cracksofmtdoom

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More truths.

You and only you are responsible for your feelings, actions and consequences.

You will always reap what you’ve sown.

The universe does not owe you a single goddamn thing.

Change cannot and will not occur simply because you wish it to. You must put in the work in order to reap the rewards.

Respect is earned, not given freely and you can expect from others only what you give them.

Love will wither and die if not properly tended to and appreciated.

Nothing in this life is guaranteed, each moment should be worthwhile and treasured.

One cannot ever truly love another without love of self

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It’s been a week now since last I smoked crack. And if I’m honest it’s been pretty damn easy. Perhaps I have at last reached the turning point. I want to believe that.

In order to make this happen, make it real, truly break free of the shackles of my addiction, there are things which cannot be compromised. Things which must be constant and without second thought. Absolute raw, total honesty is the keystone. With myself, with all those I interact with, with the world as it is. No more half measures. No more half truths. No more lies. No more excuses.

Once this is established, it is then absolutely crucial to allow myself to be forgiven for any and all transgressions, failures, choices and actions be they real or imagined. Allow myself to become worthy of love. Love for myself and love from others.

The backbone of all of these necessities is discipline. Structure. Constant self awareness. Recognition of the effects of my words and actions. Acceptance and accountability.

The harsh reality is that I’ve created a large mess, blazed a wide swath of destruction. This means that the rebuilding and healing process is a long, likely often painful journey.

Looking at it as a whole, I instinctively begin to feel hopelessness and all the coping mechanisms I’ve built inside try to turn me away and run from it. To allow defeat before there has even been a worthwhile effort. This is what happens when it is taken as a whole.

Small steps. One at a time. This is the only way to conquer the fear. The despair. The continuing self sabotage and self loathing. I know this to be an absolute truth; success breeds success. Even the tiniest, seemingly insignificant victories, accomplishments, successes, are critical to the ability to take another step. Regardless of how small that step is. If it keeps the spirit progressing in the correct direction, it is immeasurably large.

Keep this mentality and sooner than you could believe possible, you have made a stride. One or more of the supposedly insurmountable obstacles you have placed in your path will have been overcome and reduced to rubble. The feelings of accomplishment, of faith in one’s abilities, of a growing sense of hope and self respect will begin to flourish.

Learning to love self. To embrace life even in the face of adversity. To welcome the next challenge with gratitude knowing that only you can stand in your way, only you can allow defeat. There is much much more to this life, to this body soul and mind. But humility is another of the keys to success here. Never forget that you are nothing more than a mortal man. You are not a god. Not a Superman. You are human. And fallible. You will not succeed in every single endeavor undertaken. But this is not a negative, not a failure, not something to use as an excuse to slide backwards into those dark corners of the mind. The important thing to remember and to do is to try. If you try, truly give your best, and do not succeed that is not a loss. It is a victory. Fear holds you back. Fear stagnates and strangles the soul. Living in and with fear will prevent you from ever being your greatest self.

If you set limits on yourself how can you ever truly know what heights you’re capable of reaching

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I am curious as to how many people would love to see my little slut doll in action. Who would like to see an insatiable beast. Who wants to see her pussy gush gallons of juice. Who wants to see what a girl without a gag reflex can take. Wants to see her asshole eagerly swallow toys and cock. See her daddy shave her beautiful pussy. See her face covered in sticky cum.

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Interested in how this might will go. I’m in a pretty blunt kinda mood. I had an extremely enjoyable time with my son earlier. It was sorely needed, for us both. I need to not be such a shithead. But anyway that’s not what we are her to talk about.

So I didn’t really expect there not to be drugs when I got back and I was not disappointed when there were. I just don’t give enough of a fuck at the moment. I really just want to get left alone tonight so…. Anyway, I smoked a few hits of crack. Utterly unsatisfying and absolutely not worth a shit as I already know to be the case each time. So nothing there. Did pop a psylocybin capsule a short while ago. In the midst of shaving. Then I put on Pink Floyd. Needed to sit for a minute. But I gotta finish. Ta-ta.

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Jay and Kay. Perfect sexual partners. She is one seriously crazy woman and she has me. I’m about to turn 47. It took until I was in my 40’s before I came across her. She is an absolute beast. She has an insatiable appetite when she gets going. And she is so so so open to exploring new an adventurous sex.

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Damn this selfish cock of mine. How could he deny me the privilege of demolishing her asshole. Fucker. Should have been rock hard and throbbing. I would have pumped that rod in and out of her hole. Fully out and then plunged back in. Gaped that ass like never before. Fucked it until I buried it balls deep and pumped her full of hot cum

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She has rapidly grown into a little anal slut.

Tongue, toy, fingers and cock are all gratefully taken. I started with one finger almost all the way up her ass. Then one up her gushing pussy. She made a helluva mess and it was glorious.

She turned over and stuck her ass up in the air. This time two fingers. My asshole cock still won’t cooperate but I did plunge it in and out of her ass. She had a cute little gape going. Cum from anal. Like the slut you are. Your pussy explodes when my fat hard cock pushes it’s way up your ass, feeling that sluthole stretching and drawing my hard on deeper and deeper

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I’m sitting naked on the couch awaiting the exquisite sensations and pleasures of Kay feasting on my cock. Sucking it exactly as daddy’s little slut should. Worshipping it. And where oh where will I cum…

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She was rolling. Coming and coming and coming. Still gushing. And what else was I supposed to do? I placed her face down ass up and planted my cock deep up her dirty little slut hole. My little kitten, my fucktoy.

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Her ass has become a thing of beauty. It has filled out so much and in such a wonderful shape. It’s a bonafide B O A. If you don’t know, just give it a little bit. It’s very simple.

The other night she unleashed a massive volume of girl gush. It’s been a long while since she squirted that much. There was a huge puddle on the floor, the couch was sopping wet, we were both drenched and I had swallowed quite a bit.

She fucked me for the first time that night as well. She was very eager to try this new and exciting thing. So I worked the glass dildo into my ass and then settled in hunched in front of her face. She took my cock in her mouth and went to town. Meanwhile she worked that nice glass cock in and out of my willing and happy hole. She did an amazing job. First time ever doing this. She managed to keep steady pressure on my p spot and it was almost no time before an insanely powerful and intense orgasm rocked me.

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There’s absolutely no denying it. This woman is the perfect lover. The sex partner that I need.

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Despite her being extremely tired she did indeed join me in the shower. She is never not sexy and insanely hot, beautiful, dirty and angelic all at once. So we took the shower head and put it on one of the massage settings. She massaged her clit with the water and I took a seat behind her. I spread her big soft incredible ass cheeks apart and swirled my tongue into her delightful little asshole. I live to bury my tongue deep in her holes. Tongue fucking her ass while she masturbates with water. So hot. Myself, my man parts are apparently not interested in performing or at least were not while in the shower.

I really want her to suck my cock right now. She is an absolute goddess at giving head. She has no gag reflex. She can swallow my entire shaft and then work my balls into her mouth. She loves to be face fucked as well. She is coming into her sexuality, finally allowing herself to let go and simply enjoy the moment. But she is an extremely fast learner and she quickly embraces and finds deep pleasure in all things sexual.

Her asshole was made to be filled and stretched and pleasured by me. By my tongue, my hands, and especially my cock. She is a fucking Hellicorn and I never need to consider anyone else. Not to say that I wouldn’t thoroughly enjoy sharing another person with her. But that’s for another time.

With a little bit of time and effort to get her asshole good and relaxed and craving to be stuffed with cock she takes it like a boss.

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Four o nine a.m. Saturday the second of march two thousand and twenty four

No positive progress yet again. Here I sit, ten days from my fourth-seventh birthday. Still completely a waste of life.

I am seriously sick. All I want right now is another fucking rock. Another cruel, deceitful, all powerful crack rock. And for what? It does nothing but harm, nothing but destroy, nothing but enslave. It’s damn near impossible for me to even get high, get a real bell ringer. Need to put at least half a bag on to even have a chance. Fuck this motherfucking shit.

Dragged down by the stone.

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Well wouldn’t you just know it. She now loves the taste of my seed. My nut. My spunk. My jizz. Licks it up like the proper little slut she is. And she most certainly is that. She has blossomed into quite the deviant dirty slut. Swallowing my load, asshole pliable and eager to be filled and stretched. Enjoys me face fucking her, jamming my steely cock into her throat while my balls slap against her chin. Goddamn the girl is a helluva cocksucker. And a dirty anal slut who loves daddy’s fat dick sliding into and out of that fuckhole. Her pussy a veritable water cannon. It’s incredible to watch close up when she cums. Her pussy pushing out and open, throbbing and pulsating until the first wave explodes from her. It’s mind boggling just how much fluid she expels. Where does it come from? Where does it hide? Jesus Christ do I adore eating her. Licking, tongue fucking, sucking and kissing my goddess’s cunt. But one cannot give one hole that kind of attention and ignore the other. No no no. The ass must be serviced as well.

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She is amazing. She is beautiful. She is sexy.

She is my perfect lover

She excites and arouses me as no one before.

I adore and desire every single bit of her.

She makes my cock hard without the slightest effort

I would eat her perfect pussy non stop

I also absolutely love to eat her wonderous little asshole

Her body is perfection

She is a true world class dick sucker

I get the privilege of being able to absolutely hammer my cock in and out of her throat

She loves to have her asshole stuffed full of my cock

She can unleash an absolute flood of juices from her pussy

She has an uncontrollable fit of giggles when she cums

She has gorgeous sexy feet

She has a definite interest in exploring ass play with me

She spent an amazing evening with me while wearing only a black thong and black heels. The remainder of her was adorned in body paint

She loves my cock and has made me learn to love it as well

She is a vision of sensuality when in lingerie

She has an insatiable pussy that always needs more

I am blessed to be able to cum inside of her, it’s the best way

I am also very privileged and honored to be allowed to shave her gorgeous pussy; and I do a marvelous job

She is getting more and more comfortable with me being her daddy and she my sweet, slutty little girl.

She showed me a new trick the other night; we were 69 ing, I was on top, and she swallowed my entire length deep into her throat and then opened up and took my balls in her mouth and held it there for a long time.

She is like no other, certainly not before and now there can never be any other

She is the Hellicorn

She is my beautiful wise strong queen of Jimbabwe

She has absolute power over my cock, she makes things very hard

She is the only lover I need and want

She continues to step up her game and showcase amazing new skills

She makes me be the greatest lover I can be

She has her health back and her body has transformed into something incredible

She has the most beautiful skin, unblemished by ink or by steel

She can dress magnificently and look fine in most anything

She has two amazing and delicious holes right next to each other and I feast on them both

She drives me crazy, like no one else

She is my personal, world class porn star

She is simultaneously the most incredible and most difficult relationship I’ve ever been in

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The boat was finally ready. It had taken a long time and lots of work to get her back in shape. Now it was time to enjoy. Jay was pumped. He and Kay were going to spend the entire day and night on the water. He was especially excited to see Kay rock her new slingshot bikini. Her body was in prime shape and the skimpy swimsuit was perfect for her figure. She had put on a good few pounds in all the right places. Her tits were full and perky, thighs thick and toned and my god that ass. Her ass had filled out and shaped up to be a thing of incredible beauty. She had diligently worked out over the winter and the results were stunning.

She had never tried any sort of microkini before but this was the new, supremely confident, Kay. She worked hard to get her body into this condition and she knew she was an absolute bad ass, gorgeous, sexy queen and she was ready to flaunt it. Her pussy was freshly shaved and smooth as could be. Her finger nails painted beautifully. Her delicious sexy toes matched them perfectly. Her makeup and hair were impeccable as always. She had amazing skin, smooth, no ink and no piercings.

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She had never met his oldest and best friend. They had chatted for a bit via the phone and gotten on well. Reed was a great friend and was very forward about most everything. One of the times he and she had chatted he bluntly put forth a sort of proposition to help them get started and succeed at doing amateur porn through platforms such as onlyfans, bentbox, and the like. Jay had very selfishly and without Kay’s consent shared some very personal very intimate photos with Reed. He had also shared some details of their sex life. It wasn’t done maliciously, Jay was just so amazed and excited that he had found a sex partner of her caliber and he and Reed were very open when talking about their relationships that it came easily. But it was most definitely not right and Kay was hurt and upset.

The point of this backstory is to explain that Reed had much more knowledge of Kay then she did of him.

Jay had long considered the idea of sharing Kay with someone else but he knew that it couldn’t just be anyone. It had to be someone he was extremely close with. That narrowed it down to just a couple of people. And in truth there was only one person. It had to be Reed.

He was coming to town for thanksgiving and had enthusiastically suggested they get together. And he made sure to mention that he would need to crash at their place. This was the perfect opportunity to see what she would do when the situation was right in her face.

The day arrived and Reed walked into the the house. He and Jay hugged and greeted each other before Jay presented Kay to him and they finally met. She eyed him with a slight smile as he complimented her on how amazing she looked and how glad he was to finally meet her. He stepped forward and opened his arms for a hug. Kay only hesitated a fraction of a moment before wrapping her arms around him and they made their first contact. Jay watched and smiled. The first step was complete and a success.

They sat down and talked, Jay and Reed catching up and Kay and Reed getting acquainted. Jay watched has Reed worked his game and exercised his charm. His eyes took all of her in. She was relaxed and comfortable and relished in his blatant flirting.

Soon they headed out to get some dinner and a couple cocktails. She was, as always, dressed and made up impeccably and was a beautiful sight. They had an excellent meal and then headed to the neighborhood bar for drinks. It was Saturday night and Samantha was working the bar. She and Jay had been flirting with each other for years and was a close friend. She and Reed had met once before several years ago. He reintroduced them and ordered drinks for the three of them. Reed and Kay grabbed a table near the back of the bar and while Samantha was fixing their cocktails Jay filled her in on what he was hoping would happen after they left. The two were very open about their sex lives so Jay didn’t skimp on details. Samantha was clearly turned on by the idea and leaned forward to give him a fabulous view of her tits as she told him that he had better share every detail next time they saw each other and Jay assured her he would. He stared hard at her tits for a moment before grabbing the drinks and heading to the table. Reed and Kay were talking and laughing and very obviously enjoying each other. This was going just as Jay had expected.

They stayed for about an hour and a half, each of them having a few drinks. They talked a lot, they played darts, played the jukebox and sang along obnoxiously and had a really good time. Jay went to the bar to settle their tab. Samantha was at the end and accessible to him so he strode down to her, placed fifty dollars on the bar and subtly slid his hand off the end of the bar. He lightly grazed her tits and continued to move downward. He paused for a moment when he reached her pussy and gave it a quick squeeze before moving across her hip and rubbing her ass. His dick was already stiff from the thought of getting home and getting started and this made it throb a little. She noticed immediately and reached down and gave his sizable bulge a few strokes. They said their goodbyes and Jay headed outside to get everyone moving. He was very anxious to get them home and get the real entertainment going.