People aren't homes, they never will be. People are rivers, always changing, forever flowing. They will disappear with everything you put inside them.
~ Nikita Gill
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— Edna St. Vincent Millay, from a letter to Arthur Davison Ficke featured in Savage Beauty: The Life of Edna St. Vincent Millay.
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Mary Oliver, from “We Should Be Well Prepared”, Red Bird
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Eclipse of the Sun in Venice in July 8, 1842 by Ippolito Caffi.
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This desire for home is the secret which hurts so much that you take your revenge on it by calling it names like Nostalgia and Romanticism and Adolescence or maybe the future; the secret also which pierces with such sweetness that when, in very intimate conversation, the mention of it becomes imminent, we grow awkward and affect to laugh at ourselves; the secret we cannot hide and cannot tell, though we desire to do both. We cannot tell it because it is a desire for something that has never actually appeared in our experience. We cannot hide it because our experience is constantly suggesting it, and we betray ourselves like lovers at the mention of a name. Our commonest expedient is to call it beauty and behave as if that had settled the matter. My expedient was to identify it with certain moments in my own past. Probably to make sense of it. But all this is one big misconception. If I had gone back to those moments in the past, i would not have found the thing itself, but only the reminder of it. I am living in tiny fragments that don’t seem to exist anymore, it’s like I’ve robbed time into my conscience and I cannot give it back.
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Margaret Atwood, from The Blind Assassin
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I feel it shifting
The season
But also my skin
The music in my head going slower
The sky almost blinding the iris when I stare at it
I’m here I can feel it
But it’s different I know it
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I’ve been withdrawing from everything
Like an addict who knows what’s good for them
Like the way my mother would say no if I asked for another sweet
The disposition to know when enough is enough and
Quite the opposite too
To give so much to a version of myself that is now running with no fuel for words
Dare I say empathy too
The tank is empty
The paint is dry
No candles left to burn
The tap
Drip Drop
The sound lulls me back
Just not to sleep
I’m awake constantly
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exurb1a, from "Climbing Gym" in Poems for the Lost Because I'm Lost Too
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littlepie.hoian
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Mahmoud Darwish, Memory for Forgetfulness: August, Beirut, 1982 (trans. Ibrahim Muhawi) [ID'd]
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unkept by Noor Hindi
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17th century Ottoman tent from the Dresden State Art Collections
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On the gloomy days like this
I revisit my favourite songs
Captured in my imagination
One instrument strumming
The mountains peaking through the trees
The trees beginning in the water
But growing out of it
Almost trying to reach the snowy air
Even though it’s only May
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I have this ability
To put myself in a trance
It’s a gift to myself
I don’t think I could survive here if I didn’t
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It’s February now
Cold and brittle
Things are getting harder
Growing titles
But growing pains
Time is running out on me
In every sphere
More so in my head than in this orbit
But I have so much to carry
Aching bones and a running oxygen tank
I am trying to recover
But it’s hard with the weight of the tears
I must endure
I must remain stoic
And I must return myself to a trance of music
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Gavin Yuan Gao, from "Lullaby"
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Regretfully, I had to leave all my books behind. I couldn’t bear to make the choice between my beloveds, so I left them all.
Give them back. Give us back our beds. Give us back our offices. And give us back our books.
Nabil S., from "It Was All Songs: A Letter From Gaza" translated from the Arabic by Sarah Aziza, published in Mizna on February 12th, 2024. You can read the entire essay here.
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