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Idk man I’m still trying to wrap my head around the fact that when people ask you if you need anything you’re actually allowed to ask them for something you need

#i refuse to inconvenience anyone #Even if it’s detrimental to me #Anxiety

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I just started testosterone today, which is exciting, but I am So. Goddamn. Hungry. Like I’ve never been much of an eater but rn my body is screaming for sustenance and it’s not even dinner time yet help

#transmasc #testosterone

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Chunky birdy turned 1 today!

man what a shit year

#tumblr birthday #tumblr milestone

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Everyone always says “oh you need Jesus, you need the holy spirit, yadda yadda” bitch its bold of you to assume Jesus doesn’t need ME. Alexa play smooth jazz vibes for studying and relaxation 10 hours

#try me i dare you #jesus needs me #not the other way around

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Y’all ever just I xaidelete help me aaa

anywho

yall ever just think about shit and realize you are indeed still sentient

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I may not remember my sisters birthday but I do know that she once woke up to a sticky note on her nightstand with a list of things she refused to die of. There was on thing on the list. It was sepsis. If (when) y’all ever worry about me remember I grew up with her and I ended up semi functioning

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Hello bitches and gremlins (I don’t know who’s who, just assign yourself whichever works best) unfortunately because of the intense stress school is causing I am unable to sleep through the night completely. This will lead to 3 am shitposting. You can’t stop me. Have a wonderful day

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I will be taking a week long break after school ends to go coexist with the chunky raccoon that lives in the woods, and the deer that still aren’t entirely sure what I am. It’s ok deer. I’m not quite sure either.

#chunky #raccoon #deer #woods #school sucks #fuck school

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I drew this earlier today because I was bored, just thought I’d share it

#Drawing #skeleton #sketch #art

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I want to eat a mug

cronch cronch motherfucker you can’t stop me

#Mugs #crunch #try me

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Cayde-6 deserved so much better and I’m still pissed about it.

That’s it that’s the post

#destiny 2 #cayde 6 #he was the best objectively

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Sleep is for the weak and while I may be weak I also contradict myself constantly so I think it’ll be ok

#sleep #help #im tired but i dont wanna sleep #I have to work on sonnets for school and I hate sonnets #We get it ur in love no one asked

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It is purely relative to the item you are talking about. A couple of minutes? probably gonna be five or ten minutes. A couple of hours however is like... two to five hours. And a couple of war crimes would be around... four to seven, give or take a few. Depends on how satisfied with themselves the person that committed said war crimes looks. Also a few feels like it should always be less than ten, the only exception would be eleven because eleven just feels like a number that goes with the word.

I’ve been having the same argument with my mother and siblings for 15 years now. Tumblr please weigh in: what range of numbers constitutes a couple? and how many is a few?

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This. I was told repeatedly as a child I was just being annoying whenever sensory items overwhelmed me. Sometimes people would purposefully overwhelm me (I think they thought it was funny?) and then yell at me when I had a meltdown. at this point I’ve learned to mask it at all costs even with my safe people who respect me. We are forced to conform to a society and never let anyone know how we are actually feeling.

one major problem with having undiagnosed sensory issues is that many of us are unaware that the chronic discomfort we live with isn’t normal. we spend our childhoods struggling and complaining about noise, taste, lights, clothes, temperatures–and being told by adults that we’re just being “difficult.” so we learn to dismiss and ignore our real, invisible issues–even when we get older and are finally in a position to make lifestyle & environmental changes.

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Hi hello this may be something not many people agree with me on but I believe self diagnosing is an alright temporary solution if you remember and respect the difference between the phrases “I HAVE this disorder” and “my symptoms line up with this disorder”. a diagnosis is not always available for everyone but getting into the mindset of being sure you have a certain disorder can be really harmful if you do get a diagnosis and you end up being wrong. But saying to yourself, for example, “my symptoms line up a lot with anxiety, so therefore i am going to look for coping mechanisms that line up with anxiety in order for me to function better and have a better quality of life” poses no issues to me. Of course I’m always open to hearing others opinions and if you wanna share yours respectfully I’ll listen!

#mental health #Self diagnosing

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It is NOT my heart that is failing me. My brain is the one failing me and the rest of my body. My heart is merely trudging along with the rest of us. it is doing its best and I am proud of it

I know I make fun of the ads on this site but this one actually hurt :(

#Don’t blame the heart #It’s the brains fault #That motherfucker makes me think about shit #The audacity

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I drew this the other day and I’m quite proud of it!

#drawing