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Soriku \ Cinderella AU [part.1/?]

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Why does I keep being a fucking social akward?

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So... How can I explain to my teammates that yesterday I was joking and just when to sleep? How can I ask for forgiveness about be a human with a diferent sleep scheduze ...🤔

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I hate that when I feel like shit, everything around or happening feels as a personal attack 

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I hatye school! I hate homewoork! And I hate teamworks! They are always the same! No matter how much I try to addapt, no matter how much I get extroverted or act like a part of them, they always... They always show me that I´ll never be like them, I´ll never be a part of them, I´ll never be welcomed as I am.  I can´t joke because what I say is taken seriously, I can´t guide without being controling, I can´t sleep of because I let them down, I can´t stop for a moment because I can´t be count as a human being!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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OMG, I have serious mental problems!

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And some people still doub them being in love

“How hard did I look? How hard did I miss him? How much did I think, I want to talk to him again? Riku is… here. I finally got to see him again. I missed him. I missed him so, so much.”

— Sora, after being reunited with Riku. - Kingdom Hearts II Novel (via didsomeonesaykh)

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Men are cowards, because if they were to consider a woman talented and proud of herself they would feel treatened, so they just took and talk about the exterior and relegate woman to certain places that ease them.

#equality #stop woman over sexualization

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Ahhhhh fuck!

This

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Shit I think i'm in the friendzone!!!

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66 is a girl!?

OMG I'm definitely gay!

*hid my blushed face between my palms

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3 years ago my father died. I'm trying to live in peace with that, specially change the meaning of this day to just a day, bc I'm not precisely bad about his dead, but is so fucking hard and almost no one of my friend has tried to even make a conversation with me today and I...

I just feel like scream and cry and have a fucking life with which simulate nothing is wrong, but I can't this is not a way and I can't do that anymore, I have tried a lot before, and home feel so fucking full and wrong and sick and depresive and scary and... and no one cares... even if they care, what they can do, so they don't even try, isn't it? TvT

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Theyalwaysmakemefellinferior,littleandignorant.

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SorrynotsorrybutIreallythinkthatmycousinsareabunchoffuckingspoiledbitches!

I can't never give them (well one or two times in like 18 years) a gift that they can be grateful for. This specific cousin always has been the perfect girl, the perfect student that spend her nights and afternoons to church and school and has always been promising in her future. Bitch! Makes me feel bad and they always played with my like if I were a doll, like if I needed to be changed. They have cool hair styles, they have a lot of merchandising, they have traveled to other countries, they have always have car and money and opportunities, bitch pls, even their homes has always been within a good area. This other cousing celebrates her birthday for one or sometimes 2 weeks -_- like 4 years ago she and her boyfriend traveled to Japan bc of her birthday gift.

Yeah, I'm jealous of them but I also think that they are a bunch of spoiled brats!

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I love when straight cis women try to make fun of my partners “childish”/“unmanly” hobbies like collecting lego and collectible figures, meanwhile their husbands literally collect assault rifles and weapons and tactical gear they’re too stupid to use properly and I could out shoot their sedentary clumsy goofy asses despite not having stepped in a shooting range in nearly a decade