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Dude in the hood watching me bathe 👀.

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My first at-home infusion assembled by me.

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Thirty-five years later, Trent Reznor from Nine Inch Nails wrote a song called “Love is Not Enough.” Reznor, despite being famous for his shocking stage…

An interesting and realistic piece on love and compatibility. 

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Things by the end of the year

Tomorrow is the first day of September. It's hard to wrap my brain around the amount of time I've spent away from home; I think it's been a little over six weeks. Having received ATG treatment twice before the transplant gave me more reason to think this was going to be a quicker recovery process. It is completely different and much slower. I actually feel pretty dependent on someone else. Doing this alone would be impossible. 

I was thinking of things that would be nice to have by the end of the year: some hair on my head, some muscle back on my body, taste buds back, and this PICC line out. I think these are some realistic ideas to hold at the moment. One day at a time baby. 

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Labor Day Weekend at the Santa Monica Pier with Daddio.

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Might start watching this when it comes out.

Everyone thinks that when you go to a hospital life stops. But it’s just the opposite, life starts.

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Oh mama!

Peanut Butter Cheesecake Brownies

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Yikes.

S’mores Cream Puffs

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Eye drops

Are. Crucial. 👀

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Keeeses

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Aim to live in this world without allowing the world to live inside you, because when a boat sits on water it sails perfectly, but when water enters inside the boat, it sinks.

I don't remember where I found this

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Ready to put some meat back on these bones.

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More Jennifer by popular demand!! I cut some clips of Jennifer Paterson being, well, "Jennifer" from episodes 1 - 10 of the Two Fat Ladies cooking show. I go...

I used to watch this show when I was younger. Cracks me up still!

#two fat ladies

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Attitude

I have a terrible attitude. My mindset has been so up and down lately I have let it really take hold of me, and it's ugly. To remedy this, I am giving myself variety in the activities I do: coloring, looking through magazines, listening to different music, watching new TV programs... I even ate cilantro. I want to be better. I'm hoping these things help me see more positivity in the goings-on in the world. I know that it starts with me. Ohm. 

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It's not even candy. Blue Gatorade and yellow medicine.

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Drawing