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I listen to FM 95.5 K-Love Radio everyday, I love it. The music is so soothing.

#k love #fm 95.5 #radio #radio station #catholic #religious music #music #coffee-lover-666

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via SIMPLEVERSE

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Love who you are right now, because right now you are exactly who God created you to be.

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Want To Go Home

[October 10,2022]

Last night I was with John at his place, I was with him all day as well until it became night.

I ended up breaking down.

I didn’t want to leave but know if I had stayed I would hear my mother screaming at me.

I feel at home at his place, plus they all say you move back to where you used to live and I never realized how bad I missed my hometown.

I felt bad as I’m sure I worried John.

I ended up calling Josh up about it.

I hope I can figure something out so that in the next year or 2 maybe sooner John and I can get married and I’ll finally be home.

#personal #my blog #my life #life blog #blog #life #home #missing home #marriage #coffee-lover-666 #october 10 2022 #october #2022

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I’ve been listening to Daily Reading lately. They’ve helped me a lot, I think if those who wish to hear Him should listen or read these daily mass readings.

#personal #my blog #my life #life blog #blog #life #Catholic #catholicism #daily readings #mass #daily mass readings #God #The Lord #My Savior #Faith #coffee-lover-666 #october 6 2022 #october #2022

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Life Is Great, And I Found God

[October 5, 2022]

My life had been always going up and down.

I still have many obstacles, but most are gone.

Only obstacles I have is my mother going off on me for things.

Saturday, October 1 I felt The Lord’s touch.

I never felt anything so strong and powerful, He brought my father back to me when years upon years I wanted a sign that he was still with me.

I lost faith in my religion (Wicca), and in everything until that Saturday morning.

The Lord has saved me, and I will never lose faith in Him like I did with so many other things.

I’m where I’m meant to be thanks to my boyfriend and God.

I will not run from this.

I will stand strong.

As long as He is with me I know I can do anything.

There’s so much that I understand now, that I didn’t before, and I have The Lord to thank for that.

#personal #my blog #my life #life blog #blog #life #found God #God #The Lord #Jesus #My Savior #Catholic #My Lord #coffee-lover-666 #october 5 2022 #october #2022

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The urge to bother my mutuals

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We’re Becoming One

[September 10, 2022]

Each passing day we become closer.

We share more about our lives daily.

You’re problems are becoming mine, and I’m getting protective.

I promise that anyone who tries to hurt you I will step in the way.

I’ll accept every part of you and your family.

You’ve shared some things with me that I could feel in your energy but never could pin what it was.

We have such similar issues, we both understand each other all the way through.

I love you so much, and have never felt at home like I do with you.

I feel safe, which I’ve never felt before with anyone else.

I never met anyone who has the same exact thinking pattern as me.

I never met anyone who also has the same feelings when we’re alone.

You must then feel the same exact way I feel when I’m with you.

Everything right now seems bittersweet as we both have struggled with love in our lives and have just now found it. 

I know you’re scared that I could leave, I feel the same way. I won’t ever leave you, and I know you won’t ever leave me.

We’ll protect each other, forever. We’ll love each other, forever.

My love, my heart, my world, my everything. 

#personal #my blog #my life #life blog #life #blog #love #relationships #true love #i love you #my love #together forever #coffee-lover-666 #september 10 2022 #september #2022

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I’m So Happy You’re Mine

[September 7, 2022]

There are so many things you need to know, and I will tell you as the days go on.

I won’t let anyone hurt you, that’s the main one; once you’re with me I become a protector to the extremes. Well, you’re a bit different. 

A few nights ago I was ready to get in the middle of you and somebody as it looked like they were about to swing at you, I’ve never been like that before but that’s how I know I’ve found the one.

I’ll never abandon you, my love for you is 100%. I used to look around when I was with others and I never knew why, but with you my eyes are hooked only on you and so is my heart and soul.

I hope over the weeks and months and years you see how true my love is for you, and I can see already your love is just as true as mine.

I see you have the same bit of secrecy that I have to keep around people who will judge or say anything. I’m happy we both respect that with each other without having to say it. It seems we both know each other’s brains as if they were one.

I’m happy we met, and I’m so happy that we’re together.

Just being around you, and even thinking of you lifts all of my fears away. You’re the first I think of when I wake up and the last I think of before I fall asleep. 

I will never ever let you down hun.

#personal #my blog #my life #life blog #blog #life #my love #relationships #i love you #forever yours #forever mine #coffee-lover-666 #september 7 2022 #september #2022

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An 80′s Love

[September 5, 2022]

I now know what I’ve always wanted in love.

I enjoyed how today’s love and such was, but I wanted an 80′s love.

I want things to go slow, small gestures, no hook ups immediately, no going too fast.

I want to be treated as if I was in the 80′s and fell in love with a man.

I finally found that.

I know many will disapprove of this love but this is my life.

I will fight for this love.

I never fought for love before, but this one I will.

Nobody will fuck this up for me as I will rain hell down on them.

Each day I fall harder for him, I think he now sees it, and he’s shown in many ways that he’s falling for me as well.

NOTHING will separate us, I won’t let it.

My mother will obviously go off, that will probably be the biggest fight with screaming we’ll have and I feel it may lead to me spending a night at this man’s house to let her calm down and accept all of this.

I know how it’ll all look to many people, I really don’t care as they don’t know me or this man.

I love him, and I will fight in every way to protect him and keep him. 

#personal #my life #my blog #life blog #blog #life #love #i love him #80s love #an 80s love #love in the 80s #i want him #i need him #im his #i love you #i want you #i need you #im yours #forever yours #coffee-lover-666 #september 5 2022 #september #2022

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There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don't know how.

#personal #my life #my blog #blog #life blog #quote #lyrics #song quote #oasis #wonderwall #i love you #i want you #im falling for you #im yours #coffee-lover-666 #september 5 2022 #september #2022

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I Enjoy The Tension

[September 1, 2022]

Every time you touch me it causes a tension in me.

I always want more.

Last night, I think we both sent a bit of tension to each other.

You held my shoulders and I grabbed onto your hands.

You were so close behind me at the time clock as well.

I constantly am begging inside my head for you to make a huge move.

I really hope you do.

I already sense it coming.

I have no clue when you’ll make that big move, but I do know it’s coming.

I’m waiting patiently, darling.

I’m being a good girl for you and waiting.

I can’t wait for that day.

I want you so bad, and I hope I get you.

If you want me, you already have me completely.

I wish I could just tell you this, but I don’t feel confident enough and if I am reading things wrong I don’t want to make it awkward for you.

#personal #my blog #my life #life blog #blog #life #i love him #i want him #im yours #coffee-lover-666 #september 1 2022 #september #2022

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You’re Always In My Head

[August 31, 2022]

Ever since like several months ago, you’ve been on my mind.

I can’t get you out.

Now, my body, mind and heart desperately want you.

Every subtle touch, makes every inch of me sing.

I want you so bad in so many ways.

If you told me to jump, I absolutely would with no questions asked.

If we end up together, many will find it gross and predatory.

You’re 45 and I’m 25.

I don’t care about the age gap, though.

I hope you don’t either.

I just want you in my life.

I want you to kiss me, and love on me in every way.

I know I sound crazy to some people for falling in love with you.

I can’t help it, though.

I don’t show it, but I’m very territorial of you.

I want to move mountains for you, I want to change the weather at will just for you.

Is this normal? Probably not, but we’re not normal.

My heart will always chase you.

I won’t make the first move, I don’t want to make it awkward.

I know that might be your fear, and that’s why you might be doing things the way you are to see if I recoil.

Trust me sweetheart, I will never recoil from you.

I have a hard time with touch, but I am allowing you to touch me in ways nobody else can or has been able to.

I just hope you make a move soon.

Watch as my soul just falls into your hands.

I am completely yours, darling.

#personal #my blog #my life #life #life blog #blog #love #age gap #i love him #i want him #i need him #coffee-lover-666 #august 31 2022

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“Autistic people don’t have empathy!”

“Do autistic people even have emotions?!”

…Sound familiar? Let’s talk about one of the most prevalent and hurtful misconceptions surrounding autism…

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I want one, too! I used to Renaissance Faires and ALWAYS loved the plague doctor shows, and most of all the plague doctors!

what’s your dream plushie?

The Plague Doctor from Squishable 😍

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Liking My Boss?

[August 21, 2022]

My life has been up and down quite a bit within the past year.

About a few months ago I took a liking towards my boss.

Now, liking your boss in a professional way is one thing, but I mean this in a way where I want his love, and all of him.

I wasn’t going to share this but it’s what’s going on currently.

He’s not entirely management position, but he’s still my boss.

This could get messy, especially if anything actually does go forward and he does find interest in me as well and makes a move.

I refuse to make the first move, for good reason.

Each day, these emotions grow.

I’m also a masochist, so the pain of nothing ever happening except inside my head I thrive on with the excitement and the pain.

I’m honestly hoping something does happen.

He’s also much older than me, which most will view as gross due to the fairly large age gap.

People would also shame him if he does have an interest in me, and gets with me as they’ll label him as a pervert, and into younger girls and may even try and label him as sick thinking he would get with somebody not an adult.

I hate how this world labels people, and crucifies people over these things.

If both people are consenting adults, then it should not be anyone’s business or opinion on their relationship.

Judging somebody when you don’t know them is very wrong.

I used to judge people a lot based on their relationships if there was a large age gap, until I found interest in somebody who has a large age gap from mine.

Don’t judge it, if you don’t understand.

Don’t say somebody should seek help if that individual does not meet your morals or standards.

Society overall is made to make people fit in a bubble where we should all be copies and robots.

We all need to break out of that, and escape that hell of needing everything to be one way or no way.

#personal #my blog #my life #life blog #blog #life #coffee-lover-666 #i love him #age gap #boss #work relationships #work #relationships #love is love #love #dont judge #judge free zone #august 21 2022 #august #2022