicaldesire · 10 days
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Had a bit of a hard week.
So, at my job, I'm a tutor for the programming department. I got my Associate's in 2014 but I haven't had to keep up with programming ever since. Which ended up being fine because the only people seeking tutoring were in the intro to programming class that doesn't (shouldn't) use a real coding language. It's just all the concepts and stuff.
My boss asked me to screen record myself doing the assignments in the end-level course for his preferred language and I've been putting it off because I have no clue where to start. I haven't used this language in 10 years, and they're doing stuff I don't remember ever actually doing/working with. So I've been trying to figure out how to study it between everything else.
Everything else is all the bookings I have to tutoring sessions. I have removed availability for half of one of the 3 days that I work and the other half is completely full most of the time. This is on top of getting almost fully booked on the full days that I work. I'm busy and despite getting a second tutor in the form of a Federal Work Study student, people are still coming to me.
This is on top of all the other odds and ends I do around the office, helping people find classrooms, directing them to tutors, helping the admin assistant with things from time to time (personal and professional), helping coworkers with stuff, and even being one of two admins of the booking system itself (which comes with its own set of responsibilities).
And, you know, being a full-time student.
So I keep thinking I have time to work on the stuff that my boss is asking me to do, but when I do, I usually default to working on my homework for my learn!school instead. So my boss keeps asking WHERE ARE MY VIDEOS and I have to tell him, dude I'm busy and I'm not about to work on this at home. (I'm not supposed to work from home or whatever.)
Then my husband came to visit for Spring Break (his, not mine), and I was gonna work on my boss's homework. But then my husband bought a new game to play (FF7 Rebirth) and I had to watch it. Then I had a flat tire and the other car I had access to had a faulty electrical system so I couldn't go to work. So I went to work only 1 day that week. (I took off the day my husband came into town.)
I went back and I was SWAMPED with people talking to me, asking questions, booking me for tutoring sessions. It was BONKERS how busy I was. Then my husband left and one of my niece's significant others came into town. This was frustrating for me because I'm incredibly shy and they're trans and so I was afraid of misgendering, so I tried not to address them at all. But they're also shy, so they didn't wanna talk either. And then my niece refused to tell me anything about the visit, so I had to keep being confused at different intervals. -I thought they drove? -No they got dropped off. -Well I thought they were leaving on Sunday? - No, Monday morning. -You still haven't done like 6 essays in one of your classes. -I'll do it! (Did not.)
And then at the usual Saturday Family Dinner, people kept ignoring me. People asked me questions directly and then stopped listening to me halfway through. My mom especially kept getting distracted by the stupidest shit in the middle of me talking. I had to retell a story like 5 times before I finally gave up.
Then my husband was having a problem with another video game he tried to buy. His online order got cancelled. He got the points he used for a coupon refunded, then he bought it again and they shipped it to the wrong address. Not sure why that address was still there, set as default. Then he drove over there to pick it up and in the package wasn't the game he even ordered. So he went to a physical location and returned the game and just bought the one he wanted in person.
It wasn't until I was able to talk to my husband Saturday night that I was able to get any of my anxiety out. That I realized just how much anxiety I had. A lot of it was stressing out about finishing the game. A lot of it was about the stranger coming to the house right after he left. A lot of it was about being so busy at work, staying late, finishing the game, getting up to take him to the airport, coming home to take my niece to school, getting gas, coming home to get ready for work, having another busy day, then having to take my niece to work with me and navigate the stranger and my niece at work while also tutoring. And then going to dinner and being super ignored.
And my husband went back to some problems in his house and that made it so I couldn't talk to him until Saturday night. I got some of my stress out, able to finally spend a good time with my husband, things calmed down, etc.
Now I can work on that stuff for my boss. After all this other stuff I gotta do for my learn school.
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cynicaldesire · 10 days
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-We'll be okay now. I'm here for you. Just as I always have been.
-I-I'm sorry I wasn't there for you-
-Stop. You came when I needed you most. You're my hero. You're my prince.
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cynicaldesire · 12 days
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this beautiful Kage print is now available on my Streamily, i'll be doing a live signing on twitch at noon PT on the 21st, if you'd like an autographed print, you can pre-order one here http://streamily.com/sungwoncho
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cynicaldesire · 12 days
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The best quality a fictional man can have is being deeply, pathetically, wretchedly in love with someone, I think
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cynicaldesire · 23 days
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i am begging all of the 20something usamericans on this website to understand that “disillusioned with us politics” is a constant state of affairs. you still have to vote. you still have to keep the needle as far left as you can. there is literally no other option and every election has echoes of consequence. please please please just fucking vote
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cynicaldesire · 23 days
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Your moral ocd is lying to you and tumblr is lying to you. you do NOT have to reblog any post you dont want to and you dont need to justify it and youre not prejudiced against a certain marginalized group if you dont reblog an Upsetting Post about a Current Issue said group is facing
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cynicaldesire · 29 days
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literally i cannot stress how important it is that everyone has a thing.
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cynicaldesire · 4 months
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Slang Resources
Since I had an earlier ask about slang, I thought I’d pull together a few resources:
Historical Dictionary of American Slang - allows you to search by year
Slang Terms for Sex (And Related F*ckery) - Bow chicka wah wah
Medieval Slang Terms and Terminology - PDF File (Use these sparingly)
Shakespearean Slang and Sexual Language
Elizabethan Slang and Terminology
Victorian Slang Terms - Again, use sparingly
1700s UK Slang Terminology
Military Slang (Revolutionary War Era)
Slang From Colonial America
Civil War Era Slang
1920s Slang
Great Depression Era Slang
1940s Slang
1950s Slang
1960s Slang
1970s Slang
1980s Slang
1990s Slang
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cynicaldesire · 4 months
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This is the funniest thing I have ever seen
(via)
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cynicaldesire · 6 months
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Eat the rich. 💫💫💫
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cynicaldesire · 7 months
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ITS ME AND MY WIFE!!!!!!!!! 🦀
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hell yeah!!! the sillies
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cynicaldesire · 7 months
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right ok hello !! so I couldn't contain my hype and made some adhd creature reactions !!! yes they are best friends
ANDD all designs are now available on my redbubble if you want to get them as stickers !
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I hope you like them!! they can be used for both reactions and emotes !
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cynicaldesire · 7 months
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cynicaldesire · 7 months
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Hey shout out to every custodial/sanitation worker taking out and cleaning up literal hot garbage so that the rest of us can go about our summer days like it doesn’t exist
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